SteveOffProbation: feeling so lonely that nothing matters

SteveOffProbation 12.18.16	heyooooo
SteveOffProbation 12.18.16	dude same doctor put me on two of em and all they've done is make me more tired
Satellite 12.18.16	what are you guys on? i was on paxil for a while but it made me gain like 25 lbs almost immediately. i'm on lexapro now and it doesn't have that side effect but it's hard to tell if it's working. wish i would've just stuck w/ copious amounts weed and the occasional psychedelic because those work much better for me. also trying to go off ssri's is a fucking nightmare.
SteveOffProbation 12.18.16	I was on Zoloft and now something else, can't remember tho. I haven't had weight problems related to my medicine, but I'm dragging every fkin day now
Satellite 12.18.16	my doctor said that's pretty much a specifically paxil problem. he neglected to tell me this when first prescribing me the shit, though. you ever try anything like meditation or breathing exercises? i normally scoff at hippy shit like that but it definitely has helped me. also running and performing stand-up, the latter of which is my version of therapy.
DamnVanne 12.18.16	im just waiting for a blaze of glory to go out in
Satellite 12.18.16	anti-depressants vs the ability to nut the eternal struggle
Tyler. 12.18.16	actually wait
MO 12.18.16	damn you guys need riffs
Satellite 12.18.16	ask your doctor if riffs are right for you
YakNips 12.18.16	hey i love you don't take anti-depressants
Iamthe Nightstars 12.18.16	Bitches ain't shit.
Kusangii 12.18.16	Life really sucks, agreed. Humans are a horrible creature and I'm ashamed of being one of them.
Satellite 12.18.16	nah fuck that i like my life, even when depression sucker punches me and makes me feel like dogshit for no reason. you're correct about humans but there are some exceptions.
hal1ax 12.18.16	anti-depressants are utterly ineffectual without combining them with some form of talk therapy. they simply put a floor and a ceiling on your emotions. in doing that, they lend u a greater capacity to become mentally stable, but u still have to do the work.
hal1ax 12.18.16	haha. this is true
Sinternet 12.18.16	whose alt is this?
Satellite 12.18.16	go away sinternet, the adults are talking.
DoofusWainwright 12.18.16	A Torts alt :/
Iamthe Nightstars 12.18.16	Just wait until you're old enough and your sex drive starts to wane off. You'll feel less human and not care about busting a nut.
Spacesh1p 12.18.16	Fuck you, time is the most precious thing you have and you'd waste it on shit like this list and what it's about?
Tyler. 12.18.16	Lol ??????
bakkermaarten007 12.18.16	Readjust your diet, it's the best thing you could do for psychological disorders. I've done it and science is hopping on that train too. Eat well, do some sports and have a minimum of daylight exposed to you. I know thus sounds like some guru/hippy-advice but I wouldn't say it without experiencing it myself.
bakkermaarten007 12.18.16	and also this "anti-depressants are utterly ineffectual without combining them with some form of talk therapy. they simply put a floor and a ceiling on your emotions. in doing that, they lend u a greater capacity to become mentally stable, but u still have to do the work."
Satellite 12.18.16	"I know thus sounds like some guru/hippy-advice but I wouldn't say it without experiencing it myself." that's how i feel too. like i cringe at hearing people talk about meditating and om-ing or w/e but it really does help.
tre 12.18.16	You should probably talk to your therapist about why you have Yeezus 5'd.
SteveOffProbation 12.18.16	I love yeezus and am about to 5 enima of the state but ironically
InFlamesWeThrash666 12.18.16	https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxCDQNPLbb0 this will make you feel better
TheBarber 12.18.16	A car accident will make you feel better after that video
FullOfSounds 12.29.16	Feel better buddy
SteveOffProbation 12.29.16	I feel great as of now, in fact every day after this list I believe has been pretty great in some way or another also all women are THOTS who needs loneliness
FullOfSounds 12.29.16	Great to hear. Everyone does have those down days
SteveOffProbation 12.29.16	I had like a down 3 years, so where I'm at now feels pretty damn refreshing
DrMaximus 12.29.16	"anti-depressants vs the ability to nut" The eternal struggle agreed
budgie 12.29.16	"Readjust your diet, it's the best thing you could do for psychological disorders. I've done it and science is hopping on that train too. " this diet, exercise, vitamin d, healthy social circle.
SteveOffProbation 12.29.16	omw
SteveOffProbation 12.30.16	hell yea