combustion07
01.10.21 | I've recently got away from some bullshit but pretty much everyone I've been around throughout my life is currently involved in said bullshit. I've got people I've been trying to keep a distance from hitting me up talking about suicidal things in the middle of the night. People I grew up with but in order to fix that they've got to want to help themselves. Do I continue to try with this even though it's had a history of bringing me back to old ways? I've always been a very loyal person and also a person who has a problem saying no to people I care about. I'm just worried I'm going to see more people I see as close get buried too young. |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Lmao true words were spoken sir |
Scoot
01.10.21 | just kind of accept it
life is depressing |
Divaman
01.10.21 | Make yourself do stuff, especially when you don't feel like doing anything. Most of the time, activity helps. |
demigod!
01.10.21 | exercise helps
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YoYoMancuso
01.10.21 | I feel you combustion, I recently made the decision to go back to therapy |
Hyperion1001
01.10.21 | exercise, sunlight, spending some time in nature, meditation. they dont always work but sometimes they do and that helps.
disconnecting from the internet and just trying to live in the moment and being mindful of where i exist physically and temporally really helps ground me and makes it easier to get out of my head for a little bit. shit does get better over time if you just push through it and force yourself to do things, no matter how much you dont want to. |
MO
01.10.21 | Exercise no doubt, doing anything productive really |
Kusangii
01.10.21 | Jamming metal, of course. What else? |
Dewinged
01.10.21 | It's commendable to be loyal to your friends, but when it drags you down with them, because the kind of help they need goes beyond what you can provide you should draw the line and take care of yourself Comb. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | preemptively turn your phone off if you're starting to feel too stressed, exercise when you can, a few minutes of body weight exercises here and there can take the edge off, listen to music, shit post on sput,
it's not a cure, but it certainly helps me. |
budgie
01.10.21 | 4 is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD |
Sinternet
01.10.21 | everyone experiences it differently so i'm not sure there's a great answer to this. personally i have a tendency to go on long dissociative streaks where anything i do seems to be on autopilot rather than having marked intention behind it. i usually am able to pull myself out of it by having in-person contact with friends and am lucky i've still got that support bubble around me at this time when a lot of people haven't.
but yeah loyalty and caring about your friends is great but make sure you're not becoming a crutch for them to the point you neglect your own health, i'm sure they don't want to be a burden on you either. perhaps letting them know you've been struggling as well would help, and if they can't accept that then i'm not sure helping them is worth the toll it takes on you |
eureka
01.10.21 | therapy helps. take walks outside if you can. stay off social media as much as possible. try to keep yourself actively occupied and engaged in something productive (self-fulfilling - it can be as simple as engaging with new music or reading a book). do little things each day and then feel good that you were able to do those things. build off that small momentum the next day.
be kind to yourself, always. |
Sinternet
01.10.21 | lmao |
Dedes
01.10.21 | Its rough to see the light in a terrible situation. I'm not sure what they may be for you nor will I stick my nose where it doesn't need to be but it's always good to try and find what small things you enjoy and fixates solely on them. At least keeps the edge off, yanno? |
goonmob
01.10.21 | I quit drinking months ago and since then my depression has gone down immensely. I also smoke a shit ton of weed and live in Oregon so that helps lol. |
goonmob
01.10.21 | also 6 10 and 11 rule |
Sharenge
01.10.21 | take solace in the fact that some day you will die and get to enjoy a depression-free eternity... except you now no longer have the consciousness necessary to perceive time so eternity will pass in an instant and you will immediately be reborn into the same life to do it all again =D |
MyNameIsPencil
01.10.21 | depression never fully goes away, it just becomes easier to deal with. find the little things in life that you enjoy. rather it be jamming 10, 6, and 1 on your list a lot, painting, writing, night times walks, you get the idea. allow yourself to be sad, but use that sadness as fuel |
ian b
01.10.21 | i don't |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | If you have clinical depression of any sort you don't get over it, you manage it. How you go about managing it differs person to person and the type and severity of their depression but if its bad enough that you can't successfully manage it by changing habits and behaviours etc then a combo of meds (finding the right ones for you can be a process unfortunately, and this can be hard if you don't have a good family doctor) and therapy/counseling at first, followed by lifestyle adjustments, education, and practicing coping mechanisms etc so you can hopefully ween off the meds and function without them. That's the short of it. |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | lots of solid advice itt, seriously. Funnily enough, if you ask Americans what they do to make themselves "happy", it almost always involves self-care and personal time, whereas if you ask someone from any other major developed country, it involves helping others. For me, that means spending time helping out my uncle, whom I love very much and is disadvantaged in a lot of ways. Being too kind to everyone attracts parasites, so I pick and choose who to help and how. anyway, i love every motherfucker in here and I hope you all find peace in this shithole world because nothing else matters |
Egarran
01.10.21 | >Most of the time, activity helps.
*Motion before emotion* |
JDubb
01.10.21 | I ride it out. It comes in waves and never goes away. Each time I come through, the frequency (from one bout to the next) becomes a bit longer. I just resign myself that it will come and go, and I will get through. Also, the album Leprous - Pitfalls, written as a fist person experience with depression, really helped me get through my most recent bout. |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | combust honestly after rereading your comment i would ultimatum the dogshit out of those people and tell them they either help themselves out or count you out because it's affecting your quality of life and they need to grow the fuck up |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | codependent parasites like that always find a new host, so don't lose too much sleep. |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Appreciate all of the good advice sputters. I was lifting weights everyday a year or so ago and that definitely helped a lot. I need to get back into that and bring meditation back into the fold more regularly. I was going to therapy years ago as well after having a weak moment and being appointed one. I put my mouth on my exhaust pipe while one of my "friends" hit the pedal as I inhaled. Wild times lol. The therapist had these paddles you held in both hands that vibrated and were supposed to activate your brain in some way to retrieve buried memories and recover from past traumas. The sessions were a little strange but it seemed to help some. Didn't care for the meds I got though then the therapist retired and I haven't been since. Appreciate the confirmation that I should focus on myself though. As Radio mentioned normally what makes me feel good is helping others but I'm in a weird position now where the people I associated with only want help for all of the wrong things. The friend who's been hitting me up suicidal got clean with me when I did originally before slipping up. He was doing good with me then his girl (whom he has 2 kids with) split up with him and kicked him out of his house. Then he had to move in with his mom who's been a tweeker since he was in the womb. He sat in that house watching his mom get sexed up by a kid we graduated with daily just because he had a bag of meth to share and quickly started using himself again. I just feel bad leaving him behind or whatever because I get why that would be rough. His ex still phones him trying to have flings with him even though she's engaged to another guy at this point and is essentially using being able to see his children as a tool to fuck with his mind. He started shooting H now and I think that these things are what lead him there. His mom did the same thing with his dad when he was growing up and I feel like it's hitting him extra hard seeing history repeat itself with his situation. |
Egarran
01.10.21 | Damn son, that's definitely beyond my counseling skills. |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Also I'll jam that Leprous album for sure. Think I actually have the cd and just never listened. And Sinternet the autopilot thing you mentioned rings very true for me. Felt like that majority of my childhood tbh. Gotten a little better at pulling myself out of it in adulthood luckily. My bad for the very long comment. Really do appreciate the comments though. Sput remains my favorite corner of the internet after a decade plus |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Yeah man I took a wild ride down the wrongest path lol. Basically up and decided I didn't like life like 5 years ago and destroyed mine top to bottom. Not in the mindset now but it's made moving forward pretty difficult considering the huge hole I dug. In a way way better place now though although this post might make it seem otherwise. I just know how much getting away from the madness helped me and wish I could help my friends see the same. |
JayEnder
01.10.21 | Sorry you're goin through it man. My best advice would be to stay as far away from the news and social media as possible. We're living through unprecedented events in history, and its all very overwhelming. Block all of it out, watch a show that makes you laugh. Comedy is the best remedy for depression. As well as exercise, meditation, and listening to music of course!
