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| She told me she loved me
Welp it finally happened, my gf told me she loved me. I’d said it to her maybe a month ago but she wasn’t sure how to respond. She’s been hurt a lot but her past partners, and I had hoped she just didn’t want to say something she didn’t mean… which I fully understand. We’ve only been dating for six months or so but she met me at a very dark period in my life, and really was one of the things that pulled me out of that pit of despair.
Gotta say, as lame as this sounds, a lot of you guys have been so kind and really helped me deal with this shit, special shoutouts to budgie and evil, among many others.
Im still a sad fuck, but hey I got a girl that loves me, something I didn’t think would ever happen again. Here’s to hopefully not fucking it up. List is a little playlist of songs that make me think of her | | 1 |  | Converge
The Dusk in Us
“When I held you for the first time I knew I had to survive” - A Single Tear | | 2 |  | Touche Amore
Lament
“And I’m just a risk, atop of the moon. When I swore I’d seen everything, I saw you…” - Come Heroine | | 3 |  | Nine Inch Nails
The Fragile
“You and me, if the world should break in two, until the very end of me, until the very end of you.” - We’re in This Together | | 4 |  | Deftones
Koi No Yokan
“From the day you arrived, I have stayed by your side. Placed inside, safe and sound. Shades of colors are all I see.” - Entombed | | 5 |  | Foxing
Foxing
Cheating here but fuck it they’re my favorite band
“I wanna show you I can keep it all together, I wanna draw down the moon, for nothing but to deserve you…” - Draw Down the Moon
“So now I shut it down and lock it up.” - Cry Baby | | 6 |  | Queensryche
Empire
“…But without you, I can’t breathe, you’re the air to me.” - Jet City Woman | | 7 |  | Poppy
Negative Spaces
“You’re in a dream, you’re everybody's hero, but it’s you and me, I’ll still love you if the light goes out.” - halo | | 8 |  | Chelsea Wolfe
She Reaches Out to She Reaches Out to She
“Safe with the one not so toilsome to love, I am safe in this body, safe in this heart. I have made it this far to live this life…” - Place in the Sun | |
Wildcardbitchesss
06.21.25 | Sorry just wanted to put out a “happy” list from my bipolar ass. Love yall ✌️ | bach
06.21.25 | and then I saw her face
now im a believer | Koris
06.21.25 | And not a trace
of doubt in my mind | Emim
06.21.25 | Thought this was going a different way. Happy for you dude | Demon of the Fall
06.21.25 | Congrats man, having a gf who loves you is the best!
yeah, my now wife wasn’t sure what to say for similar reasons. Honestly, looking back I’m surprised I was so damn cool with the unrequited first “I love you”, probably one of my more mature moments (I was 24 and definitely not particularly emotionally mature lol) | evilford
06.21.25 | 6 months definitely seems like an appropriate amount of time, especially given the circumstances you've provided.
In any case im super happy for u man, you deserve this and I wish u 2 the best!! | Beardog
06.21.25 | Awesome!! | Dedes
06.21.25 | Love is beautiful my guy
I understand her hesitance, it's an extremely loaded and weighty word and sometimes I don't think I myself have absorbed the gravity of its meaning yet. The fact that you've earned that trust definitely tells me that you're a kind and honest enough dude.
But
If you ever need a thruple
PM me in the shoutbox
I charge low rates and come with daily cuddles and morning breakfast | Egarran
06.21.25 | Aw, you deserve it. We love you too!
I can definitely rec Dedes, 5 stars therapy. | Wildcardbitchesss
06.21.25 | “ yeah, my now wife wasn’t sure what to say for similar reasons. Honestly, looking back I’m surprised I was so damn cool with the unrequited first “I love you”, probably one of my more mature moments (I was 24 and definitely not particularly emotionally mature lol)”
I felt like I was keeping it pretty cool too but ngl DAMN it fucking stung to not hear it back, but same, I really just played it off like “yeah in your own time or not at all idk lol I’m gonna fucking kill myself.”
Not what I actually said but very much my inner monologue | Wildcardbitchesss
06.21.25 | Dedes, brother, I will keep that in mind.
Shit I’m adjusting my pants just thinking about it fuck | Wildcardbitchesss
06.21.25 | “Aw, you deserve it. We love you too!”
Nothing but love for you too brother🫶
“I can definitely rec Dedes, 5 stars therapy.”
Maybe when things inevitably go downhill I’ll hit him up to save my relationship | bludngorevidal
06.21.25 | happy for you two. there's nothing in this life like the first I love you, I had this experience recently with my girlfriend as well. cheers to embracing your fall and not being afraid | efp123
06.21.25 | it’s the ultimate high | artificialbox
06.21.25 | Woooooo!!!!! Congrats on the loveee :] | jrlikestodance
06.21.25 | Congrats man, embrace that love!!! Being in a long term relationship has really made a world of difference in my outlook on life. Wishing y'all many happy years | MillionDead
06.21.25 | Damn dude, you're making me emotional. Happy for you, genuinely. You deserve all the best things in the world. | FowlKrietzsche
06.21.25 | Cute | budgie
06.21.25 | how dare u b happy how dare u | YoYoMancuso
06.21.25 | see ya in chemistry | arthropod
06.21.25 | good | Veldin
06.21.25 | Congrats, that awesome!
"Love is real, it is not just in novels or the movies
It is fact, and it is standing here right in front of you
So if you open your eyes, what a sweet discovery
There is hope, and there is joy, and there is acceptance" | botb
06.21.25 | Hell yeah | Wildcardbitchesss
06.21.25 | Thanks guys, it seriously means a lot. |
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