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weed sucks man

hey since we’re all trapped in here on a generational starship headed straight for a black hole I figured why not continue to overshare personal struggles. sputnikmusic is my therapist.
1The Angelic Process
Weighing Souls With Sand


I started smoking weed really young, I think I was 14 when I smoked my first joint.
2PJ Harvey
Stories From The City, Stories From The Sea


When I got into grade 9/10 it started to become a more regular thing and really disrupted my education. Looking back now, I probably wouldn’t have struggled so hard in school if I wasn’t smoking weed on my lunch break and then spacing out in my afternoon classes.
3Drop Nineteens
Delaware


But it didn’t become a really chronic issue until I was in my early 20s. Particularly when I started dating my current partner, I struggled to fall asleep in bed next to another person, so I turned to weed more often to help me fall asleep. It became my insomnia crutch, and that was the excuse I told myself to justify my addiction.
4Texas Is The Reason
Do You Know Who You Are?


I smoked every single day until I was 27, and then the ramifications of daily use really started to catch up to me. I was extremely irritable, tired all the time, the weed stopped helping me sleep and started having an adverse reaction, sometimes I would go 2 or 3 days in a row without sleeping.
5Rites of Spring
Rites of Spring


I became a monster, my fuse was so short and I was constantly getting into confrontations with people. I would be angry all day long until I got home and took a bong chop, then I would fall back on my bed, the world would melt around me and I would be okay again.
6Rudimentary Peni
Death Church


It took a while to realize the common denominator in all of the conflicts I was having with the world around me was… you guessed it… myself. I looked in the mirror and hated the person I had become. I knew I had to change to become a better person for the sake of myself and my relationship.
7Wild Moth
Over, Again


So I quit. It took a couple tries, but eventually I committed, and it was fucking hard. Whoever said weed is not physically addictive was a fucking liar. I had weeks of night sweats, anxiety, insomnia and depression as my body went through detox and my brain tried to readjust its chemistry. I also had to stop drinking around the same time because alcohol was a big trigger for me smoking.
8Wipers
Over the Edge


But I persevered and was successful. I didn’t smoke weed for 2 whole years, and this is actually when I started getting more involved in this website. Being sober forced me to find other outlets for my mental energy, and I started writing reviews, it was the lifeline that kept my brain occupied and away from thinking about weed.
9Hayley Williams
FLOWERS for VASES / descansos


But every empire comes crashing down eventually. I eventually started smoking again, thinking it had been long enough that I could reintroduce it casually without getting addicted again.
10Vijay Iyer Trio
Break Stuff


How foolish. A few weeks of trying to smoke only on weekends quickly snowballed into a daily habit again. It never went back to the amount that I used to smoke, but it was enough to start having a detrimental effect on my life again.
11Joanna Newsom
Ys


With the reintroduction of weed into my life, my passion for writing began to fade. It became harder and harder to sit down and focus on writing because I would smoke weed and then fall into a vortex of couch-locked doomscrolling. At this point in time I have completely stopped writing about music because I can’t muster the motivation to do it anymore.
12Thursday
Full Collapse


And therein lies the problem. I am sick and tired of sacrificing my productivity and creativity, really my potential as a human being, all for a stupid vice that offers me nothing but a cheap distraction from my internal neuroses. I’m tired of waking up on Saturday mornings with a fucking weed hangover and not being able to fully enjoy and utilize the only two days off that this capitalist nightmare allows me.
13Mystic 100s
Cruise Your Illusion


So I am trying to quit… again…. I’m not sure if I will fail or succeed, but I’m going to try, because I’m fucking 31 now and I would love to stop pissing my life away and get my mojo back for reading and writing again.
14Belong
Common Era


That’s all. Idk what the point of this story is but maybe others on here can relate and you can find some comfort in knowing I’ve been there too. Weed is a mistress I will likely struggle with for my whole life, but I think it is important to exercise self control and discipline every now and then, even if that just means taking a month off, just to prove to yourself that you can.
15You’ll Never Get To Heaven
You’ll Never Get To Heaven


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