I was in it deep a few years ago. Still kinda am. The anxiety and OCD problems on top of it all... Ugh. I know it sucks man. But try to focus on the present and future because that's all you can do. Fuck the past. |
claygurnz
01.10.21 | 1. Lift heavy ass weights (or start working out if you don't normally - realise this is hard in most places atm because of covid.
2. Go for jogs - nothing crazy to start with, I enjoy running for a couple of miles or so. It'll help clear your head and make you feel good.
3. Are you religious? If so, make a commitment to involve yourself more. Pray/meditate etc. I've recently starting attending Church more often.
4. Stop whacking off/watching porn all the damn time. I've spoke about this on here in other lists. It might be placebo but you'll feel better and have more energy. Porn isolates you and makes your relationships suffer.
5. Take a break from social media / manage how long you go on it for. I'll never quit it entirely because I do want to see what my friends are up to, but avoid spending too long on things like Instagram, because you will end up comparing yourself to others, and that'll never get you far. Plus, it's very easy to start staring at pictures of sexy ladies, which will probably lead to number 4 on my list.
6. Read more. Make sure you mix it up, I read a biography last week and am now reading a crime/fiction novel.
7. Reach out to your friends/family. Let them know what you're going through. We're in 2021 - there should be no stigma about mental health.
Hope these help you dude - stay strong! |
Deathconscious
01.10.21 | Running. I literally always feel better after a run.
Sun also makes a big difference, which is why im leaving minnesota in april for somewhere sunnier. |
budgie
01.10.21 | 1. do you have any crystals? stock up on energy crystals, ones from etsy, the more expensive the better, usually.
2. vegan diet, vegan lyfe. no animal products in anything you use
3. DON'T TOUCH YOUR PENIS
4. crossfit. you don't have to work out, just pay the monthly dues and walk in there to talk about jesus
5. follow jesus
6. keep track of your astrology. you're a leo? go to the zoo, go look at some lions, your celestial spirit-brothers. if you want to go the extra step, adopt the lion as your fursona, and go have unprotected sex with nerds in furry costumes
7. take ECSTACY and go to raves. be super creepy around underage girls. don't wear deodorant EVER it is made from CHEMICALS and they extract your jesus-spirit and turn you into a jew. it's literally not a conspiracy i read it in a jordon peterson book
8. never wear a mask and go everywhere with a dog but whatever you do don't TRAIN the dog to be nice to people, TRAINING animals is cultural marxism and you're not a fucking socialist. also vegan lyfe
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Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | There is some truly boomer-tier advice in this thread tbh |
Egarran
01.10.21 | Crystals can hold strong placebo powers. |
Colton
01.10.21 | budgie why man... |
nol
01.10.21 | "I'm just worried I'm going to see more people I see as close get buried too young."
Same. Sometimes I worry it'll be me who goes too soon, because why not? My irl acquaintances all seem to be dead, dead inside, killing themselves slowly, or crazy. Not sure where I fall. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | It can't be a coincidence |
nol
01.10.21 | "The therapist had these paddles you held in both hands that vibrated and were supposed to activate your brain in some way to retrieve buried memories and recover from past traumas. The sessions were a little strange but it seemed to help some."
Don't go to these types of therapists. |
LeddSledd
01.10.21 | followed all of budgie's steps and I couldn't be happier |
nol
01.10.21 | Don't go to those types of fucking therapists. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Budgies post was honestly some ok parody of some of the dumber comments/outlooks on mental illness itt. |
nol
01.10.21 | I once went to a therapist who wanted to put needles in my fucking ear canal. He looked the part. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | So you go to those types of therapists huh |
ian b
01.10.21 | "3. DON'T TOUCH YOUR PENIS
4. crossfit. you don't have to work out, just pay the monthly dues and walk in there to talk about jesus
5. follow jesus
6. keep track of your astrology. you're a leo? go to the zoo, go look at some lions, your celestial spirit-brothers. if you want to go the extra step, adopt the lion as your fursona, and go have unprotected sex with nerds in furry costumes"
i would say "budgie why man..." [3] if it werent for these 4 and how follow jesus comes after going to crossfit to talk to everybody about jesus lmfao |
nol
01.10.21 | I have investigated my options in the past, yes. |
ian b
01.10.21 | "3. DONT TOUCH YOUR PENIS"
can actually be sound advice sometimes too, dont wanna get caught in a porn addiction just because youre that bored lol |
nol
01.10.21 | it's different for everyone |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | "meh. maybe i'm just sensi today
something something time and place. but this is the internet after all"
Comments from people who think that going to the gym and getting some fresh air is the catch-all mental illness cure are vastly more offensive than comments parodying people who offer up that calibre of ignorant advice tbqh |
claygurnz
01.10.21 | @Potsy
Feel like that was aimed at me - I wasn't trying to be offensive, just wanted to say what has worked for me when I'm feeling down and anxious. I get that what works for me won't necessarily work for others. |
LeddSledd
01.10.21 | "can actually be sound advice sometimes too, dont wanna get caught in a porn addiction just because youre that bored lol"
porn is far more a detriment than not tbh, nothing wrong with wackin off but it's very very easy to go into a spiral and be in denial about it, as many are |
Colton
01.10.21 | Nobody presented those as a catch all cure. If you ask people for things that might help they’re gonna say things like that. Can’t ask for advice to help a certain issue you’re having and then go “well that’s not a catch all cure!” |
nol
01.10.21 | pots is right |
ian b
01.10.21 | ALIGN YOUR CHAKRAS, DONT TAKE YOUR MEDS UNLESS THEY COME FROM THE JESUS THAT STAYS OUTSIDE OF THE LIQUOR STORE NEXT TO THE GAS STATION. TRY METH. ALSO THROW OUT ALL MEDIA PROPOGANDA, AND USE YOUR THIRD-EYE CHAKRA TO EQUALIZE YOUR FREQUENCY TO INFOWARS. DONT DRINK THE WATER. |
LeddSledd
01.10.21 | what octagon said |
Colton
01.10.21 | Especially cause exercise 100% does help and can be huge for some ppl |
nol
01.10.21 | how deflating is it to pour out your heart just for someone to say "did you try going for a run today (:" |
ian b
01.10.21 | what ian said [2] |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | It wasn't specifically aimed at you Clay, comments like this one
"Exercise no doubt, doing anything productive really"
Are the worst |
ian b
01.10.21 | how deflating is it to pour out your heart just for someone to say "did you try going for a run today (:" [22222222222222222222222222222222222222222222] holy fuck |
nol
01.10.21 | and then all the advisors get defensive when people say fuck you |
Colton
01.10.21 | I really doubt OP would ask for advice and then be offended by people giving advice |
nol
01.10.21 | because they don't want to give advice |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Also colton that is literally the opposite of the point doofus |
Colton
01.10.21 | If they act like exercise is a cure for depression and try to downplay it then yeah I get it, but if someone suggests exercise as a way to help with depression, on a list where someone asks for things to help with depression, taking issue with that is just silly imo. What advice could people give that wouldn’t be “offensive”? |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | You have no idea what is going on |
claygurnz
01.10.21 | It's cool Colt - I do agree with Pots in the sense that 'just do anything productive' really doesn't help anyone who's feeling down. |
nol
01.10.21 | idk, real advice instead of "Hey look at me I'm posting in the depression thread!" would be nice |
Colton
01.10.21 | I think you guys are assigning ulterior motives to people who are most likely genuinely trying to help and that doesn’t do any good for anyone |
nol
01.10.21 | have you tried thinking good thoughts, idk helps me (: what the fuck is wrong with you haha just think good and run (: |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Budgies comment was a journey I enjoyed taking but I also think humor is welcome pretty much whenever. On the note of the advice I didn't take offense from anything here. Everybody has their own way of trying to cope with things and honestly I think anyone that has these kinds of issues is just trying to figure it out and what seems to help seems to help. On the note of the emdr I could definitely see it being a problem for many but for me it was useful in some ways although rough. Never realized exactly ate up my upbringing was until having those sessions and acknowledging those things help me change an outlook I had on life and myself that I never realized was so warped because it had just been the reality I made in my head at a very young age. The ear canal thing you said sounds weird though and I don't think I'd be down |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Clinical depression is deeply complex and multifaceted and its nice to not have the implications diminished by people who think its interchangeable with just having a case of the blues where you can just go for a mosey amongst the poseys and be cured of your woesies |
nol
01.10.21 | read books :() |
nol
01.10.21 | does reading this page count as book? |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | I'm not even saying its particularly bad itt, it's just a general problem associated with stigmatization. I was just saying the parody is less offensive than the attitudes that it is parodying, to me, as someone who has MDD and GAD |
Colton
01.10.21 | Implying that going for a run is a cure for depression and it’s no more complex than that = reductive and arrogant
Suggesting something like exercise as a way of helping or mitigating depressive symptoms on a thread where someone specifically asked for things that can help = a perfectly fine and logical response. There’s nuance here it’s not as simple as “anyone who suggests exercise to depressed people thinks depression is a joke” |
ian b
01.10.21 | write poems and then rewrite them and keep rewriting them until they're actually good. thats what got me through 2014-19 tbh |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Yeah exactly so there is no problem here and you are just jumping the gun |
claygurnz
01.10.21 | Yeah I remember that I convinced myself for the longest that I actually had depression, then I realised I needed to reassess - clinical depression is something I would never wish on anyone.
