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TheSpirit 12.07.11	this feels like it should be a someguest list but it's not
Hyperion1001 12.07.11	no a someguest list would be really gay and suck
TheSpirit 12.07.11	this list is gay but at least the music choices are sound
AngelofDeath 12.07.11	You gotta quit going out of your way to hate on dude. I'm glad you had a positive experience, Brando. Wish you the best and hope you learn a lot.
Maniac! 12.07.11	I'm high on life, bro. but not really
Hyperion1001 12.07.11	nah bro u good
Maniac! 12.07.11	Brandons unite in Satan m/
SCREAM! 12.07.11	Woa...was not expecting any of this when I clicked here Good luck man. Truly hope everything turns out for the best
eternium 12.07.11	So you do meth or what?
Hawks 12.07.11	Had no idea about any of this. Hope everything works out for out for you buddy. :]
TheSpirit 12.07.11	Thanks doodz :] no, not meth eternium just about everything else
eternium 12.07.11	Should have just stuck to the weedz. Godspeed though, really.
Maniac! 12.07.11	Black Swan will get you through it. Arizmenda will help you kill all who stand in your way.
someguest 12.07.11	"this feels like it should be a someguest list but it's not" christ i feel like shit tonight. I love when good 'ol depression decides to show up.
TheSpirit 12.07.11	i hear you dude. also black swan has been paramount to me surviving these past few days brandon
someguest 12.07.11	also, I'm sorry about the addiction. we don't get to choose our vices.
Maniac! 12.07.11	Don't wanna sound like a cliched asshole, but if you'd like to talk, Brandon2 is here for ya.
TheSpirit 12.07.11	thank you brandon(2), I appreciate it and don't be surprised if i randomly i/m you on facebook it's cool someguest, we don't get to choose our vices but we get to choose what we do about them
WashboardSuds 12.07.11	all the best, man. addiction sucks
Trebor. 12.07.11	My only vice is music and Mescalin
someguest 12.07.11	"it's cool someguest, we don't get to choose our vices but we get to choose what we do about them which is think is the important thing" sure, sure. but when you're somewhat of a profectionist, and you have a hard time forgiving yourself, it's really difficult to move past them.
Relinquished 12.07.11	hope everything goes well spirit I don't know what everyone at PtC will do without you... sniff no NO I'm NOT gonna think about it...;(
Hyperion1001 12.07.11	wolfe needs a hug
TheSpirit 12.07.11	Trust me someguest, I know exactly what you're talking about. I'm harder on myself than anyone and harder on myself than I could ever be on someone. But after tonight I'm pretty hopeful that one day I'll be able to get past all this and have shit on track
TheSpirit 12.07.11	wolfe ily man and thanks washboards!
Tyrannic 12.07.11	wow, i did not see this coming. good luck man.
bloc 12.07.11	Good luck my friend
TheSpirit 12.07.11	danke bloc i miss us being closer
FromDaHood 12.07.11	I'm really sorry about that dude. Best wishes to you and, although it sounds silly, I'm pretty sure reading the bible will help. I know I get some of my strengtth from it when the chips are down.
someguest 12.07.11	Uh...
FromDaHood 12.07.11	Just trying to help
Auschwitz 12.07.11	why would he want to use a crutch of falsehood?
someguest 12.07.11	I mean, sure, I guess he could find strength in words. He could book up any good book for that.
Vesper 12.07.11	Dude, he just said god-praising makes him feel uncomfortable. Stop making my Spirit feel uncomfortable. But, shit, Brandon, I didn't realize this was what was going on behind all those FB posts. You can do it! If you ever want to hang out and talk, I'm just in the next city over. :]
FromDaHood 12.07.11	Well sure, mine was just a suggestion.
Trebor. 12.07.11	I read part of the bible once It made me more depressed
FromDaHood 12.07.11	And vesper, I kinda thought he was joking given his music choices. Maybe he wasn't, we've never talked before.
someguest 12.07.11	You're only supposed to read the happy parts, Trebor!
Ignimbrite 12.07.11	Hey now, he was just giving an honest, well-meaning suggestion.
sublimefan1991 12.07.11	good to hear you're getting into recovery (i just hope you don't mean the album).
Vesper 12.07.11	Well, probably half a joke, haha, but I think anyone who isn't Christian would feel uncomfortable in a support group where everyone else is talking about how God saved him or her, but let's not make this into a religious discussion. :] Much as I don't agree with Christianity, I don't deny that it has probably saved a lot of people from self-destruction and despair.
someguest 12.07.11	whenever I think about reading the Bible, I just throw on "Garden Grove"
Ignimbrite 12.07.11	"but let's not make this into a religious discussion. :]" Yes.
Auschwitz 12.07.11	oh yeah? where did we come from then, hmmm???!!!
someguest 12.07.11	IT GETS SO REAL SOMETIMES, WHO WROTE MY RHYMES
Trebor. 12.07.11	where did god come from then, hmmm???!!!
Vesper 12.07.11	Lol.
someguest 12.07.11	I GOT THE MICROWAVE, GOT THE VCR
TomArnoldsArmpit 12.07.11	My stepdad is kind of an NA guru. He's been sober for 28 years, and still sponsors 10-12 people at a time and runs the men's meetings in the town he lives in. I agree about it being weird when you go to your first few meetings. Generally, it feels like everyone in the room has fucked their lives up way more than I ever could. Best of luck to you!
TheSpirit 12.07.11	thank everyone! vesper ilyuuu as a non christian the bible is probably something i'll never delve into although i can appreciate the sentiment -- we should all look to a higher power for guidance sometimes although I believe that a "higher power" can drastically vary person to person.