Intothepit: Bad Decisions

Intothepit 09.28.15	I once ate possum meat in Louisiana. Not a good idea.
CaimanJesus 09.28.15	When I was around 5 I took a pair of wire cutters and cut the cord off of an old digital clock. I then plugged it into a socket and put my tongue to the exposed wires. It flew me back about 5 feet.
Titan 09.28.15	^ do not reproduce
Sinternet 09.28.15	I was not given much careers guidance in secondary school so I ended up picking a load of college subjects that I flunked out of. The stress caused a major relapse in my anxiety and depression, something which had been lying dormant for at least two years prior. I also made friends with a girl (I don't get on well with other guys tbh) and within a month we were best friends and I had a huge crush on her. Never had the courage to ask her out and tbh I was a bit weird back then and wasn't the most mature person. I never told her I liked her until she started dating this guy (who turned out to be a major arsewipe and caused her a load of stress and anxiety) so it was too late. Tbh I'd give anything to go back and start anew with the the newer me and change both my subjects and relationship status, but things have been going well between us recently and it's looking promising so idk.
DoctorDoom 09.28.15	Leaving my first college.
CaimanJesus 09.28.15	Titan have my babies
PayneTiger777 09.28.15	Working at two jobs that I don't like for 55 hours a week is something that I regret dearly. I need a career change.
KrazyKris 09.28.15	no.
porcupinetheater 09.28.15	My username.
zakalwe 09.28.15	Doing acid when I was young, naive and foolish. Nearly offed meself. Be careful dudes.
porcupinetheater 09.28.15	Once you stop being young, naive, and foolish, though, acid's basically the best thing ever.
TheSpirit 09.28.15	joining sputnikmusic.com
emester 09.28.15	"Oh yeah, almost forgot, trying opiates at 17." please tell me this is bullshit
Trundle 09.28.15	surviving my second suicide attempt
Trebor. 09.28.15	becoming an alcoholic. That's not exactly a decision though, plus I wouldn't be who I am if it never happened idk. I'll try to come up with a funny/stupid answer
CaimanJesus 09.28.15	Did you die?
emester 09.28.15	Jesus man, though you were just joking about that when you mentioned it awhile back. Glad to know you are clean now but damn why turn to something as destructive as opiates?
Trebor. 09.28.15	withdrawal fucking sucks
Trundle 09.28.15	clonazepam is actually very mild. when i was taking too much, 13mg a day, still didn't do shit, been on it for about 5 years now, how the hell many pills were you taking?
Intothepit 09.28.15	I now think the worst decision I've made is creating this list and seeing you sad sack of shits take it seriously.
CaimanJesus 09.28.15	#DonaldTrump2016
RogueNine 09.28.15	Watching a history video on the holocaust in class and asking when the sad part was.
CaimanJesus 09.28.15	When Hitler got his gas bill
Trundle 09.28.15	you must have, they only get up to 1mg pills so the max you had would've been 3, i wouldn't know what these drugs feel like to someone who uses them recreationaly, but that's within the medically prescribed limit of 4 to 4.5mg / day, so good news is you didn't fuck up your body
Jots 09.29.15	where's Undertakerpt when u don't need him
Mort. 09.29.15	i dont know about decisions but probably being seriously depressed between 14 and 17 and trying to kill myself all good now tho so lol
Jots 09.29.15	most of my parenting decisions are pretty bad aside from the ensuing comedic value
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	Currently Digging: Drowningman
BallsToTheWall 09.29.15	Trading my Tri-Horned Dragon. SMH!
Jots 09.29.15	yeah thx for that btw
Mort. 09.29.15	drowningman are top emo/metalcore Caiman i reccomend them to you if you like that sort of stuff
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	making an account on sputnikmusic.com ugh fuck that site 1/5
Relinquished 09.29.15	I tried (successfully) to kill myself ended up surviving living the best life ever
Relinquished 09.29.15	"Trading my Tri-Horned Dragon. SMH!" lmao u fucked up!
Asdfp277 09.29.15	Not going to therapy sooner when I've had the opportunity forever!!!!!
