umm with music, i'm usually proud of having made it even if i think it's cringe or dogshit by the standards i'd aspire to today? production on this is mostly garbage, but i'm glad i made the effort to throw it all together (and i loved the process of writing it - would defend around half these tunes on paper). i try to see it as a long, continuous growth (making X was how i then made Y, which was how i ended up making Z) and am generally happier with each release than the one before - but that's unhelpful and, along with all the crit I've dished out elsewhere here, has made me half a counter-productive perfectionist (gotta keep raising the bar!!!) and half a cynic who struggles to believe in any new stuff enough to finish it. tryna break out of that - my production is technically better than it's ever been, and i'm slowly working on a new Nightmare Puppy album that will hopefully improve on the last one, but it's hard to stay motivated and stuff like this usually makes me happy bc it reminds me of a time when that was easier
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