There's a difference between being worried a lot, comparing yourself to others etc, and not being able to get out of bed in the morning, or hold down a job. |
nol
01.10.21 | The best therapy is communicative. Obviously meds can help, but you have to be so careful. Everyone's brain responds to meds differently, and it can even get better or worse on the same meds depending on how much/how long you are taking them. But it feels like the only way... I've been slowly upping the Prozac for a couple months, and its tough man. I don't wanna lose grip but I NEED to lose grip at the same time. It's a mental battle. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Yep, finding the right meds is daunting but thats more of a failure of the medical community than the drugs themselves. You are supposed to try multiple to find what works for you and have a doctor that explains that this is a process and helps guide you through it and teaches you about how they work.
I went through 3 meds before finding one that worked for me, and the second meds made me go hypomanic and nearly cost me my life. If I had had a good family doctor at the time it might have been a much easier process. |
nol
01.10.21 | "take solace in the fact that some day you will die and get to enjoy a depression-free eternity... except you now no longer have the consciousness necessary to perceive time so eternity will pass in an instant and you will immediately be reborn into the same life to do it all again =D"
this is the worst take of the thread
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Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Lol |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Cheers Darius. And yeah really my entire family and friend group pretty much entirely consists of addicts save for my parents who somehow broke that chain. My mom pretty much had cancer nonstop when I was growing up and my dad was a very abusive, angry man. I don't really have anyone to communicate with in life after leaving my friend group and although I have a good relationship with my mom talking to her is kind of like talking to a wall unfortunately so I gave up on that years ago. Might try to get ahold of a therapist again. Meds scare me but maybe I just got the wrong one. Took my mind to a very dark place and honestly made me lose complete control of all of my thoughts. |
nol
01.10.21 | Meds scare the fuck out of me too man. |
nol
01.10.21 | I was one of those kids who was erroneously prescribed Adderall then Ritalin than Ritalin XR then weird Adderall patches (like quitting smoking patches, but with adderall lol) in high school. Fucked my shit UP. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | "Meds scare me but maybe I just got the wrong one. Took my mind to a very dark place and honestly made me lose complete control of all of my thoughts"
If you have any adverse reactions whatsoever like this then you should immediately switch to something different. You'll find one you're compatible with eventually, no use prolonging things by trying to stick it out on one's that don't work for you |
nol
01.10.21 | hmm... |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | I eventually found meds that I tolerated well and they helped change my life. I was on those specific ones for maybe a year and a half and have no regrets. They are a great tool when you find the right ones for you and the science behind them is miraculous and fascinating. You just can't use them as a crutch, that's not what they are for, they are a bandaid. I've been off of them for a year now and cannot stress how helpful they were in getting me to where I am now |
Colton
01.10.21 | It really is crazy how doctors go “your 9 year old has a hard time focusing in school? Cool, we’ll give him amphetamines to take every day for the rest of his life” when we have no idea what the long term effects of that are |
YoYoMancuso
01.10.21 | i will say people overprescribe Adderall, but i actually need Adderall and it has changed my life for the better SO MUCH in the past 6 months |
CaliggyJack
01.10.21 | Went through some shit which sent me in a gutter. I haven't got over it yet, but fuck if I aint trying.
Zoloft helps tho lmao |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | yeah medicating kids so they're more manageable is fucked. it was presented by my 1st grade fucking teacher to my mom and she immediately shut that shit down. i do not have add or adhd, the teacher just wanted me to shut the fuck up and sit still. insane. |
combustion07
01.10.21 | When I brought up the negative response I was having from my meds I was told I needed more time taking them so that I could adjust and it just seemed to be getting worse so I just quit taking them. Which might have made it worse but I wasn't really at a point where I cared considering I got prescribed them after sucking an exhaust pipe lol.
Sorry to hear about the Ritalin/Adderall situation norler. I never got put on them but my niece has been getting 80mg Vyvanse since she turned 6 and it's infuriating. |
Colton
01.10.21 | It really is. There are people who really need it but it’s overprescribed like crazy. I knew so many people in high school who were like “I feel like getting on adderall, gonna make a doctor’s appointment” and then a week later they have it. There’s almost no criteria that you have to meet to get it. You basically just ask for it and say you have a hard time focusing and boom. Adderall for life |
Colton
01.10.21 | “but my niece has been getting 80mg Vyvanse since she turned 6 and it's infuriating.”
I really don’t mean to be rude but that is so beyond fucked up holy shit |
CaliggyJack
01.10.21 | "yeah medicating kids so they're more manageable is fucked. it was presented by my 1st grade fucking teacher to my mom and she immediately shut that shit down. i do not have add or adhd, the teacher just wanted me to shut the fuck up and sit still. insane."
Reminds me of a poignant video by Raz0rfist about how our medical industry is over prescribing our young kids turning them into "Faberge Eggs" that are ticking time bombs as soon as they crack. |
combustion07
01.10.21 | I'm not sure how the add/adhd tests worked where you guys grew up but here it was elementary school and the teacher would pull each kid to the side one on one and read the most dull children's story then follow it up asking you questions about the book. I was kind of privy for a youngster so I figured it was important since it was one on one so I made it a point to pay attention and avoiding getting prescribed. It's insane that that's the extent of what getting prescribed that at a developmental stage was |
nol
01.10.21 | Norler LMAO |
nol
01.10.21 | fuck twitter me and the homies are headed to Norler |
CaliggyJack
01.10.21 | My teacher told my mom in 1st grade that I had ADD because I drew legs and arms on a pumpkin when everyone else drew regular pumpkins |
Colton
01.10.21 | I’m actually in shock that your niece has been on 80mg vyvanse since age 6... how can someone be smart enough to become a doctor and then think a fucking SIX year old should be given that dose of amphetamines... how would you even begin to formulate that conclusion. Jesus. Honestly makes me lose faith in humanity |
YoYoMancuso
01.10.21 | wow i have severe ADHD (to the point where i've lost a job because of it) and 80mg is fucking insane especially for a kid. I'm on 10mg |
combustion07
01.10.21 | @Colton: Yeah my sister just acts like it's cool too but really it isn't a surprise knowing my sister sadly. She's 8 years older than me and quite literally made my life a nightmare when I was young and would tell me I was evil and would burn in hell on the daily. She seems like she's a different person now and I hope so for the sake of her children |
JeetJeet
01.10.21 | "My teacher told my mom in 1st grade that I had ADD because I drew legs and arms on a pumpkin when everyone else drew regular pumpkins"
You had it coming bruh the fuck kinda demonic ass pumpkin were you making? |
combustion07
01.10.21 | They live in a super tiny southern town in Missouri and shockingly it's a fairly normal thing there. Blew my mind as well |
CaliggyJack
01.10.21 | "I’m actually in shock that your niece has been on 80mg vyvanse since age 6... how can someone be smart enough to become a doctor and then think a fucking SIX year old should be given that dose of amphetamines... how would you even begin to formulate that conclusion. Jesus. Honestly makes me lose faith in humanity"
I went to an Urgent Care for bronchitis and the doctor prescribed me an experimental anti-biotic without asking if I had anxiety or not, because as it turns out if you have a history of anxiety, taking the medicine cause your tongue to swell up.