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	Shit's pretty good Mort.
treeqt. 09.29.15	not killing myself
Intothepit 09.29.15	The tattoo on my dick was a pretty awful decision
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	Balls I traded a first edition Charizard for a hockey card. I know the feel man.
squaaab 09.29.15	letting my boy cut my hair
Asdfp277 09.29.15	Also, doing whatever caused my current music taste lol
chemicalmarriage 09.29.15	"I now think the worst decision I've made is creating this list and seeing you sad sack of shits take it seriously." Yep
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	"I tried (successfully) to kill myself ended up surviving living the best life ever" lol wut "not killing myself" obvlsy, your taste needs to be purged from this planet
ArsMoriendi 09.29.15	This list is too depressing for me right now ugh why the fuck did I just read all of your comments?
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	Trve. Why give yourself that much of a headache? Better go get some mead and go ham. Mhmmm, ham.
Mort. 09.29.15	luv u ars
MyNameIsPencil 09.29.15	cutting for 2+ years.
BMDrummer 09.29.15	blue mist
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	Yeah this is pretty depressing. Just imagine how happy balls would be if he still had his Tri-Horned Dragon
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	or how happy everyone would be with Nietzschean mustaches
evilford 09.29.15	marrying my wife
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	or a mustache for hair http://pictures.thewebawards.com/1000/56/Head-Moustache.jpg
Relinquished 09.29.15	"lol wut " ok imagine drowning, surviving, and decided not to do that again and make the best of your time
evilford 09.29.15	how do you successfully drown and then live
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	Well if you survived you didn't really succeed did you?
Relinquished 09.29.15	by luck, ford that rare 2nd chances instance
evilford 09.29.15	so like you died but were revived?
evilford 09.29.15	maybe we're not supposed to be taking that literally idk
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	"or a mustache for hair" genius "ok imagine drowning, surviving, and decided not to do that again and make the best of your time" sounds like a fun time "by luck, ford" know all about that shit. me memory's still like swiss cheese sometimes from that car crash.
Relinquished 09.29.15	it was literally, ford I was "technically" dead, not for long but any longer and I wouldn't be here sharing this shit
evilford 09.29.15	wow damn glad ur still w/ us. I attempted suicide this last year as well. hit rock bottom and then downed a bottle of jameson and some pills, was unconscious for a couple days and woke up in the psych ward. glad I failed too. got some help and now life rules and it's never gonna happen again m/
Relinquished 09.29.15	hell yea dude, make every day count
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	Luck can be real life saver, sure as hell saved my ass at least a dozen times in the past decade. Fortunately I have not yet managed to fall out of a window whilst drunk.
jmnewcomer18 09.29.15	fucked this chick in the ass and she pooped
Asdfp277 09.29.15	lmao
evilford 09.29.15	lmao [2]
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	Nothing that compares to any of these, I guess getting blackout drunk and throwing up in the same guys sleeping bag twice is a low point.
FlyheadMetal 09.29.15	Trying to have a sense of humor in life.
jmnewcomer18 09.29.15	@scuro yeah thats nothing like getting poopdicked but sucky nonetheless
Deathconscious 09.29.15	telling my big black cellmate that i enjoy Grimes.
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	@jm true, can't compare
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	Jm did you at least give her a good ol' Dirty Sanchez?
AlexKzillion 09.29.15	Most of my dating decisions, specifically constantly dating girls with personalities bigger then Kanye West's.
Trundle 09.29.15	http://fearandloathinginfuneralopolis.blogspot.ca/
Deathconscious 09.29.15	^that is fucked.
TheCrocodile 09.29.15	"I was "technically" dead, not for long but any longer and I wouldn't be here sharing this shit" I know a guy who had the same thing happened to him, though it wasn't intentional. Glad you're back from the dead tho :]
ConcubinaryCode 09.29.15	Feels good to know that pretty much everyone is as fucked up as me. I mean it's a bad thing but at least you guys can talk about it.
Avagantamos 09.29.15	tried to kill myself last summer. all of 2014 is a bad decision for me lol
Calc 09.29.15	never made one honestly.
BallsToTheWall 09.29.15	My brother is a suicidal maniac, I almost got beat up by 20 people and I dropped 45 pounds on my foot. Keep it coming God, I love the insanity.
Trundle 09.29.15	@dolfchrist me or the guy that died?
CaimanJesus 09.29.15	Calc, your ratings say that you have listened to 4 brokencyde albums.
TheCrocodile 09.29.15	Name suits you lol
Deathconscious 09.29.15	@bateman didnt know the guy died, was he a sput?
