|
User
Album Ratings 65
Objectivity 88%
Last Active 11-22-16 6:56 am
Joined 11-22-16
Review Comments 66
|
 | Orb appreciate the feedback on my review man!
|
 | wristcry if i were to be reincarnated, i would want to be a tree atop a hill, surrounded by my other tree friends, able to just observe the world happening around me; my actions largely inconsequential. it would be a blessed existence.
|
| wristcry i just wish no one had to know me. i want to be sentient, but invisible, but i realise that is impossible, so i guess non-existence would be adequate. i wouldn't even know the regret, the pain, the boredom, the loathing or anything that is me. as they say, ignorance is bliss, even if bliss is ultimately not existing at all...
|
| wristcry ever wish you could just stop existing? not like killing yourself, but change the past so that you never existed?
|
| wristcry idk. i just hate the emptiness. just wish i could feel something good for once y'know. guess that's what the alcohol's for. time to drink till i can't walk~~
|
| wristcry weed does nothing for me honestly. it's either alcohol or opioids. trynna stay off the opioids tho. ****ed me up sumn fierce last time. without my ex and my family (who actually spoke to me at the time) to help me out of it, i would've OD'd for sure. now i just have to get used to wakin up in my own vomit. hope you find a way out of this s***. i wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy.
|
| wristcry ahh, i'm a self-medicator. feel absolutely ****ing miserable without 10 standards in my system. could be a side-effect of chronic d but idek, the drugs don't work, and i always end up returning to the bottle. it's fairly odd too; life's been easy give or take the family issues. i have no reason to be this way. just an old-skool **** up. ;*
|
| wristcry not too dissimilar, albeit on the other side of the world. contemplating the potential loss of a ~15k scholarship because of my drinking/self-harming issues, and trying my hardest to hide my alcoholism from my boss (since i work a bar). turn up to work drunk most days now. somehow getting by, but i feel like it's only because people pity me.
|
| wristcry tell me bout it. i get hypertrophics too, so every distraction is a blessin. you from the US?
|
| wristcry only got spirits on me. probably going to lie in bed and smash a bottle of vod. saves me cutting my wrists, right?
|
| wristcry this ain't my first welcome. i'm just any other piece of s*** trynna find their way.
|
|
