hal1ax mmm yea i feel that. but wanting to get/be clean is already change in itself.. but yea idk the first like 6 months are rough tbh. brain chem is still all fckd up.. neural reward pathways have conformed to drug use so u basically it's hard af to naturally feel good from completing tasks that make most ppl feel good.. it's rough. gotta just feel confident that it'll get better and stay busy.. set some goals n shi April 2 07:26 AM
hal1ax yea that perceptual vertigo. the worst is when ur making progress but it don't even make u feel good.. April 2 06:46 AM