These doctors do not give a flying fuck about you. |
nol
01.10.21 | sputnik exodus, see how QWEEFING SEASON a PATRIOT was SCENTSIED!!! the true patriots gather on Norler. See you January 17th. |
Colton
01.10.21 | Absolute insanity |
CaliggyJack
01.10.21 | Smart People: "WE CAN'T HAVE MEDICARE FOR ALL IF WE DO THAT DOCTORS WILL LOSE TONS OF MONEY THEY WOULD GET FROM INSURANCE!"
Me: Good. |
nol
01.10.21 | My drawings as a child certainly didn't help my parents think I wasn't ADD as hell |
CaliggyJack
01.10.21 | My mom just looked at my teacher like "Are you fucking crazy? He just drew some legs and arms and you think he's ADD?"
Like heaven forbid kids have imaginations. |
nol
01.10.21 | I'm something that's for sure. I used to do this weird door closing ritual as a kid, where I had to close the door 3 times at least, and had to check every hinge, or I would just feel like something was WRONG. Never placed it til a couple years ago where I was just like "damn, I'm OCD as hell."
I just never thought I was as a kid, because the stigma is that OCD is straightening your markers and shit, and I was always kinda messy. |
protokute
01.10.21 | fuck..... i really really put my heart on writing a lot of stuff for you, and then sputnik decided that I had to be signed out at the point of submitting, and I've lost everything that I wrote...... |
combustion07
01.10.21 | I drew like a madman on everything when I was young. Every worksheet would be covered save for where the questions were. Glad they let me slip under the radar lol. And the norler stuff has me dying. My fault lol |
nol
01.10.21 | when I was like 16 I got institutionalized and the docs were like "yeah its actually GAD not ADD, so you need a depressant not a stimulant. Sorry (:" |
combustion07
01.10.21 | You're good protokute. It's the thought that counts. I copy and paste my whole comment before clicking submit now for that very reason |
nol
01.10.21 | we all do, because it's happened to all of us :( curse sputnik dot com |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "If you have any adverse reactions whatsoever like this then you should immediately switch to something different. You'll find one you're compatible with eventually, no use prolonging things by trying to stick it out on one's that don't work for you "
this is a little naieve pots, i've been on just about every drug that's been available in canada for the last 10 years. just in July of 2020 i was still taking 35 pills a day of Anti-psychotics, tranquilizers, Benzo's, Anti-convulsants, Parkinson's meds, SSRI's etc etc, now i'm down to two meds, getting off meds like this is literally impossible unless you never needed them to begin with.
they even prescribed me pain pills once, "lyrica" which led to depersonalization so intense that i literally killed myself, i took hundreds of pills, washed it down with a bottle of rum and waited, i survived initially, but after checking myself into the hospital, 3 days later i had a seizure in the cardiac unit nearly bit through my tongue, and my heart stopped and had to be revived. , at the time, i already had hundreds of pills on hand, and that was just my standard one month allotment.
you're not "just gonna find the right meds" unless you have a very straight forward ailment.
mushrooms are what saved me, combustion, if you live in Canada they are gonna be legal and accessible from your doctor relatively soon, a couple of months,
if you want any info on psychedelics, shoot me a pm combustion, |
Colton
01.10.21 | Psychedelics can be very helpful for a lot of people but reactions vary wildly, and recommending them to people with mental health issues can be very dangerous |
nol
01.10.21 | "mushrooms are what saved me, combustion, if you live in Canada they are gonna be legal and accessible from your doctor relatively soon, a couple of months,
if you want any info on psychedelics, shoot me a pm combustion,"
if you want better info on how psychedelics ruined my life, shoot me a pm combustion |
nol
01.10.21 | "Psychedelics can be very helpful for a lot of people but reactions vary wildly, and recommending them to people with mental health issues can be very dangerous"
^^^
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nol
01.10.21 | mushrooms gave me the worst mental experience of my entire life |
Trundle
01.10.21 | lol noler, seriously?, please enlighten me on your sput struggle |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Trundle. That's insane. I had been taking lyrica awhile before I sucked on the exhaust pipe as mentioned above. I was mixing it with other drugs also and drinking a lot at the time but that shit took me to another world mentally. |
nol
01.10.21 | and I've smoked K2 |
nol
01.10.21 | "lol noler, seriously?, please enlighten me on your sput struggle"
yeah, you definitely came into this thread to help people, and not to flex your Psychonautism on people who don't need it
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Colton
01.10.21 | I don’t think he was flexing but I think his advice was misguided at best |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | YES SHROOMS!!!!! literally kept me sane for so fucking long, whether i do one solid trip or just microdose for a month or two. there is a lot of research behind it and i believe them to be the most effective + efficient tool in fighting mental illness. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | lol, i was taking ketamine injections from doctors at 0.21mg/kg, as much as a small horse,
and it was awful, i'm sorry offering my real life experience offended your delicate sensibilities so much |
nol
01.10.21 | yeah you're a fucking douche |
protokute
01.10.21 | :( I honestly even did that, but then after pasting I realized I just copied one paragraph of the three.
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RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/news/newsroom/news-releases/psychedelic-treatment-with-psilocybin-relieves-major-depression-study-shows |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "yeah, you definitely came into this thread to help people, and not to flex your Psychonautism on people who don't need it"
lol did you even see my first post itt, i just cautioned against the out look that "you'll just find the right meds, it's that easy!
give your balls a tug,
this thread was never about you, |
Trundle
01.10.21 | combustion certainly didn't mind it |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | whateva |
madrigal30
01.10.21 | trundle i get that you've had your experience and i'm sorry that it wasn't what it should have been, but dude that's straight up the worst and most harmful advice you could give someone. first of all, if you're communicative with medical professionals in your life, they can + will take you on and off meds to find the right one for you. if they don't, they're a bad doctor and it may be worth it to seek help elsewhere.
second, psychedelics are NOT a cure-all for depression. they've been shown to help some people, but by no means is it a universal positive experience, and it can actually lead to severe dissociative episodes, worsened depression, "acid flashbacks" and PTSD, and even schizophrenia in those prone it. there's simply no way to tell what psychedelics can or will do to an individual.
nobody can stop combustion if their plan is indeed to engage in the use of psychedelics. if that's what you want, dawg, then there is advice to be had about set, setting, and responsible use that you should follow. BUT we should not be encouraging as a community the use of psychedelics to cope with depression, as that simply is not how that works.
here for you combustion. drink water, get exercise, try to socialize in groups of non-toxic people, and perhaps find a hobby to get really into that you can do with someone else. all those things can help. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | "When I brought up the negative response I was having from my meds I was told I needed more time taking them so that I could adjust and it just seemed to be getting worse so I just quit taking them. Which might have made it worse but I wasn't really at a point where I cared considering I got prescribed them after sucking an exhaust pipe lol."
