RVAHC13
08.18.25 | My eyes feel like they’re gonna bleed |
gabba
08.18.25 | Nice to see 2 on the list, really love that album. I’ve been on a “no sweets, no drinks” diet for almost 2 weeks now, starting to feel like a rag doll, as if my body would be detached from my mind. I wish you felt the same way, could be relieving against migraine, what an awful condition! |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | I’d like to kick sweets too, is it for health reasons or are you just done with that stuff? |
brickhed
08.18.25 | yeah im almost done recovering from my broken foot, so things are looking up in that regard. got the stitches out and now doing more foot exercises to get it back into shape again. being able to use both hands again is quite nice. still cant do my job for a couple more weeks so it dosent swell up, though. |
smaugman
08.18.25 | Bought my first apartment and went official with my girlfriend in the last two weeks, so that’s neat |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | @brickhed that’s wonderful news! Hope you’re able to get back to work soon
@smaugman congratulations to you both! I’m about to move into a new apartment here pretty soon as well |
budgie
08.18.25 | spent a week in morro bay and ate a bunch of clams and saw a bunch of adorable sea otters
weather was overcast and 59 the entire week. PERFECT weather. couldnt be perfecter
if that sounds sarcastic i promise you it isnt. 59 and cloudy with ocean breeze is peak coziness |
Ambrosian
08.18.25 | My eyes have been very itchy for the past 3 weeks, the left eye especially. It is worst when waking up, small amount of eye discharge in the morning. Eye drops haven't done anything. |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | @budgie lucky weather 4 u, 82 and muggy here as always
@Ambrosian you think it could be conjunctivitis? |
Squiggly
08.18.25 | I’m exhausted but i’m on break at work reading LOTR and gonna watch a movie later with friends so life is good. I wanna kick my doomscrolling habits by the end of next year when i graduate. |
budgie
08.18.25 | 82 and muggy? i thought you lived in bc for some reason |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | Vancouver? Nawww I wish. I’ve been meaning to go visit there again soon.
@Squiggly early congrats on graduating |
Ambrosian
08.18.25 | @RVAHC13 that was my first thought, but this is much more mild and persistent, so I'm just hoping it goes away eventually through washing my eyes out everyday. |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | Might just be allergies, I used to get bad eye drought when I lived on the west coast |
arthropod
08.18.25 | Migraine sucks. Had it a week ago, aspirin and tea helped. Prob a short infection. Sometimes also happens to me after practicing gutturals.
What else... Started doing 900 m runs on a daily basis, my calves feel like they're being ripped to shreds. |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | Way to stay in shape, be sure to streeeeeeetch |
botb
08.18.25 | Baby on the way in 3 weeks and my dad suddenly and unexpectedly passed Friday so a lot going on over here but we gettin through it |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | I had heard about your dad, I’m sorry for your loss. You can never be prepared for these things. On the other hand congratulations on your son’s upcoming birthday. |
Scoot
08.18.25 | the world is quite literally descending into madness around us
ai is going to replace 50% of the workplace within the next 3-5 years (or sooner) and we have a pedophile running the most powerful country in the world
and up north our government has decided that the working class is no longer allowed to go on strike
but otherwise it's cool |
Trebor.
08.18.25 | Have had covid for the past week. Shit sucks but is finally going away |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | @Scoot yeah…that’s all why ultimately I’ll probably end up going into a trade lol
@Trebor. fellow sick person I hope you’re back on your feet soon! |
TheSonomaDude
08.18.25 | I can't really decide if life is cool or if life sucks right now. kinda on the fence, guess it's up to me to decide. |
budgie
08.18.25 | u get to chat w me so obvi ur life is cool |
RVAHC13
08.18.25 | @TheSonomaDude what happened to the film? |
jrlikestodance
08.18.25 | Saw NIN and had a great date night w my girl Friday, started fall semester today, slowly getting back into working out, second round interview for first job in my field on Wednesday. Things are looking up!!! |
Josh D.
08.19.25 | I'm depressed because I'm stuck at a company I hate while in an interminable job search, turn up |
RVAHC13
08.19.25 | @jrlikestodance hell yeah dancin your way into a new career. Good luck!
