BallsToTheWall: The Strangeness Of Life

BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	life is too damn short, too damn intricate, too damn perplexing and wonderful and awful all at once for this "life" to just be it. There's gotta be more. I don't see how there isn't.
demigod! 10.23.13	there ain't much more to life than this so enjoy it while you can
Departures 10.23.13	That's why you have to seize the moment whenever opportunity to progress one's own well-being presents itself.
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	My moment to progress has been temporarily roadblocked, been letting so many outside forces corrupt my judgment lately I've been stressed to all fuck, biting into their personal ideas of achieving my own personal success and running with it and not my own.
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	Also, the word success, I don't even know what that fucking means anymore.
SeaAnemone 10.23.13	that just means you gotta jam friendzone harder this much is clear
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	Fuck it, why not? Starting now, making coffee, eating dark chocolate.
Butkuiss 10.23.13	My head hurts
Rowan5215 10.23.13	4 is all you need in life
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	You're lucky, I don't have one.
DurzoBlint 10.23.13	I hope there isn't more, iv already had enough of this shit.
YakNips 10.23.13	Okay do you mind if I use some of your quotes here as lyrics, this is brilliant
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	Go ahead. Listening to So Hideous is just making me want to go outside and run naked while yelling nonsensically to the gods.
Relinquished 10.23.13	stay positive bro never give up http://www.sputnikmusic.com/list.php?memberid=249881&listid=132102
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	I am mostly positive, just boggled, buggled and baggled.
Relinquished 10.23.13	don't get distracted and corrupted less you want to decline as well. maybe some new and different inspirations are in order.
tommygun 10.23.13	good list
Relinquished 10.23.13	i'm just lucky i regained mine a couple of times before losing it for good
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	Hard time focusing on anything really. And i'm sober 99% the time.
NordicMindset 10.23.13	that's why we chop our balls to the wall and insert a fresh new love hole instead
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	I think i'll just start smoking more pot, find a basement to live in and die from video game/waffle house overdose.
Necrotica 10.23.13	This sort of list is why I'm aiming to become one of the great composers and musicians of this generation. If I'm living on this earth, I don't want to waste my time. Even after I'm dead, I want to continue bringing people happiness and inspiration through the music I've made.
Relinquished 10.23.13	good luck with that when pitchfork drives it to the gutter
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	"This sort of list is why I'm aiming to become one of the great composers and musicians of this generation." We got Captain Planet over here lol. Hilarious goal to set but I'm not shitting on it. It's very commendable.
Necrotica 10.23.13	^ That's exactly it. I want to make music that's really meaningful to people
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	But with a 100% approval on pitchfork amiright? :)
Relinquished 10.23.13	10/10 best new music or whatever
Necrotica 10.23.13	I pretty much hate Pitchfork, so I don't care about that :]
Relinquished 10.23.13	just wait then when nick greer reviews it after his long hiatus
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	My only purpose I see is to keep helping the machine run smoothly. Work hard, support myself, contribute positively to society any way I can. That's all. I'm simple as hell and i'm content as long as I'm doing that. I'm antsy when i'm not. I look only to the men, women and children of yesterday who slaved away in factories and made things run smoothly and to the people who perform simple, linear functions. It seems I get looked down upon for being simple, for not being "ambitious", for not going after the big money or having big dreams and for enjoying simple work. And it's that kind of shit..those kind ofs attitudes that at times discourages me from even communicating with people and makes me want to say fuck society altogether.
skeames1214 10.23.13	Enjoy life in all it's fleeting, incomprehensible glory. Brevity is the soul of wit.
Relinquished 10.23.13	it's that kind of shit and fabricated expectancies that made me realise that I wanted to get the hell out of Florida and go somewhere entirely different
Relinquished 10.23.13	and dude how did you not celebrate your 666th list properly
BallsToTheWall 10.23.13	Didn't even notice it. That's what I need though, to get out of this area and clear the air from everyone around me, my family and a few of my friends are drivin me nuts. Nothing personal; it's just making me pissed.
Relinquished 10.23.13	you have to bring back the absurdly huge profile pics and burn your bridges carefully too because I'm finding that I stopped giving a fuck about the family and friends I left behind and sometimes either I wonder if it's alright to continue that way or just continue not giving a fuck
Rowan5215 10.23.13	"Enjoy life in all it's fleeting, incomprehensible glory. Brevity is the soul of wit." skeames is Einstein confirmed
skeames1214 10.23.13	Einstein with street smarts, ya.
Butkuiss 10.23.13	Man sometimes I feel like the only person around here who thinks life is exactly as it appears on the surface and devoid of any greater meaning or fulfilment. Not ragging on people who think otherwise but I just can't see it.
Parallels 10.23.13	one list a day bro
conesmoke 10.23.13	We are here for an extremely insignificant amount of time. Any attempts to immortalise ones self is futile and will never result in true happiness. It's all about this folks: "What it means to be fully human is to strive to live by ideas and ideals, and not to measure your life by what you've attained in terms of your desires, but those small moments of integrity, passion and rationality. Because in the end, the only way that we can measure the significance of our own lives, is by valuing the lives of others"
skeames1214 10.23.13	Nah, Butkuiss, you're right. Buttttt that's not necessarily a bad thing, you just have to make your own meaning. Being sentient rules, cause we can do that.
Butkuiss 10.23.13	Idk bro, is applying meaning to something inherently meaningless an exercise in futility?
conesmoke 10.23.13	Yes, yes it is... When looked at as a big picture. But meaning is necessary to achieve internal peace and happiness (which really... Is what we're all searching for. Even if that happiness means nothing to everyone and everything else)