I'll tell you right now that doctor is an idiot. it's true that anti-depressants take quite a while to start fully working, but the "adjusting" to them thing is bullshit. If you are having any adverse or unmanageable reactions to them within the first couple weeks you should be advised to try something new immediately and I'll explain why...
Anti-Depressants are highly regarded in the medical community as they have a virtually unfounded success rate that you won't find in pretty much any other medication. And a significant portion of their failure rate is due to practitioner incompetence rather than the drugs not actually working. Unfortunately, with drugs for the mind rather than for physical wellness, it's a lot harder to assess people and make proper educated decisions about what medication is the best for you, especially in a climate where many people don't have family doctors so they are being wantonly prescribed drugs without the doctor having any knowledge of your situation or history etc which is crucial when it comes to mental health issues. Anti-depressants can basically only be prescribed on a combination of best judgement and trail and error. There is no way for a doctor to know which one you are going to be compatible with unless you just try things and tell them which ones aren't working for you. The big problem here is that doctors are overworked and don't give time to their patients, and with anti-depressants education is crucial to success. These doctors will put you on a random anti-depressant without any background history or professional psych eval etc as a shot in the dark and then just tell you to wait for months until they start working. What they are SUPPOSED to explain to you is that since this is trial and error, you will have to communicate with them so you can find the right drug. So a lot of people end up trying one anti-depressant which fucks them up and makes them feel shitty and think thats it and they will all suck and not work. Thats a massive failure on the behalf of the medical community.
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Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | A good doctor will instruct you to tell them if you have any side-effects that make your life more difficult. My first prescription made me drowsy as fuck to the point it was dangerous to be at work and also gave me insomnia. My second prescription made me violently shit my fucking pants and made me go hypomanic. I was on both of these much longer than I should have been because I didn't have a good family doctor advising me appropriately at the time. My third prescription had no unmanageable side effects and if I had a good doctor I would have found it much sooner.
So these drugs would have an even higher success rate if western doctors were competent but we still have a long way to go when it comes to treating mental health patients. But the really cool thing about ssri's etc is that people with a predisposition towards depressive or anxiety disorders have a tendency to have a smaller hippocampus than other people, which is a big emotional regulator in the brain. As you build up a circulation of these drugs in your blood stream and they start working, they actually gradually expand your hippocampus. so not only do they alleviate your condition so that you can make the changes in your life you need to function better without meds (lifestyle changes, therapy, coping mechanisms etc), but they actually also straight up make your hippcampus more swol which has long lasting implications on your ability to function off of meds when you do stop using them. a lot of doctors won't even explain that these meds are supposed to be used as a temporary tool while you put the work in either though. and if you aren't taught about that well they might as well just hand you a bunch of Ativan at that point.
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madrigal30
01.10.21 | also? you have medical agency, if someone suggests putting you on benzos or painkillers for depression you can flat out just say "no." quick googling will tell you that those drugs are NOT gonna help a depressed person |
madrigal30
01.10.21 | potsy that's super interesting about the hippocampus nd antidepressant science i had no idea. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | did i ever once imply that psychedelics were a cure-all?
i said they helped ME when 35 prescription pills a day didn't, are you actually trying to educate me on my own life experience right now???
i've spent 10 years with specialist after specialist, don't get pissed at me after putting a whole lotta context into stuff that just isn't there. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | "this is a little naieve pots, i've been on just about every drug that's been available in canada for the last 10 years. just in July of 2020 i was still taking 35 pills a day of Anti-psychotics, tranquilizers, Benzo's, Anti-convulsants, Parkinson's meds, SSRI's etc etc, now i'm down to two meds, getting off meds like this is literally impossible unless you never needed them to begin with."
im not talking about weening off of an excessive drug cocktail from doctors that have failed you bud, i'm talking about taking ssri's for the first time and switching to a new one after like a week. |
Colton
01.10.21 | But don’t anti-depressants often cause serotonin down regulation too? Not trying to discourage people from taking them but saying “they make your brain swol” seems a bit irresponsible if you don’t mention potential adverse affects too |
nol
01.10.21 | “As a person with mental illness, psychedelics were a negative phase of my life”
“Haha fuck you pussy, grow some balls”
FUCK. YOU. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | also there is a lot of science to back that psychedelics in small doses can be beneficial for some people with various mental illnesses |
Trundle
01.10.21 | did i ever pressure combustion at all????
i said if he was interested he could PM me, holy fuck |
madrigal30
01.10.21 | "i said they helped ME when 35 prescription pills a day didn't, are you actually trying to educate me on my own life experience right now???"
actually, what you said was, "psychiatrists don't know what they're doing, they fucked me up man, mushrooms saved me, dm for info haha" and then proceeded to yell at noler for countering yr viewpoint |
Colton
01.10.21 | If you are gonna use psychs to try and self medicate, at least start by microdosing. This will greatly mitigate the chances of a bad trip, and don’t underestimate how terrifying a bad trip can be |
madrigal30
01.10.21 | "But don’t anti-depressants often cause serotonin down regulation too? Not trying to discourage people from taking them but saying “they make your brain swol” seems a bit irresponsible if you don’t mention potential adverse affects too"
that depends on whether they're SSRIs or not, they can and that's why if you're having an adverse reaction you should speak to your psychiatrist and get those meds changed or at least get yourself off them |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "im not talking about weening off of an excessive drug cocktail from doctors that have failed you bud, i'm talking about taking ssri's for the first time and switching to a new one after like a week."
i got ya pots, literally nothing wrong with that at all! i was just trying to illustrate it's a slippery slope when doctors just keep prescribing meds rather than taking em off.
and to be clear, psychedelics were literally the LAST option i tried after 28 years of living like this, and it worked, I also did years of CBT, DBT, hypnosis, EMDR
sorry my life experience is "offensive" to the others itt |
nol
01.10.21 | “also there is a lot of science to back that psychedelics in small doses can be beneficial for some people with various mental illnesses“
I’m even hesitant towards microdosing, but if it’s regulated that’s different. But saying “Yo ur depressed just Trip ur Ballz off bro” is fucking awful advice. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | most of the science is backing microdosing to begin with, not tripping all the time
"that depends on whether they're SSRIs or not, they can and that's why if you're having an adverse reaction you should speak to your psychiatrist and get those meds changed or at least get yourself off them"
^ |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "I’m even hesitant towards microdosing, but if it’s regulated that’s different. But saying “Yo ur depressed just Trip ur Ballz off bro” is fucking awful advice."
you are literally the only person itt who ever said that
oh and mad |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | I totally understand trundle
"I’m even hesitant towards microdosing, but if it’s regulated that’s different. But saying “Yo ur depressed just Trip ur Ballz off bro” is fucking awful advice."
[2] everyone is different, this is the last thing some people need, especially people with certain types of psychosis for instance. but for others it can be helpful. |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | yep microdosing is the only method I'd rec to someone specifically looking for the medicinal effects. a bad trip can fuck up your psyche big time, from experience, but responsible dosing is a viable option for those who feel like they're over meds, 100% |
nol
01.10.21 | Trundle is Joe Rogan trying to help people battle depression. “Hey have you tried Peyote??” |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | definitely not an advocate for blindly building up a prescription cocktail just for the record, thats shit is also v fucked and a big western med fail |
nol
01.10.21 | just have a quick ego death bro you’ll be fine |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "definitely not an advocate for blindly building up a prescription cocktail just for the record, thats shit is also v fucked and a big western med fail"
ya definitely, i detoxed for over a year and a half before i tried them. |
Colton
01.10.21 | I didn't think anything was wrong with Trundle's initial comment about shrooms but the fact that Noler said he had a terrible time on them and you responded "lol" and "please enlighten us" does make you come across as a dick ngl |
CaliggyJack
01.10.21 | Eastern folk are high outta their minds too. They're just better at hiding it. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | i love how the fact that i died from being prescribed dangerous medications offends you |
Colton
01.10.21 | now you're just being disingenuous af |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | a bad trip is one thing but once you've seen someone whose mind is not wired for psychedelics do psychedelics you definitely don't take that shit lightly anymore
have you ever seen a persons mind completely snap? |
Colton
01.10.21 | I have, it's scary and I've felt bad about it for a long time cause we were 16 and I definitely talked him into it a bit by talking about how awesome tripping is and what not |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | scary shit |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "I didn't think anything was wrong with Trundle's initial comment about shrooms but the fact that Noler said he had a terrible time on them and you responded "lol" and "please enlighten us" does make you come across as a dick ngl"
uh, i was personally attacked because i shared a point about how psychedelics helped me,
he replies with "he has a "better story they suck"
fuck then tell it, he's the one who started the personal attacks with mad and everyone else can still have a conversation but them????
