My mother is very upset that you are so immature.

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Tell her I'm sorry.



I love her.

Under a red sky I told her, I want to die~*~
and how I cry with no concrete reason why~*~
every night
or every other night

omg you guys ;_;

you gonna cry with no concrete reason why?

pretty sure I already do that every night man

I thought it was every other night

it varies a lot, sometimes I even cry tears of blood

well I feel sickly, like I am lost at sea

and all the girls you used to know are high on ecstasy?

not only that, they're much happier than me... I think

Ahh, that sucks man. It's okay though, I'm sure things will pass, much like those girls that smoke the grass or like huffing gas out in the dried-up meadow grass I suppose.

she told me "would you shoot me in the head", but instead we shot the breeze and had malt liquor instead. not my type of drink but y'know.

You didn't happen to pass out afterwards did you? I did that once, passed out in either the shed or the bed - I don't recall.

I don't know. I do remember saying: What better way to put myself in my place? What better way to get out of this goddamn place?

I feel you there, sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in this fucking place, I'm starting to wonder that there must be some better way to put myself in my place out there, right?

Exactly, man. She told me: Broken hearts are easy to hide. Broken hearts are easy to ignore. See, when you break your heart, nothing really breaks.

Ah, I suppose she has a point. I mean, look at her and look at you. 18 and dead - hell, at 16 you were pretty much dead. I would just sleep with her in her bed and not bring up the things you said. It'll be better off that way, okay?

Alright, man.

That was a pretty deep conversation, I feel a little better now, it was nice talking to you Dr. Seussicide, sir.

Aww I missed this conversation, now I'm gonna put a bullet in the back of my head.