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 | hal1ax oh fck good lookin out. how iz u
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 | Toad Sorry man that's the only advice I got. If you don't help yourself no one will
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 | buzzkites yes i can't cry at all, first and last time in 7 years i really weeped was when i finally went to a psychotherapist and everything i tried to hide from my parents came to the surface and i didn't cry bc i was embarassed to look them in the eye, i cried bc they didn't take me seriously
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| Toad Any like shelters or refugees you could go to
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| Toad Do you have anyone who would want to support you irl
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| Toad Also sounds like a pretty bad way to go man. Has to be an alternative
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| Toad all good. I really do hope you get better and write something great one day like a record or a book or something, it'd be great
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| Toad That's a lot to take. Can't really pretend like I've been that low.
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| Toad Well I don't know how you're defining smartness but put it this way, you have the natural skill you need to get most anywhere you want. Maybe your discipline and will is shot, but you can build those. You can't build natural ability. Keep at it. People miss rent and get in bad situations and some people springboard off that s*** while others let it beat them. Seems like a really bad way to go. You're better than that
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| buzzkites well =( i haven't died before so i can't assure if it's gonna be worth it
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| Toad Well then get new sheets and an new mattress. I can tell that through your writing you're smart as hell. Maybe it's going to take an even deeper rock bottom to make you really engage that to change your life and force it to get better
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| Toad I understand why you'd think that but you're wrong. All it takes is one day to reach for temporary fulfilment somewhere you know you can get it. Each day is really ****ing hard but it ends up worth it. And it's always possible
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| Toad It gets rough, I know. I've been pretty irresponsible with alcohol this week, lost three days I needed for work and slipping back. Keep your head and find a way to break the routine
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| buzzkites that's just how it works, like any other tough fight it's gonna hurt until it's over
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| buzzkites does s*** even matter tho if we're not willing to do it, i suppose we can be like this forever and life will still go on, i think there's a moment when u make a stone cold 3:16 decision on suicide, if it doesn't come well i lived a really ****ing s***ty life in general
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| buzzkites well to be completely honest reviews on sput is a dead end, mine getd too, but if ur really into it i'd suggest posting em on youtube, personally i wouldn't do that since i'm ashamed of myself and stuff, that's the only reason
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| buzzkites seriously dude even a ****ing youtube or twitch channel, i have no other advice because nothing else helps me
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| buzzkites well idk, the only thing i can recommend is to find a hobby that actually takes up your mind and puts a perspective on things, like i kno that i'm a ****ing s***ty screenwriter without any discernible talent but just the basic thought that it might work one day makes me spend time on it the way i want to and gives me some hope and i keep waitin for anotha day u kno, it can be anything, make ****ing beats, draw stuff, make clothes, whateva the **** interests u
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| buzzkites how lol, i'm not in the best times myself and i'm taking my pills as usually
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