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madrigal30
01.10.21 | it's fucking terrifying to watch |
madrigal30
01.10.21 | bro i led by saying it's cool that it helped you, i'm not attacking you. i just don't want you to run around praising psychs as a way to help depression, because thye aren't that for everyone and it can be a really dangerous thing for a novice to plunge into if the only infot hey have is "this might make me better" |
nol
01.10.21 | “a bad trip is one thing but once you've seen someone whose mind is not wired for psychedelics do psychedelics you definitely don't take that shit lightly anymore
have you ever seen a persons mind completely snap?“
Yup. I’ve only had bad trips myself, which were fucking awful, but watching my best friend go through a 3 month psychotic episode from bad acid which left him in rehab for a year and a half was pretty fucked up. And I’m still more okay with acid than mushrooms. Mushrooms make people psychotic. |
Colton
01.10.21 | acid tends to be a little lighter on the mind yeah |
ArsMoriendi
01.10.21 | I mean no one here is an expert I think, so if you can afford it, I'd recommend an expert. Start with a therapist, see if they help, and if it's more serious than that, they'll recommend a psychiatrist.
If you can't afford a therapist... exercise and healthy eating are good for your brain. Don't go with drugs unless a psychiatrist says so, even if it's not physically addictive, you can become dependant on it. Don't self medicate. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | my one friend did acid for the first time and tried to beat the shit out of everyone in the house then punched through a window and severed his artery, took 3 dudes to hold him down while he freaked out screaming trying to fight everyone while bleeding out while they waited for the ambulance. now he thinks he talks to ghosts.
another friend got severe depression when he started smoking a lot of weed and this developed into a full on psychotic break when it escalated to psychedelics and snorting plant food and shit and he literally constantly thought nazi's were trying to burn his house down he is dead now |
combustion07
01.10.21 | @potsy: I actually have a family doctor and he's the one who told me to adjust. The family doctor I have did some very inappropriate things to me when I was 10 or 11 and my mom had me keep going to him because he had helped her with her cancer. He is still my primary care doctor to this day although I have always hated him and honestly before being forced to go to the doctor to get prescribed something I had been avoiding seeing a doctor like the plague.
On the advice of the psychedelics I've had both good and bad experiences with them. Shrooms helped me quite a bit years ago. 2 years ago however I took a pretty big dose of acid on accident thinking what I had gotten was fake and had a terrible time that caused me some issues for quite awhile. My best friend who sold the hits to me got murdered literally within 24 hours of my bad trip as well which didn't help the situation. I've had a few flashbacks since then and they can be pretty scary. I will say I haven't been offended by anything in this thread. I'm nearly impossible to offend so nobody worry about me in that sense. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | bro i led by saying it's cool that it helped you, i'm not attacking you. i just don't want you to run around praising psychs as a way to help depression, because thye aren't that for everyone and it can be a really dangerous thing for a novice to plunge into if the only infot hey have is "this might make me better""
"run around" holy shit, i made one post and said if he was interested he could PM me, you two are the only ones itt who took issue |
JayEnder
01.10.21 | Well this thread went to shit. Leave it to Sput. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | damn dude, get a new doctor |
budgie
01.10.21 | i thought the thread went well |
madrigal30
01.10.21 | okay trundle, pretty sure we're allowed to disagree. not really in the moo to argue about it.
combustion, im real sorry to hear that stuff. is it possible to find a new primary care doctor at all for you? |
Sharenge
01.10.21 | holy shit this thread took a turn! |
nol
01.10.21 | Trundle needed some rebuke for his shit take, it’s all good. What sucks is he’s not the only one peddling off that terrible advice. Pop-Culture loves promoting psychs as a cure for depression and (even worse) anxiety. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | i enjoyed it |
combustion07
01.10.21 | I really do need to get a new doctor lol it's literally scary he's still a doctor tbh
Thread did get pretty unwieldy but I'm alright with it |
nol
01.10.21 | Pots quit ghosting the song of the day thread and rate some shit |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Ugh it's such a chore tho |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "psychedelics helped me"
" NO THEY DIDN'T FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SHIT TAKE"
...ok |
nol
01.10.21 | so you’re gonna fuck off? nice. |
Egarran
01.10.21 | "I'm down to only worrying about two things: What everybody in the world thinks of me, and the crushing weight of existence." |
Trundle
01.10.21 | ok darling |
budgie
01.10.21 | language pls... |
Sharenge
01.10.21 | I think people with "depression" should be especially careful with psychedelics, particularly stuff beyond weed... the effects of your "trip" are going to be influenced by your state of mind... if that is a negative state the results can be bad... though a "bad trip" and some kind of complete, lasting "psychotic break" are two different things |
Trundle
01.10.21 | ya, it took me a year and a half to get off all the extra dangerous anti-psychotics before i tried em,
and of course, if you weren't into recreational drugs before, i wouldn't start with them , thats for sure |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Definitely hit the psychotic break with my bad acid experience and it had me in a weird place for a few months. Which only intensified when I heard my friend had been murdered the next day. I won't get into the details of the trip but acid can become an extremely scary thing. Granted I took a pretty irresponsible amount kind of on a whim. |
claygurnz
01.10.21 | I've done various drugs but never psychedelics - this thread isn't exactly encouraging me |
Trundle
01.10.21 | yeah, i used to think i really wanted to try acid before, i did it once, but i had really no reaction, found out it was probably due to the prescription meds i was on.
