ian b
05.11.21 | i had the second half of this written out but sput decided that i wasnt logged in for some reason and redirected me somewhere weird so i only have the first 5 with no fuckin descriptions saved because this website is older than i am, anyways
ama about american (specifically Floridian and South Floridian) mental healthcare and how it's an absolute joke that makes me wanna die almost as much as my underlying mental health issues !! w0w crazyyy who woulda guessed |
ian b
05.11.21 | nvm this place is somehow worse, anybody know if you can get Baker Act'd twice in the same week? |
Koris
05.11.21 | Hang in there man, just let me know if you need anything |
ArsMoriendi
05.11.21 | I was wondering where you've been tbh
Glad you're back |
SlothcoreSam
05.11.21 | What's the food like?
And you checked Gami Gang yet? |
porcupinetheater
05.11.21 | Eyo good to see you back
American Psych Ward shit is a joke it’s like they’re trying to make the experience so aggressively useless we’re motivated to work ourselves outta our shit via negative reinforcement |
zakalwe
05.11.21 | Were you sectioned or voluntarily admitted yourself? What happened? What is happening?
Hope all is well. |
Josh D.
05.11.21 | this is a music website |
Pheromone
05.11.21 | good to have you back mate hope you're doing better < 3 |
Josh D.
05.11.21 | thanks |
Pheromone
05.11.21 | ian b and josh d sitting in a tree |
kevbogz
05.11.21 | :( but also :) bcuz ur back =) |
ian b
05.12.21 | this is a music website |
ian b
05.12.21 | seriously tho thank you guys, pm me on discord if you ever wanna talk because since i dont have a phone, that and Facebook are the best ways to hmu |
Trundle
05.12.21 | hang in there dood, |
Trebor.
05.12.21 | I was in one of the most famous psych wards in the country which is cool I guess |
ian b
05.12.21 | ive been to 3 but they were all in florida so like 3 florida rehab experiences might equate to having 1 rehab experience in literally any other US state other than florida lmfao, if you went to any of the horse ones (especially out west) mr treborlowe, im sorry but that shit was so fucking funny to me like they were like "you're on drugs?, well just ride some of these nice horses! and no the ketamine doesnt get dealt on the side by any of the farmhands at all! you'll get better here!" was how that one in particular went lmfao |
ian b
05.12.21 | also ***DISCLAIMER*** i know this is obviously a deep topic and a lil bit weird for me to bring it up on here, especially if you're new around here, but this is just kinda how i operate (guess you could say im Built Different B]) and comedy is my main defense/coping mechanism besides idk writing or taking a bunch of drugs and sleeping for a week, but essentially that's why i post on here lol (most of) you guys are genuinely down to earth, at least in my threads lately, but regardless whether if you're talking shit and dont understand any of this at all, or whether if you've seen/been through anything similar, i appreciate your time regardless and idk maybe this can help shed some light (or at least a bit of a different perspective) on the mental healthcare power dynamics in place around here that forcibly make people NOT wanna get better, so they can profit more off of a potential second visit. like florida rehab is the only place you can somehow genuinely empathize with b/millionaire's kid at these places no matter your differences. that might seem like a good thing on paper, but if the problem is THIS widespread among all classes and all types of individuals, you would think Florida (the third most populated state behind California and Texas) would at least be in the top 20 for mental healthcare. but there's a reason Florida Man exists, it's because our state is so sociopolitically stuck in the 80's that everytime i turn on local news i get like a coke/edible flashback and idk im done ranting this place is a fucking meme |
ian b
05.12.21 | tl;dr: florida man actually feels like a florida man for once in their life, turns out they absolutely hate it. more breaking news at 10.... |
Trebor.
05.12.21 | There's horse ones? lol. Nah, I was just in the main psych ward in downtown LA. Never been to rehab tho |
ian b
05.12.21 | man that aint rehab thats where mac miller and demi lovato used to spend their summers depending on the place in particular lmfaoooo, i visited a couple places out west though (that were way too expensive for me by a mile but i just wanted to go for the trip lol) and SoCal + Utah have the most insane rehab programs on the entire planet like genuinely, i feel normal after i leave these places not because i got better, but because everyone that is involved is a fuckin goblin 70% of the time to the point where i feel like the only sane person in a room at any given time and thats why i've never paid more than a couple grand for rehab. i aint payin 40k to pet some horses for a few weeks across the country in mormonland lmfao |