Deathconscious 09.29.15	ive never attempted suicide, only brewicide.
CamiloG 09.29.15	Attempting suicide that's my worst decision
CamiloG 09.29.15	Now that I think about it more serously. Another pretty f***ed up decision was not doing anything to convince my ex to avoid abortion.
Deathconscious 09.29.15	i mean...id encourage it. not trying to be edgy, i just really dont want kids.
CamiloG 09.29.15	Yeah I get your point, that's a choice, but in my case it was not a good one.
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	"Not checking the label on the "licorice flavoured spirit" before having a healthy slug." you are soft af
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	also wow camilo wayy too much information bud
CamiloG 09.29.15	Dude is just for awareness purposes. I would never encourage anybody to go for abortion, and if my experience or testimony is worth something, I'm just glad to share it
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	no ur first post was deffs tmi too
CamiloG 09.29.15	Some others in this thread have stated that they attempted suicide. Which is also the worst decision a person can make.
iglu 09.29.15	damn, is half of sputnik suicidal?
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	well that was tmi from them too but also its not really the worst decision a person can make now is it because u failed and now u can live another day to tell the internet about it ¯_(ツ)_/¯ its kind of a mute decision ya know it would be a much worse decision if u actually committed suicide its kind of like if i said the worst decision of my life was thinking about murdering someone i didnt actually do it so its all good
CamiloG 09.29.15	One thing is thinking about murdering someone and other thing is attempting to do so. There's a big difference between thinking and attempting.
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	the only reason its different with these examples is that with attempted murder ud still go to jail but guess what u didnt kill yourself and ur not in jail life goes on
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	here ill do another one the biggest mistake of my life was attempting to jump off a cliff but i fucked up and tripped over a rock and never made it over the ledge
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	but thats not EVN the point for real this is a music forum not group therapy lets keep the tmi to a minimum its awkward af and overly personal to read that kinda shit
Lord(e)Po)))ts 09.29.15	my real ~SAFE FOR PUBLIC~ worst decision was sleeping with one of my best friends exes while i was high on acid on my 20th birthday, that was a really doozie
CamiloG 09.29.15	So first you complain about the thread and of it not being related to music, and then you contribute to it?
Deez 09.29.15	Getting stuck in cambodia with no visa and no money for over a year and hanging out with prostitutes doing meth while a dude paid a local moto driver 130$ to have me killed because I helped some girls he was trafficking escape was a pretty dumb year but also the best time of my life
CamiloG 09.29.15	@deezer If that's a real story that had to be a blast of a year! Awesome story either-way
Deez 09.29.15	Its actually 100% true man. I lived there for 4 years on and off and for 14 months was in all kinds of shit. Its 6 dollars a day when you overstay , I owed them 2000 dolars and couldnt afford 20 cent cigerettes. Theres no real laws there. Guys with the most money win. Lifes pretty cheap but yeah...an absolute crazy time.
CamiloG 09.29.15	Damn! But I guess that now that you went through all that shit, it became in one life changing experience.
Deez 09.29.15	damn straight. I got home saved some cash and got back there. Owed some locals money, paid every one off. The never had a westerner leave owing money and returning to pay them back. After that word got round I was safe and everyone had my back. Had to avoid some people of course haha but will never get in that situation again. Plus there where people there helping me out when i had nothing even though they had even less that nothing. Real poverty but helping me out. Learnt a lot.
CamiloG 09.29.15	@deezer Awesome life story bro.
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	@deezer that story is wild man
Archelirion 09.29.15	Worst decision of my life was drinking 2 pints of gin about 45 minutes at a party. Wound up jumping into nettles topless and then puking my poor guts out on my friend's balcony; I'd had rough nights before and since, but I did sincerely feel I was gonna die during this one.
hal1ax 09.29.15	heroin use
Trundle 09.29.15	^word hali! I went to dal for a bit,
hal1ax 09.29.15	what's dal?
Deez 09.29.15	Only did it once by mistake, again in Cambodia, Only snorted. Asked for coke gave me china white. Its like 90% fucking pure there too. And it was my leaving party. Rough night.
hal1ax 09.29.15	lol that's intense. in california we just get black tar from mexico. that shit is fucked up for real
Trundle 09.29.15	dal is dalhousie, the university.... are you not from halifax?