now, i'm not as interested in the "trip" experience, when i dose shrooms all i see are more vibrant colours and i get much more positive long lasting results |
Colton
01.10.21 | It’s tough cause I’ve seen firsthand how psychs can have seemingly miraculous effects on how people think, but it can also go the complete opposite direction. It’s literally like saying “hey man I have a potential solution to your problem which might have an incredibly powerful positive effect, but also might make your problem way worse than it already is.” Hard to really reach a meaningful conclusion from that |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | @clay having adverse reactions like that are pretty rare but if that concerns you just take a mild dose first to see how you handle it. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | I will say at this point I have zero interest in being anywhere near people when they do psychedelics for the first time tho lol |
combustion07
01.10.21 | I never really have visual hallucinations when taking psychedelics I've always looked at it as a perspective changer that can help you look at things in a different light and alter the way you think about things moving forward. When it gets hairy is if you let your mind wander and if that happens specifically with acid at a certain dose you can latch onto some delusion you have and then you're just in for the ride if that happens |
Colton
01.10.21 | Hallucinations are just a side effect |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "I will say at this point I have zero interest in being anywhere near people when they do psychedelics for the first time tho lol"
ya dude, my first time with shrooms was all of our first time though so it was easier, gotta admit i was pretty nervous too, and i obviously had the strongest visuals i've ever had, didn't start pursuing them for medicinal properties until recently |
claygurnz
01.10.21 | @Pots
Why not? Don't want to be looking after people lol? |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | I miss when psychedelics altered my mind state in any meaningful way tbh. Doing them as a teenager every time I felt like I was having life changing epiphanies left right and center, now I'm old and its just a drug |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | @clay exactly lol, especially when I am also on drugs |
Colton
01.10.21 | I only do them alone now cause I get the overwhelming urge to listen to music for 12 hours and none of my irl friends like the music I like for the most part. I can’t go through another trip where my friends play Gunna lol |
budgie
01.10.21 | "particularly stuff beyond weed"
even weed can be way too much for some |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "I only do them alone now cause I get the overwhelming urge to listen to music for 12 hours and none of my irl friends like the music I like for the most part. I can’t go through another trip where my friends play Gunna lol"
[2] |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | My buddy gave me a bunch of tabs for Christmas and I've been trying to think of fun ways to get rid of them, think I'm gonna drop and binge watch The Knife's live films that'll certainly make me feel something |
nol
01.10.21 | “I only do them alone now cause I get the overwhelming urge to listen to music for 12 hours and none of my irl friends like the music I like for the most part. I can’t go through another trip where my friends play Gunna lol“
I have never related to you more in my life lol. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Last time I did acid i ended up watching pretty much the entirety of Nathan For You which was fun but I prefer to do it in nature, camping and shit |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Although trying to take a shit in the woods on acid is a fucking daunting experience |
Trundle
01.10.21 | ^sounds fun pots! shrooms totally helped me with my attention span haha, i can watch movies again!! |
Colton
01.10.21 | It’s best to do it outside but have an indoor base you can retreat to if needed |
budgie
01.10.21 | "It’s best to do it outside but have an indoor base you can retreat to if needed"
re: taking a shit? |
Sharenge
01.10.21 | yeah I've only ever done psilocybin mushrooms a handful of times back in my late teens and the impression I got from all my experiences is that the best thing to do to try make sure you have a good experience is to be outside in nature with people you are comfortable/close/happy/whatever with
been over a decade now...
lol anybody have any peyote experiences? haven't seen that mentioned yet |
Trundle
01.10.21 | lol, at my "wet grad" in the middle of the woods was only like 130lbs and took two pills of MDMA (it was my first time with any drug other than weed or alcohol), ended up waking up off trail in the woods, had a totally awful rebound affect, never touch any designer rec drugs again, unless it was in a medical building. |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Never managed to get any peyote. I've done shrooms, acid, dmt, and salvia though. Agreed on outdoors |
Colton
01.10.21 | MDMA shouldn’t make you pass out like that. Might have been something else |
nol
01.10.21 | With mushrooms it always felt like I was teetering between the best experience of my life, and the worst experience of my life. One second you’re thinking about how beautiful life is, the next you think you are fucking dying. |
nol
01.10.21 | If you hear a cop siren it’s game over. |
nol
01.10.21 | My friend had a one-eyed cat and before we tripped I was like “is that a bad omen?” It was. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | salvia, is quite intense, but honestly hell on your lungs when you use a jet lighter,
a regular bic doesn't heat it enough to get the full trip,
haven't done it in years but had some pretty intense trips with music |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "MDMA shouldn’t make you pass out like that. Might have been something else"
ya can't say i know what it was for sure haha, everyone just called it "thizz" |
Egarran
01.10.21 | >been over a decade now...
Yup, had a shroom trip ages ago and I still think about it regularly. With a lot of gratitude. |
Colton
01.10.21 | Salvia was one of the worst experiences of my life I literally thought I died |
Trundle
01.10.21 | ya colton, it's way too intense for me now, but it's the only psychedelic you can buy over the counter, which is pretty crazy when you think of it,
you'd think salvia would be illegal rather than shrooms, but you can buy it over the counter |
nol
01.10.21 | something |
Colton
01.10.21 | Some people theorize they make it legal to turn people away from other drugs which honestly I kinda believe |
SnipeCity
01.10.21 | Looking back at the times I have felt worthless, I notice that it always occurred when I was worth the least to the world around me. In other words, I felt worthless because I *was* worthless.
Spend less time consuming and more time adding value to the world and you may see a positive change in your mindset. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | is k2 "spice" i've heard real fucking horror stories from that
Tim Heidecker got stabbed and chased down the street by his neighbour's kid after he woke up and heard the kid's mom screaming and went to help and the kid had been smoking "synthetic marijuana"
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nol
01.10.21 | yup |
Trundle
01.10.21 | i don't understand how that shit could have ever been legal |
unclereich
01.10.21 | my math teacher, brilliant man, killed himself on peyote. went in the woods here in Tahoe and shot himself. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Salvia is the worst drug oat |
nol
01.10.21 | FTR this is still a depression thread, not a look at how many drugs I’ve taken thread. Kind of how I expected it to go tho. Because trundle’s not here to talk about depression. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | I remember that spice shit lol, it was gross |
Sharenge
01.10.21 | do you know if he had decided to kill himself beforehand and make doing the drug a part of it or if it was something triggered by the experience? |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | oh i had a world religions teacher in college who advocated peyote use to several hundred students. lmao. he made a lot of matrix references too. cool guy. never tried it myself |
madrigal30
01.10.21 | salvia, peyote, dissociatives in general... scary |
RadioSuicide
01.10.21 | spice is the worst fucking shit ever never the fuck again holy shit it feels like how pcp is described |
unclereich
01.10.21 | it was triggered by the trip itself according to an investigation |
Sharenge
01.10.21 | just realized that's Albert Fish up there chilling at #8 lol wtf
that guy was a real jerk! |
nol
01.10.21 | Such fucking naivety you’ve shown to mental illness ITT lol. |
combustion07
01.10.21 | Lol Mr. Fish in the house! Church of Misery is some doom all about serial killers. Riffy goodness |
nol
01.10.21 | “Proven mental health treatment” lol get fucked |
Trundle
01.10.21 | oh, you mean the posts where i said that those drugs were bad and i only did it once and never any designer drug again that wasn't in a fucking medical hospital??? |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.10.21 | Usually I'm a part of these arguments so it's kind of interesting to just passively observe one for the first time ever |
nol
01.10.21 | but disregard the post where I said mushrooms almost put me in the mental hospital, because they’re natural which means they’re good or some hippie bullshit you’re about to try to convince me of |
Trundle
01.10.21 | the funniest thing pots is that i was replying to you and we had an amicable exchange of ideas, clarified our positions and found common ground,
didn't realize i had to post my entire medical transcripts to have an opinion on something i have 28 years of experience in |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "but disregard the post where I said mushrooms almost put me in the mental hospital, because they’re natural which means they’re good or some hippie bullshit you’re about to try to convince me of"
dude you've projected literally everything you're mad about into words that don't support your claim.
i never once said any of the things you're having a melt down over, so cause YOU had a bad experience with them they didn't help ME or anyone else ever???
i wonder how you're gonna handle when they become widely available.
my neuro-pyschiatrist told me people have already been getting compassion liscenses here |
YoYoMancuso
01.10.21 | most intense thing i've ever done is a dispensary edible and i'm such a rookie that i was incredibly high for about 12 hours lmao |
LeddSledd
01.10.21 | "most intense thing i've ever done is a dispensary edible"
well then don't mix with alcohol like i did (the first time i had one) cause the next day will fucking suck lol |
YoYoMancuso
01.10.21 | i don't drink but big thanks for the advice Ledd |
nol
01.10.21 | no offense to cocksuckers |
Trundle
01.10.21 | welp noler sure convinced me about who's more well adjusted |
nol
01.10.21 | call me crazy, but being able to buy mushrooms at headshops sounds like a bad idea |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "call me crazy, but being able to buy mushrooms at headshops sounds like a bad idea"
um, that's definitely not gonna happen, it's straight through your PSYCHIATRIST
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Trundle
01.10.21 | Noler: "You don’t seem to care about your own mental health. With all these experiences you keep describing."