@Josh D. I think job hunting right now is the most suckass it’s been since the pandemic, been stuck for 2 years now but I’m gonna keep searching. Hope things change for you soon |
TheSonomaDude
08.19.25 | filmmaking is just incredibly hard, especially when you're the director and especially when you're shooting in 105 degree temperatures. that's like 40c for the blokes. but the footage looks good so really I can't complain. |
mrdogthrow
08.19.25 | life sucks but the music never does |
Calc
08.19.25 | I'm probably doing too well atm to post specifics but yeah....
music never sucks, get well soon dude. |
chemicalmarriage
08.19.25 | Buddy wants to start a band, hes really good but not sure if I'm ready to be in a band because of the whole kids, work, marriage balancing act. 1st world problems all day, cant complain |
platttt
08.19.25 | had my first day of fall semester today I'm a freshman life is good |
Jurtz
08.19.25 | Get well, get well soon, we hope you get well soon! |
smaugman
08.19.25 | thank ye op. have you tried smoking weed to help with migraine? it helps in my case |
budgie
08.19.25 | *poops |
RVAHC13
08.19.25 | @smaugman no I don’t smoke, I did take some medicine and watched a movie til I fell asleep. Woke up in much better shape today.
I get really bad barometric pressure migraines when the weather begins to change between seasons so I’m somewhat used to this kind of thing |
Veldin
08.20.25 | Just started new school year (4th year pre-k teacher), wife and I bought our first house, and my ‘95 Taurus’ head gaskets are blown. Currently jamming a lot of Osees, Esoteric, Dance Gavin Dance, Cardiacs, and Krallice. Been reading a lot of X-men comics (Claremont Era and Krakoa Era). Playing Borderlands 3 thru again in preparation for BL4. Started taking a new prescription deodorant for my hyperhidrosis called Drysol and it’s ACTUALLY working. My 13 year old Chihuahua, Meeka, passed away a month ago and I’m grieving hard. Trying to make more time with my family lately as I feel we’ve been so busy and haven’t connected as much as I’d like. I think that’s about it for me- how are y’all doing? |
RVAHC13
08.20.25 | Congrats on buying a home, that’s quite an achievement these days. You like being a teacher? Sorry about your dog/car btw |
ThyCrossAwaits
08.20.25 | Spent YEARS trying to get out of South Dakota and less than a year after finally getting into Minnesota, my apartment completely flooded and my landlord is “asking” me to leave. I have to go back to SD now and this was all a complete waste of time and money.
1 rules |
Scoot
08.20.25 | my world will end when my dog dies |
Veldin
08.20.25 | ThyCrossAwaits- that sucks that your apartment flooded! Did you lose a lot of your belongings? Do you have to move back to SD due to finances or could you find something else in Minnesota??
Scoot- Yeah my other pup, Miss Pugs, passed away at 12 about 3 years ago. Both of them were my wife and I’s world and it’s been so hard. Sucks that my colleagues and family don’t really get how important they were to us either.
RVACH13- Yeah we saved for years and our mortgage is stupid high, but we live in a nice, quiet neighborhood so it’s pretty dope. Yeah, I honesty love being a teacher. It’s really challenging but incredibly rewarding. The pay is awful though lol Thankfully I don’t have any college debt tho whoop whoop |
MyNameIsPencil
08.20.25 | Floods fucking suck ThyCrossAwaits, sorry to hear
i saw portraits of past last night, took home a broken drumstick and spent like $40 on merch. im seeing braid on friday. that should be fun even if i work the next morning |
mkmusic1995
08.20.25 | Migraines are the fucking worse, my wife and I get them quite a bit so we keep a couple of these migraine relief cap things in our freezer. They feel excellent if you're looking for something that isn't just a bag of ice.
https://www.amazon.com/TheraICE-Rx-Headache-Comfortable-Stretchable/dp/B082WN9NJL/ref=sr_1_1_sspa?dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.kQvyDgvjhbHR5mgGZz-69BoKrhh-n2LPm0RA4l8z_Uxxw0HoS1FKwMwRP9HGSmEm1FyyVDSJnok8cw6YOZmO1xfRPLYjwyiTCztKJoD1k0m4-k-8sBHlTSgZj50wicHCmhEOw7M_IrWdRdqyU03VpB8_yXnROgdSvqOJwkTVsdjwlKFNv2-6o4r0QBH2_9S-qrC49QJ6YEWJ1TywuRE9zQV5HZg95pn2cbBRP6UAH6imYKAAnWWH3iPQ01YqbmL6UqFEIxAWUsVFof0p-EG4iZ9zUIHr04aSjBLLccnX1tE.c0AFGj0jXObi81tVYKTMTaLiwSUN-RdcunN7XHN3fj4&dib_tag=se&keywords=migraine%2Brelief%2Bcap&qid=1755693856&sr=8-1-spons&sp_csd=d2lkZ2V0TmFtZT1zcF9hdGY&th=1
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RVAHC13
08.20.25 | @ThyCrossAwaits don’t look at it as a waste of time, at least you have the experience and connections to move back there again if you really wanted to. Or you could try some place else, I’m moving up to Lake Michigan almost an hour outside Chicago in a few weeks after being stuck in my home state for two years.
