“see the thing is i really want to become a known musician / wrestler so i feel like i gotta be ready for all this shit to eventually get thrown back at me lol”

Cross that bridge when it probably doesn’t come to it

complaining about your difficult goals can also be thrown back at you tho

"Someday deep into the future some historian is going to study this thread to try to understand what life was like in the 2020's"

lmao

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and @ venin, I got the ol' anxiety too, I can understand where you're coming from. But my go is just try your best to be a good person in earnest and all will probably turn out just fine. We all die anyways, it's all groovy. Agreed about the point made regarding spotlights and how no one is truly paying attention as much as you might feel like they are - that was something I had to overcome as well. Anxiety sucks for sure

"Someday deep into the future some historian is going to study this thread to try to understand what life was like in the 2020's"

God, i hope we’re Egypt and Twitter is Serbia

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Happy 100 everybody we did it

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i sure hope you're all right. i always feel like i gotta watch my back for every single thing that happens ever and it's exhausting doing that.

@koris: and yeah that's fair. then there's on the flipside, edgy youtubers like idubbbz apologizing for their past and still getting shat on for doing it, because in reality they havent changed they just changed their targets. maybe the kicker is just to be upfront and honest about how imperfect i am from the out?

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This is a good moment for you imo tbh; you're getting a lot of good advice and support from everyone in here, but you also kinda keep going "Yes, but..." to them. It's a negative mindset, which I'm sure is something that is built-in from years of anxiety etc etc. Breaking that's hard as fuck and it's not gonna happen overnight but I hope you realize that you aren't alone, you've got support. Just accept it, welcome it, don't try to qualify it or shrug it off.



Koris and Pots are both right, cross that bridge when you get to it, you're on a highway thousands of miles before even a sign for the bridge shows up my dude.

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"Happy 100 everybody we did it"



fuck all of you, I love you

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Mad deja vu these last 5 pages, hasn't this conversation already happened verbatim twice in this thread?

“Mad deja vu these last 5 pages, hasn't this conversation already happened verbatim twice in this thread?”

Such is life

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@Mars: and we're about to reach 2000 comments! :D

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MarsKid we have all grown up here together, and like a family we've fought, and had some rough times, but we all love each other



And now you've grown from a MarsKid to an Adult Uranus

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to be quite honest i wish i didn't feel like i had to be on that bridge as early, but it's just a lot of shit in my past. mfs when i was like 14 and trying to become a youtuber were pretending to accept me but then shit talking me behind my back for my taste in music, etc. and like. how am i supposed to know someone isn't gonna be spiteful enough to pull something. i even have a years-old clip of me making a fake buzzer noise still somewhere around on other youtubers' videos, who knows what else of that cringey channel they archived.

and yeah i feel like this has happened before too lol i feel yall on deja vu

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That's something I am working through as well, venin. I've had shit friend groups and bad previous experiences that still affect how I interact with others and such. Just gotta work through it and commit to it.

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"And now you've grown from a MarsKid to an Adult Uranus"



ayo?

Agre with mars about the “yes, but..” thing. A lot of your worries are out of your control. You can’t change the past, you can only make better decisions to inform a better future for your goals. And I’m sorry to say it but the chances of you making it famous in music enough for any of these concerns to be warranted are incredibly low. I don’t know anything about wrestling tho. But the point is worrying about it now is useless af.

paranoia sucks. but we believe in u venin!

“ how am i supposed to know someone isn't gonna be spiteful enough to pull something.”

Unfortunately, this is currently life for everyone. Everyone’s got their own way to navigate it, but to take healthy chances and to be brave and to be a decent person, despite what others throw your way, is a way. Can be easier said than done sometimes, but, otherwise, you do nothing and live in meekness and hope you’ll inherit the world.

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@pots: tbh wrestling, if you're good enough, is a bit more lucrative and you can use it to spearhead a music career - chris jericho comes to mind. and one of my tracks has about 2,600 streams which isn't a lot but i have people promoting that can make it go higher. i was part of a project (that never went anywhere) that was getting attention from higher ups too, so who knows.

@everyone: thanks. i'm sure eventually those fears will subside if things turn out ok. i just get the feeling if i completely act like there's nobody out there with that much spite, that i'll be blindsided again just like when i was barely a teenager, foolishly trying to make it with youtube.