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	@Aaron damn. I'm similarly guilty of drinking too much too early, sucks. @deezer is your whole life a wild ride
CamiloG 09.29.15	Shit! heroin must be a rough experience. Hope you're clean now though
hal1ax 09.29.15	@pba na haha. supposed to read like haliax
Deez 09.29.15	@scuro Theres an inbetween 'normal' part where i go home save money for half the year and dont do anything,not even booze. The I travel for 6 months, usually to cheap countries which means wild experiences and stories. The older i get though and realise you gotta go through all that shit again to get the new stories it gets less appealing! haha
CamiloG 09.29.15	@deezer My country perfectly matches your description hahaha
Trundle 09.29.15	@hali.....shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit well keep it sleazy either way
Deez 09.29.15	which country Cam?
hal1ax 09.29.15	o indeed
Trundle 09.29.15	also classic pit "everyone pay attention to me" *When they do..... WOW U GUYS R FAGS ......i still love you pit....jus sayin,
CamiloG 09.29.15	@deezer Colombia
Deez 09.29.15	I did a month in Colombia, only the more touristy places because I was running out of time and money. LOVED it. Crazy for sure though. Having a good time in a club and the police come in and have you all up against the wall then leave everyone just starts dancing again haha was crazy. Had a few crazy time up around Taganga.
CamiloG 09.29.15	Taganga is an awesome place, lots of people around the world. But yeah, Colombia is a great country to visit, despite of all the social problems and stuff.
Deez 09.29.15	Loved it man, I got a friend in Cali whos gonna take me the football when I get back over there. Hes a hooligan though so I dont know.Most people where real friendly and the ladies.....shit...never seen anything like it anywhere in the world.
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	"@scuro Theres an inbetween 'normal' part where i go home save money for half the year and dont do anything,not even booze. The I travel for 6 months, usually to cheap countries which means wild experiences and stories. The older i get though and realise you gotta go through all that shit again to get the new stories it gets less appealing! haha" Sounds like a shitload of fun man, that's the way to live
Deez 09.29.15	Everyone around me has kids and houses and cars and shit, I havent got and never wanted any of that and just been travelling for the last 10 years. Some people dont understand how I cant have any security but fuck it, worry about that later. Last year some health issues come up and stopped me travelling for the first time in 8 years. You never know what round the corner. Fucking live it up while you can.
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	Damn straight
CalculatingInfinity 09.29.15	Never living my life to the full is my biggest mistake, make me feel bad when I think about all the fun I miss due to how I am as a person.
CalculatingInfinity 09.29.15	Minus having no work experience and not being able to drive pretty much, I consider myself really lucky.
Artuma 09.29.15	joining sputnikmusic.com [123]
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	It basically means take opportunities that you find interesting and don't miss your chance to do what you want to do
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	I guess it has to be by necessity, otherwise as you said it would only apply to a certain type of person
trvvve 09.29.15	am i the only one who tried opiates at 17 and managed not to get addicted?
trvvve 09.29.15	i did oxycodone, opium, pure morphine, heroin (not iv though) and kratom your argument is invalid
trvvve 09.29.15	ignoring the fact that both produce the exact same effects, morphine freebase does exist and is actually quite easy to make from a morphine salt as it isnt water soluble at all mine was morphine hydrochloride i extracted from opium
trvvve 09.29.15	first time i tried alcohol i passed out and laid there in my own puke so yeah kinda icky
trvvve 09.29.15	it was oxycodone from bigpharm medication (the stuff that contains a little naloxone iirc)
trvvve 09.29.15	cigs are basically the dumbest thing ever
Flugmorph 09.29.15	'joining sputnik' - bad decision
trvvve 09.29.15	that kinda fucks your liver tho
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	"cigs are basically the dumbest thing ever" Agreed
trvvve 09.29.15	everyone who doesnt want to live with yellow skin and eyes and die after 3 days or so
trvvve 09.29.15	"I don't really care if I die" p sure that was the sinewave mind control
Flugmorph 09.29.15	haha
Knave 09.29.15	Trying to climb on the outside of a hotel from one balcony to another. 181 stitches now hold my face together and I have 6 fake teeth!
guitarded_chuck 09.29.15	dating a certain girl spending a little too much on drugs p much it
Knave 09.29.15	Yeah I was 3 floors up maybe like 25-30 feet. Luckily I hit a lawn chair that tilted my body on the way down before my face smashed into the concrete so I didn't break my neck but looking back on my 18 year old self, trying to attempt such a maneuver definitely has to be my worst decision. Everything else, all the drugs and cigarettes and drinking and shit, can all be flushed out of your system if you just abstain for long enough, but I'll never look as pretty as I was in highschool and that's shitty to know. I'm 22 now btw. Also it's pretty blatantly a stupid thing to attempt and didn't have any fun upside, making it by far my "worst" decision.
