evilford: life rules | Sputnikmusic

evilford 03.19.17	sup
50iL 03.19.17	Cheesy but true Sup
FullOfSounds 03.19.17	yay posi vibes, need some of those. cheers dude
danielcardoso 03.19.17	Nice one buddy, love you.
evilford 03.19.17	love all around bois
EphemeralEternity 03.19.17	yes life subjugates
EphemeralEternity 03.19.17	the living
evilford 03.19.17	also these are all great albums guys if you like metal cept 25 and 27 are obvs not metal
Satellite 03.19.17	https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tOomDM9iBWU
UndineParty 03.19.17	How can one be happy when they're not truly free?
p4p 03.19.17	7 rulezz m/
evilford 03.19.17	yeah it does, one of my favorite releases from last year.
EphemeralEternity 03.19.17	these are some - excuse me - damn fine albums my man
EphemeralEternity 03.19.17	does anyone else feel they would surely kill themselves if they were condemned to never listen to music again?
budgie 03.19.17	are you sure you arent just on an opiate high evil
evilford 03.19.17	@budgie - pretty sure @eph, thanks man, but yeah losing the ability to listen to music would be horrible
EphemeralEternity 03.19.17	are you sure you aren't just manic evil
EphemeralEternity 03.19.17	uncle is a psych and said he was treating a manic patient who recently sold his house to invest in a hundred thousand dollar telescope to watch the lunar eclipse, while his wife was away for work. i found that hilarious but I guess it's sad too.
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd 03.19.17	"does anyone else feel they would surely kill themselves if they were condemned to never listen to music again?" Uh, no?
ArsMoriendi 03.19.17	Optimism is the best ism
DominionMM1 03.19.17	life is awesome and you shouldn't waste it listening to 1
evilford 03.19.17	I love 1. I have embraced my love for the don
Relinquished 03.19.17	solid list
evilford 03.19.17	ty
DeadGuy 03.19.17	Smart people kill themselves
evilford 03.19.17	oh ok
Flugmorph 03.19.17	yeah lifes pretty decent i guess
DeadGuy 03.19.17	Obviously I was joking, but there is a correlation between when NASA discovers new things and suicides increasing. Quite a weird statistic. Who knows if it's actually related.
henryChinaski 03.19.17	Amen.
budgie 03.19.17	im stoked evil is hard for mastodon now evil you gotta bump trainwreck & ol' nessie shit is h e a v y
evilford 03.19.17	yeah remission rules I've loved mastodon since BM came out but within the last week I've learned to say fuck the haters and just embrace how much I love them. or at least thru CTS
mindleviticus 03.19.17	Thanks for this evilford
mindleviticus 03.19.17	positive vibes all day everyday
evilford 03.19.17	agreed
budgie 03.19.17	evil have you jammed meg myers yet
Titan 03.20.17	words of wisdom evilford
Hawks 03.20.17	Sweet list bro. m/ I've been feeling the doom/sludge hard for the past week or so too.
Dinosaur 03.20.17	happy people listen to sad music.
Dewinged 03.20.17	Life rules! Especially after 30
evilford 03.20.17	@ budgie never heard of her
evilford 03.20.17	Thanks guys and totally agreed @dewinged
budgie 03.20.17	evil youtube meg myers - lemon eyes
evilford 03.20.17	hawks if you want some godly psych doom/sludge, check 39. album's killing me for a week now
evilford 03.20.17	@budgie will check
wham49 03.20.17	"there are so many things we have the privilege of experiencing that we couldn't if we weren't around." the most obvious statement in the world, ever
evilford 03.20.17	but it's true and people don't realize it. I've spent time with people who didn't know this but learn this through hard times experienced. you may just not personally know the kind of emotional damage that type of realisation is connected with
wham49 03.20.17	I agree, but it just came across as funny, in its absurdity, teenage suicide I never did understand, they cannot see the big picture, that their "huge " problems are really minute and will pass quickly and painlessly if they let them
evilford 03.20.17	it seems like such an obvious point but there are negative states of mind in which you just can't see or understand that. and it definitely extends beyond teenage years as well. I've seen 40 and 50 year olds struggling with their own existence. it seems silly to people who aren't dealing with it but I've been there and it's really not to me not coming down on you, just want to make sure people understand where I'm coming from
Titan 03.20.17	yeah....easier said than done
wham49 03.20.17	Trust me I have many issues in my life, but ending it, would be ridiculous and a pussy move to leave my responsibilities to someone else, becasue I could not hack it an ex student of mine who was in my vinyl club, committed suicide last week, why? at 19, I know his family and brothers, it was not abusive , I know it is mental illness, but unless it comes from antidepressants, it is a conscious choice, never makes sense to me
evilford 03.20.17	"it is a conscious choice" it's not that simple. I think you know that. do you know what it's like to be completely buried in darkness and despair with no foreseeable way out? that's what people who confront that choice deal with. they don't have a bad day and then just decide to off themselves. this struggle comes from a continual, involuntary erosion of sanity (pardon the reference but it fits best) over a length of time.