@Veldin my mother just lost her 12 year old maremma to cancer and she took a couple days off from work because of it. I had to bury her last dog (German shepherd) who also died of cancer about 4 years ago and she took a whole vacation after that. |
Dedes
08.20.25 | Layed off
Should have work fairly soon
Drinkin beers making candles getting buttfucked on marvel rivals lmao |
DocSportello
08.20.25 | i am striving harder than ever to practice a personal and professional balance between compassion and high standards
that said, anyone here familiar with black magic and willing to place a pro bono curse of general not terribly malicious inconvenience on a former landlord? no demons please. last time i got involved with demons the medium asked me to sacrifice him while watching how to with John Wilson and had to get him a quick flight outta my apartment.
thanks! |
RVAHC13
08.20.25 | I could always stand next to them for a few seconds, that’d be enough to curse them with bad luck forever lol |
RVAHC13
08.20.25 | @Dedes cheers to funemployment
@mkmusic1995 thanks for the rec!
@MyNameIsPencil lucky u wish I could see Braid |
smaugman
08.21.25 | based Dedes. anyone else playing marvel rivals? |
twlight
08.24.25 | I’ve been trying not to drink. I did drink last night obviously as you can see from my 67 sput comments.
I would highly recommend anyone trying to stop drinking to stop drinking.
Life does get better. The Reddit page r/stopdrinking is really good. The app “I am sober” is great too. It’s a tough battle |
Josh D.
08.24.25 | Some time after the pandemic started, I didn't drink for 2yrs 9mos. Mostly it was because fatigue made it impossible, but I didn't miss it. I don't have a problem, but in the Before Times I definitely overdid it all the time. Now I don't go out almost at all and have a few beers or glasses of wine on a Friday or Saturday afternoon. Glad to have those crazy times out of my system. |
twlight
08.24.25 | That’s good man. For me it’s all or nothing. I go weeks without a drink then have like 29 in a night. Not healthy and totally alcoholic tendencies. It’s a tough situation because I would love to be able to have a couple glasses of wine with a good dinner. Just dosnt work that way for me.
Pandemic was really bad I was drinking 12 white claws a day minimum. Ended up in the hospital and had delirium tremors. Fucking awful |
RVAHC13
08.24.25 | Glad I quit drinking. I come from a long lineage of rampant alcoholics and I’d like for it to end with me. I hope you can get to a point where you don’t need it anymore twlight |
Asdfp277
08.26.25 | good luck to all y'all trying to quit alcohol, smoking, etc!
edit: i mean it sincerely, i realise it might sound sarcastic lol |
jrlikestodance
08.26.25 | I love THC but have been transitioning from a daily smoker to strictly edibles once weekend a month for my health. Currently over a month off smoke |
Josh D.
08.26.25 | Gonna ask my behavioral medicine PA if I can try microdosing MDMA for depression. If she says no, I'm gonna ask "what about macrodosing?" |
deathschool
08.26.25 | I’m like. Okay. But I feel like little bullshit keeps piling up and it’s keeping me from really feeling like my life is making any kind of progress. Depression and shit too. Love to those itt. |
arthropod
08.26.25 | I felt low from that autumn to this spring, no energy, no self-respect, lowkey wanting to stop existing (though I strictly adhere to my "suicide bad, don't" rule). I have no idea where that went, it seems that after a certain emotional earthquake in May I just stopped to give a shit. My morning routine also kinda works.
Can't really speak of smoking and drinking cuz I never even started. Smoke makes me want to vomit, alcohol tastes like shit, induces headache and I only tolerate it for medical purposes. |
osmark86
08.26.25 | Slept like 4hrs because of my little 5month old bundle of joy but my spirits couldn't be better. It's my 8th year marriage anniversary and I'm still on vacation. |
RVAHC13
08.26.25 | The dog days of summer will be over soon and we’ll all be cozier in the fall, my summer definitely sucked out loud so I’m taking a road trip to Asheville to clear my head and readjust.
