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Yeah it's crazy how powerful of an effect music can have on your brain and emotions...

Glad you were able to beat your addiction mate.

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Hey thanks man, I appreciate that.



Yeah that’s one of my favorite things about music. Albums can truly take me back to that time when I first got attached to them, for better or worse.

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Nice work Larkin! Keep it up!

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Thanks brother! Addiction is a bitch and a half.

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coke made me cry once

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Coke World is awful though...its an ego drug and makes you think you're the man, and you don't need anyone. Everyone is trying to get laid "buying" girls/ppl with coke, or get a free sniff. It really turns the World around and people worst! I got so annoyed how coked ppl act under influence (and how they lie to ppl and themselves even when they're not under it too)...so phony, manipulative and distrustful at the same time.

That was it for me...how I quit coke (and derivatives) after a few months.

When it comes "drugs" its always better the ones that dissolves the Ego and makes you think more genuinely on the others.

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I took some from others every now and then but never bought it myself. It was always at some kind of party or one time even on the street with random people I started talking with (they were listening to music and I just walked with the plan to get a pizza and then started dancing because it was fun). However, I never really liked it. I hate it to be restless and energetic without having something useful to do.

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Yeah, fuck cocaine imo, pretty similar story to Larkinhill with me. Went through a phase of pretty regular use (lets say once a month) and even that drove me insane, I got so tired of lying in bed at the end of the night with my heart beating insanely fast. It made me feel like crap. After about 18 months I was like I need to stop and I did.



My friends still do it pretty regularly but they respect me not doing it, although about a month ago I was pretty drunk and was asking for a bit and they were really good in giving me a firm no (although it's so expensive that nobody really wants to give any of it away).



Funnily enough while I'm glad that phase of my life is over, I don't really regret it. It was just something I did and I managed to get out of it before it did me serious harm.

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Yeah I didn’t even like it st first, but when I had two dealers fronting me as much as I wanted (one bring a Colombian waiter I was working with at the time), it became a huge issue. Started doing an 8 ball a night (along with drinking about a 12 pack each night to balance it out). This is why my friends say my wife saved me — they are certainly no saints and even they were worried/pissed at me. My best friend actually refused to hang out with me for a bit unless I slowed it down (and I’ve done every drug under the sun with this guy).



I ended up with a few thousand dollar tab I had to pay off, and since I wasn’t getting any anymore (or selling any), it took a few months.



I’ve been addicted to so many different drugs though. If it’s around, I simply CANNOT restrain myself. I’m from the south but live in LA with my wife and daughters now, where I don’t know where to get anything except for some shrooms. Few years back I started using Silk Road and having everything nailed to me (even heroin and meth). Luckily my wife found out and I stopped. Never again.



It’s very fitting we’re discussing coke in the White Pony thread lol.

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Yes he does lol

"My best friend actually refused to hang out with me for a bit unless I slowed it down" true friends Lark, I had a few of those during a MDMA fase. We literally stopped talking to each other for a while until we get rid of it.

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Yep they just can’t stand to watch you destroy yourself and hope the ultimatum will help you think about things. It’s not like they ditch you right away man, I had been a heavy user for about a year at that point. Plus we all know how annoying cokeheads can be. Especially when they’re also drunk, and I was constantly drinking on coke lol.

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I had an MDMA phase also, but it got to the point where the post roll depression was getting severe and prolonged. It was eventually unbearable. I already have depression (take Wellbutrin for it) so it was especially bad.



One night of fun was not worth a week or two of awful depression. Plus it barely got me high anymore lol. It didn’t feel like rolling anymore, more like I had taken a plain old stimulant or something.

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Yeah serotonin doesn’t come back as fast as dopamine so you can’t abuse mdma the same as coke



I had a Valium adderral phase and it’s like every damn song is relatable

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(Ex)Junkies love to talk about drugs lol I can t help it

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Oh yeah man, adderrall definitely had its day in the sun with me lol. Was abusing the hell out of it from approximately 17/18-21/22 or so.

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If we can’t do them anymore, then we’re gonna at least talk about them lol. It’s like comparing battle/war scars lol.

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now look at 'em, look at 'em...STIIIIIIING

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Yep, I still think that back to school is one of their most pathetic moments right there with the pink cellphone monologue.