Asdfp277 03.20.17	it is a conscious choice affected by a dramatic shift in perception, a perspective most don't experience. It is indeed a choice, but not one without motives behind it
tempest-- 03.20.17	celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing
KILL 03.20.17	i was just thinking this too, but replace life with rush
KILL 03.20.17	or put son on the end of life ah
TheSpaceMan 03.20.17	Guru list love it
wham49 03.20.17	yes I do Evil, 2 diffentrent times in my life, and suicide never came into it thank god, It was a passing thought, with no real seriousness behind it. But I am going to sound very Republican rght now, but IMO it has something to do with everybody now getting a pat on the back and a trophy for showing up, never knowing what it is like to fail, because without ever understanding being down or not getting what you want,it is hard when it actually happens in real life, and you have no frame of reference on how to deal with it, That is why I am thankful for my life in sports. It taught me how to keep going even when there is no chance in winning, because to keep moving forward is winning, , and I am not trying being insensitive. trying to relay a mindset of survival, and persistance
hal1ax 03.20.17	@wham- you're misrepresenting and trivializing mental illness. "conscious choices" and perception for that matter, often become distorted and dilapidated to the point where people do seemingly illogical things--and of course they seems absurd and confusing to you, because it's happening from a vantage point which is foreign to you. maybe do some research and try to be more empathetic before tossing around "pussy move" etc. etc.
evilford 03.20.17	you're right that sounds very republican. but you know what, I completely agree with you. I completely disagree with participation trophy culture. but that whole thing is a societal factor that the subject can't control. it does affect their outlook, motivations and beliefs. but I guess maybe I should have clarified but I'm talking about clinical depression, not whiny babies who want their participation trophies. I'm not sure that this culture has any relation to suicide rates, I guess I never thought about that. but whether you feel it's a "pussy move" or not is completely irrelevant to someone who's been struggling with severe clinical depression over an extended period of time and has had their hope eroded away to nothing for months or years. that isn't a choice, it's an involuntary mental illness. I understand where those people are coming from and I would like to try to be helpful and I just don't think that condemning their decision due to my own beliefs is helpful.
KILL 03.20.17	??????
KILL 03.20.17	ya depression is gay
wham49 03.20.17	I will say that I thought it would be a pussy move for ME, that is what got rid of it for ME, not others, sorry for the confusion. I get that,not you KILL, but letting it persist and just accepting it will only lead to more of it, and I have researched it, I have 3 degrees and a masters in special education which has many classes in brain function and, psychology, sociology, brain dysfunction, and I am being empathetic,I work with kids who have these thoughts all day every day, to stroke somebody to say it is ok,, I know how you feel is ok to get them to open up, but then you need to shake up their comfort level that it is normal to think that way, they need to see that they are thinking irrationally, and try to get them to see the big picture , that is one of the ways to get them to break it.
evilford 03.20.17	"letting it persist and just accepting it will only lead to more of it" yeah, I never said otherwise. I'm sure you're a smart guy and you know what you're talking about. If you think it would be a "pussy move" for yourself, that's fine, completely valid, you are one with your own struggle. but you can't possibly fully understand someone else's struggle enough to classify their attempt to escape their despair as a "pussy move". I take issue with that mentality. this may just be a fundamental disagreement that we'll never reach a conclusion on
wham49 03.20.17	we will leave it at that, I do not understand anybody else including myself, , but again I was only referring to myself when I said Pussy Move, because if i would take my life, because I hated myself, my daughter, wife, would have to deal and it would not be fair to them.
evilford 03.20.17	true, that makes sense. to be fair, I would have that same outlook for myself if I had those problems currently, which I don't.
Spec 03.20.17	Yeah duuuuude. Great list.
evilford 03.20.17	thx specccc m/
wham49 03.20.17	It was a bad word choice I agree, but some of it is my mentality it truly helps from getting too far down, for me anyway
evilford 03.20.17	yeah I get what you're saying. I agree with some of what you were saying
unclereich 03.20.17	Can't wait to die [2]
Avagantamos 03.20.17	life has been getting better for me. just found out today that my best friend is moving away this summer though :/
evilford 03.20.17	sorry dude that's lame. glad shit's been goin ok tho
Avagantamos 03.20.17	Finally a completely independent adult (no more financial support from parents). kinda stressful but it feels good
Toad 03.20.17	life quality seems pretty erratic - good and bad days are so random sometimes wonder what it would look like if we could graph that sort of thing and compare average quality of life among different people would probably drive people insane if they could compare their happiness quantitatively with others nice list
evilford 03.20.17	deep thoughts thx
EphemeralEternity 03.20.17	'Life rules! Especially after 30' did you have a tear running down your wrinkled cheek as you typed that sentence with one finger over a matter of mintues?
Deathconscious 03.20.17	Oh yeah baby, cant stop sludgin.
Pajolero 03.20.17	A wise man said, life is the life of life. Can't say I disagree.
evilford 03.20.17	Lol
Chortles 03.20.17	:-D
unclereich 03.20.17	:3
Dedes 03.20.17	Most positive shit out here Ford. Thanks my man.
MO 03.20.17	agreed ford killin' at life m/
Dewinged 03.20.17	@Ephe No, not that far yet... Yet.
MO 03.20.17	"did you have a tear running down your wrinkled cheek as you typed that sentence with one finger over a matter of mintues?" don't worry it's coming for you too bud
EphemeralEternity 03.20.17	No actually I plan to parachute into my Vesuvius on the eve of my 30th birthday
tempest-- 03.20.17	you could just start jamming power metal
evilford 03.20.17	I wouldn't do that eph, I'm 32, life just gets sweeter every year
EphemeralEternity 03.20.17	Idk dude besides acquiring the ability to detect drafts I can't think of too many other perks of being old
evilford 03.20.17	lol
evilford 11.30.22	Goddamn life rules. Love this place and you guys my sput brethren Also, some good users itt that no longer lurk here, rip 50 and fullofsounds :'(
normaloctagon 11.30.22	Good bump agreed and good list
Colton 11.30.22	#1 clean your room
evilford 11.30.22	?
evilford 11.30.22	Don't tell me what to do dad
Sharenge 11.30.22	#4 crush your enemies #5 see them driven before you #6 hear the lamentation of their women