@osmark86 glad you’re enjoying parenthood! |
Josh D.
08.26.25 | I went to Asheville last year, had a great time. |
RVAHC13
08.27.25 | @Josh D. Got any travel recommendations? |
budgie
08.27.25 | yeah go to france instead and visit all the sick black metal castles |
Josh D.
08.27.25 | Red Ginger (Szechuan wontons hnnnggg) and Tupelo Honey are good. New Belgium Brewery is there (on one of the oldest rivers in the world). The Times and Jack of the Wood for a variety of bar styles (if you're traveling with anyone interested). Battery Park Book Exchange is a beautiful bookstore with food and a bar, there's a pinball museum where you can play a lot of really old machines, Citizen Vinyl is a small pressing plant with a coffee shop in it. |
RVAHC13
08.27.25 | WONTONNNNNS hell yes I’m there
@budgie I’m all for going to France but you gotta come with me and show me everything |
budgie
08.27.25 | https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f0184cfee740542730970bd/1639795418526-9AXS235LEES9KXPFW4R5/Cha%CC%82teau-de-Foix-for-Christmas-HD.jpg?format=2500w
minas morgul |
budgie
08.27.25 | https://www.echappeesmontagnardes.fr/wp-content/uploads/2023/11/roquefixade_panorama_pyrenees_ariegeoises.jpg
weathertop |
budgie
08.27.25 | https://www.informationfrance.com/wp-content/uploads/2017/09/25_Doubs121.jpg
the anduin |
budgie
08.27.25 | https://www.lourdes-roissy.com/sites/lourdes-roissy.com/files/styles/slider_xxl_1920/public/slider/hotel_lourdes_sanctuaires.jpg.webp?itok=_az6Uf-n
rivendell |
budgie
08.27.25 | https://en.lavoiebleue.com/sites/voiebleue/files/styles/ogimage/public/medias/images/solutre_pouilly_vergissoncdsl71-a.ibanez_bourgogne_live_prod.jpg.webp?itok=op4wxPA_
dat 1 c liff dat aragon fell off up fightin da worgs |
budgie
08.27.25 | https://cdn.generationvoyage.fr/2020/06/Lacs-des-Pyre%CC%81ne%CC%81es-Mise-en-page.jpg
mountain lake with dat creepy octopus watcher |
RVAHC13
08.27.25 | Wow those are some trve castles. Closest thing I got here is the Biltmore |
budgie
08.27.25 | check out chateau de fougeres its the biggest castle in europe |
Orb
08.27.25 | Well things have been better. Lost my best friend, my dog and my grandma in the passed 10 months. I'm trying to grieve in a healthy manner. My dad is also suffering from depression and lives 700km away and hasn't returned my calls in months. I keep in touch with my aunt in the same town as him to get updates at this point.
Aside from that, home life is great, and I plan on proposing to my girlfriend in the next month or two! |
TheSonomaDude
08.27.25 | hey orb, it hurts reading that top part. my dad is also really depressed and there's no getting a hold of him some months. but i'm rooting for you proposal dawg |
TheArtofTheGanja
08.29.25 | birthday on monday and also the release of my debut commercial album and the beginning of a week long paid vacation so i'm feeling pretty good rn
https://soundcloud.com/dangerousjb/the-devil-speaks |
RVAHC13
08.31.25 | @Orb My condolences for your losses. I hope you’re able to reach your dad soon, it has to feel bad not being able to talk to him I’m sure. I was pretty much the only support system my dad had for many years and I’d hate to not be able to reach him. Rooting for your proposal [2] and congrats in advance.
@TheArtofTheGanja happy early birthday! |
Josh D.
09.15.25 | This is my last week at my miserable job. I found something on Indeed, applied, and everything happened quickly. I'm cynical and prone to defeatism, so I'm mad that I proved myself wrong by never giving up and it working out! Keep your heads up! |
TheSonomaDude
09.15.25 | I had my first kiss last night. im 38 and still live with my grandma. it was my grandma. chat, am I gay? |
RVAHC13
09.15.25 | @Josh D. Don’t look behind look ahead. Congratulations and good luck!
@TheSonomaDude bro is cooked gg |
Josh D.
09.15.25 | If you want a kiss, step right up. |
RVAHC13
09.28.25 | luv u sputnikmusicdotcom |