Knave 09.29.15	Totally could have and I'm stoked to be alive! It's just weird to think that I put myself in that situation completely of my own volition. Like, that is one BAD decision, with very very very little demonstration of foresight. It's almost embarrassing to admit, and I'm sorry if I'm making light of it, but 4 years down the road there's almost nothing to do but make fun of yourself for it you know? Oh, and maybe not do something that idiotic in the future.
Flugmorph 09.29.15	pics or it didnt happen
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	Damn Knave that's intense dude, glad you made it through though
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	"Everything else, all the drugs and cigarettes and drinking and shit, can all be flushed out of your system if you just abstain for long enough" Uhh, no - not necessarily.
MO 09.29.15	i think it depends on the person wolfy i've seen more than enough people just up and quit cold turkey
Wolfhorde 09.29.15	It's not about quitting or not, it's about the level of damage sustained.
jmnewcomer18 09.29.15	about the whole suicide thing. honestly some people end up needing to try and take that step to realize how stupid it was and realize they want to live. in turn it can become the best decision they ever made (depending on how far you took it) when looking back in hindsight
jmnewcomer18 09.29.15	not the whole jumping off a building thing though
Aftertheascension 09.29.15	having a long distance relationship lmao
Knave 09.29.15	@SachikoM yeah I was hammered
evilford 09.29.15	Sometimes sitting in with a nice steak, a beer and some sick jams is living life to the full. [2] agreed, hell even just the jams part is living life to the fullest for me
CamiloG 09.29.15	@Aftertheascension hahaha agree with that, that's a stupid thing to do.
Deez 09.29.15	Yeah Im lucky i never got real addicted to anything and ive hammered most drugs. Luckily Psychs where my bag so its harder to get addicted. All though as I said that crazy few years in cambodia i ended up doin meth alot. Was living with people who had nothing and meths so cheap some of those families would do it just to escape their reality for a bit , or keep the awake longer to find some scrap to sell or be a prostitute or whatever. It got to a point one day when i was jerking off for around 5 hours straight in a pool of sweat to still barely a sign of an errection haha And my head just went west I couldlt hold thoughts and kinda said to myself at that point right now your either gonna go crazy/be a meth head/or stop. I stopped then and never touched it again. Dirty shit.
CamiloG 09.29.15	Hahahaha that story though
PlatonicMushroom 09.29.15	I regret everything tbh. Life should have a reset button.
Ashen 09.29.15	i have a bad car/motorcycle racing habit. had to sell a lot of stuff i worked very hard on for a long time to help with college, but i'm sure i'll pick right back up where i left off once i graduate.
evilford 09.29.15	uh. wtf.
hal1ax 09.29.15	"am i the only one who tried opiates at 17 and managed not to get addicted?" substance abuse is weighted heavily on heredity. thousands of people try opiates and don't even like them, let alone become dependent upon them. genetics can predispose you to being prone to certain chemicals. chemical vulnerability lies on a spectrum and some people just get screwed, and some have no issues with anything. so hooray for you for not liking opiates bud.
ShitsofRain 09.29.15	studying
chemicalmarriage 09.29.15	not that anyone gives a shit, but this is why I tell no one that I sputnik. Come on
Deez 09.29.15	I find this more interesting than this weeks 10th top 10 metalcore debate.
loveisamixtape 09.29.15	looked at my phone once while driving my girlfriend's brand new car and slammed into a rich white dad and by once, i mean two weeks ago
ffs 09.29.15	being the fastest sperm
Deathconscious 09.29.15	"damn, is half of sputnik suicidal?" lol this is what i was wondering.
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	I find this more interesting than this weeks 10th top 10 metalcore debate. [2] I love these story telling threads
ScuroFantasma 09.29.15	@love that sucks man