Brick's Noise Journal 2026
keeping myself on track. |
| 1 |  | Merzbow
Noisembryo
the idea of this whole thing is that this year i wanted to try out more noise stuff. but there's other goals that i want to keep track of, making sure I follow my self improvement process. it's not really a new years resolution since the term is now associated with not completing goals you set out to do. i'll keep track of noise releases i've been checking out, some personal journal stuff, and of course updates on my goals. |
| 2 |  | Last Days of Humanity
In Advanced Haemorrhaging Conditions
i don't talk about this with anyone, so i might as well here. i've been addicted to porn for the past 4 years. i've tried to quit cold turkey, but i've found myself crawling back. it's an interesting thing that it's so swept under the rug and even promoted, but it exploits dopamine receptors. people joke about it but never take it seriously. last thing i want is finally getting a woman to cure my loneliness and not even be able to get it up without the infamous pill. i never pay for porn, but i know it's bad.
so whats my plan? i have to taper off. and it's been working somewhat. last two weeks i've been making efforts to break my habits. i usually jerk off in the morning and afternoon when i get back. it's been a slow process, but I have lost that strong urge to jerk off by looking at it, and not doing anything about it before I have to go. today i've barely looked at it at all. and I feel no urge. now it's time to see if I hold up during the weekend. |
| 3 |  | Anal Birth
Infantbutchering
this second habit breaker is a joke compared to before, but i have a compulsive urge to eat my fingernails and the skin around them. it results in bleeding and having no fingernails, which are actually really useful. lately i've been going for the "don't bite one hand" trick, and I actually got my right thumbnail to half an inch before I gave in. still working on it. |
| 4 |  | Hypoxyphilia
Looking Down on Scorched Earth
also if you make fun of me for being addicted I'm deleting your comment, full stop. you wouldn't make fun of an alcoholic wanting to go sober. stay tuned for various rants that may or may not be about porn. its a journal. |
| 5 |  | Intolitarian
Suicidal Allegiance
NOISE UPDATE 1
january 29th
war metal/noise
1.5 (awful) |
| 6 |  | Coconut Lobotomy
Digestive Vomit Fantasies
january 17th
gorenoise
3.5 (great) |
| 7 |  | Craniorachischisis
Craniorachischisis
january 26th
gorenoise
3.0 (good) |
| 8 |  | Genophobic Perversion
Gorified Emesis
january 25th
goregrind/gorenoise
4.0 (excellent) |
| 9 |  | Casket Mush
Ruptured Through The Depths Of Human Error
january 16th
gorenoise
3.5 (great) |
| 10 |  | Macronympha
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
january 30th
harsh noise
2.0 (poor)
i'm sorry ThyCrossAwaits but i very much disagree this being Macro's best. its boring to the point of madness. |
| 11 |  | Government Alpha
Alphaville
january 30th
harsh noise
4.0 (excellent) |
| 12 |  | Beton Burst
The Bunker Sessions
january 13th
junk noise
3.0 (good)
junk noise by itself does not do it for me. |
| 13 |  | Homemade Snuff Film
Demo
january 29th
gorenoise
3.5 (great)
3 minute demo that was made on accident, essentially. |
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