also Noler: " Making jokes about who’s well adjusted in a MENTAL HEALTH THREAD. THAT GOES WITHOUT SAYING YOU ABSOLUTE BITCH." |
nol
01.10.21 | fuckers like you would legalize heroin |
Trundle
01.10.21 | ...yikes |
Sharenge
01.10.21 | it's pretty evident you guys fall on totally opposite ends of the spectrum in regards to this argument and the reality is somewhere in that gray area in between |
combustion07
01.10.21 | My sput ad at the top of this thread is offering ketamine now lol. |
Trundle
01.10.21 | "My sput ad at the top of this thread is offering ketamine now lol. "
cue the curb your enthusiasm theme |
nol
01.10.21 | ugh. |
nol
01.11.21 | I’m done but your advice blows and you should feel bad. |
Trundle
01.11.21 | nice talkin to ya |
budgie
01.11.21 | ive tried to follow this thread and honestly have no idea what you guys are arguing about |
nol
01.11.21 | It got a little wild. |
LeddSledd
01.11.21 | mushroom good? or mushroom bad? |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
01.11.21 | trundle came in hot and noler was like "not on my watch" |
unclereich
01.11.21 | In my studies of rhetoric the advice itt blows |
nol
01.11.21 | my boi |
Sharenge
01.11.21 | topKEK
goodjob bois we saved the day! |
Trundle
01.11.21 | i keep hearing how my "advice" blows, i never once told anyone to do anything. |
combustion07
01.11.21 | And on this day depression everywhere was cured! World peace abounds! |
LeddSledd
01.11.21 | we did it boys, we ended depression |
nol
01.11.21 | yeah you just strongly encouraged it lol get outta town 🙄 |
nol
01.11.21 | I’m not giving advice, I’m offering suggestions! |
Trundle
01.11.21 | "yeah you just strongly encouraged it lol get outta town 🙄"
i literally only ever said they helped me, and then you threw a trantrum |
nol
01.11.21 | presenting feedback |
nol
01.11.21 | b a n t e r i n g |
nol
01.11.21 | pm me for more info on advice I’m not giving you |
budgie
01.11.21 | how many butts does a guy have to lick to get a dang milkshake |
Trundle
01.11.21 | "pm me for more info on advice I’m not giving you"
cause that's what i totally said right?
not " if you want any info on psychedelics, shoot me a pm combustion, "
for the specific purpose of not derailing the thread with psychedelics, then you totally derailed the thread to talk about psychedelics |
conesmoke
01.11.21 | Idk about depression, but some sleeping pills would be nice since I can't get good bud anymore due to border closures and living Australia's backwards culture. |
nol
01.11.21 | gawrsh nolerthebowler, I didn’t say fruit cakes, I said tart buns... |
Trundle
01.11.21 | ok bud, stay safe |
nol
01.11.21 | kiss my tart buns |
Sharenge
01.11.21 | *checks watch* shit I don't have a watch |
SIIMBOLIC
01.11.21 | It helps to remind yourself how lucky you are. Like, for example, sometime if I feel shit I remembered that I’m lucky enough to be born healthy in a country like Australia. Millions would kill to be that lucky. |
Sharenge
01.11.21 | I think about the fact that I was born as a human being when logically I could have been any other mother fucker the odds seem against you I should have been some maggot or sea cucumber or duckbill platypus or an ankylosaurus or some shit |
Sharenge
01.11.21 | I imagine being a tree feels like fucking absolutely nothing.... DEPRESSION FREE BROS |
RadioSuicide
01.11.21 | tru siimbolic... ties into mindfulness and just saying thanks to the universe for the shit you take for granted sometimes. there's always room for improvement, but things could always be worse. |
RadioSuicide
01.11.21 | lmfao sharenge |
Trundle
01.11.21 | i just listen to ICP's "miracles"
so hard to be sad when you were born with such blessings |
RadioSuicide
01.11.21 | my dad is a lumberjack any tree he comes across is sad |
RadioSuicide
01.11.21 | i worked with 3 dudes who unironically had hatchetman tats and they were all top 5 most miserable people I've ever met in my entire life |
Sharenge
01.11.21 | because of the guilt they carried with them over chopping down trees? |
RadioSuicide
01.11.21 | lmao no those dudes were meth addicted line cooks, hatchet man is one of the insignias for ICP |
Trundle
01.11.21 | did they jam the song "Homies" a lot at work for comradery? |
RadioSuicide
01.11.21 | no but they would play a shit load of twiztid |
combustion07
01.11.21 | I reviewed a Twiztid album lol. My sister was obsessed with icp and all of that shit so that was some of the first music I actually owned. Juggalos are an interesting group.
And damn I would be interested to meet someone who got a Hatchetman tattoo ironically lmao |
unclereich
01.11.21 | god id kill to be lucky enough to live in Australia, myself and millions of others literally wake up thinking about living in such an amazing place |
budgie
01.11.21 | all the girls would have australian accents though |
RadioSuicide
01.11.21 | tech n9ne is the only s-tier juggalo |
Trundle
01.11.21 | tech n9ne is the only s-tier juggalo
hahahahahaha [2] |
combustion07
01.11.21 | Although I don't really jam Tech N9ne anymore I'm from KC so I gotta respect it. Australian accents are dope! |
Trundle
01.11.21 | Steve Irwin was a hero to me,
ended up buying the crocodile hunter box set a few years ago, cost 300 bucks lol
but you literally can't watch crocodile hunter episodes anywhere else. |
combustion07
01.11.21 | Just made me wanna spend $300 man |
Trundle
01.11.21 | haha, it would have been 360, but there was a sale that day. |
unclereich
11.29.22 | ._.
interesting thread |
Egarran
11.29.22 | Turns out the answer was buying the crocodile hunter box set |
StormChaser
11.29.22 | Sorry to hear you not doing good man.
We all have hard times and bad mental health days / periods I guess.
Never suffered from depression (at least not clinical), but I did have other mental challenges and I suppose it's a great thing to have someone in your life to share the stuff you're dealing with. Someone who can actually listen and make you feel better about it in some capacity.
The real change probably has to come from within, but (positive) people can help you get to the place you wanna be. I guess the fact that probably EVERYBODY past the age of like 24 is dealing with something mental-health related can be somewhat of a consolation. Keep on keeping on and try surrounding yourself with positive people, I hope that helps. |
combustion07
11.29.22 | This thread was quite the journey and you cannot go wrong with the Crocodile Hunter! Lol
Also StormChaser this thread is almost 2 years old now but I appreciate your wise words! This was a pretty damn rough patch of my life when I'd posted this. The friend I mention in the initial comments ended up killing himself about 6 months later after moving to Philly to participate in rehab. He got clean and then ended up downing a ton of sleeping pills and drinking himself to death the night before he was supposed to hop on a plane and have me pick him up from the airport. RIP to my man Jacob! Although he was a troubled man there's a huge chunk of my life that I considered him my best friend and I miss the dude everyday!
Life is actually pretty decent lately though and I'm digging it. Took a lot of the advice given in this thread around this time also and would like to thank all of the sputfolk once again for always being cool bro's m/// |
unclereich
11.29.22 | rip to Jacob. I lost several people due to drugs and alcohol during the pandemic.
rip to Marty
strangely enough taking a break from the world and being alone helped a lot of my personal ills. I didn't really communicate with the world for most of 2021 and just spent time in isolation finding myself. im sorry to all who suffer everyday. |
combustion07
11.29.22 | RIP to Marty.
The pandemic was definitely a rough time for a lot of people it seemed. I was in a fairly dreadful relationship at the time so it was pretty eh for me but had I been single I think I would have enjoyed it honestly because I'm very much so a lone kind of creature and bouts of isolation can do absolute wonders for me tbh. Sometimes I secretly hope for another brief lockdown lol |
unclereich
11.29.22 | I recd you some break up jams in your ex gf list. glad you got out of it |