ILJ
04.08.12 | I'll be sure to catch some flak for the abundance of core related albums. |
KILL
04.08.12 | fuc ku |
Fluttertrank
04.08.12 | some good core albums man. 12 is awesome |
eternium
04.08.12 | So what the fuck did you do? |
chambered69
04.08.12 | what did u do |
Eclecticist
04.08.12 | You seem way too self-destructive and although I don't know you personally so I can't honestly tell you how great your coping skills are my best advice is that you should see a psychologist trained in counseling. |
MO
04.08.12 | 77777777 |
Cipieron
04.08.12 | good work |
BallsToTheWall
04.08.12 | if they were assholes good riddance. |
KSK1
04.08.12 | That's a shitty situation man. This list is pretty fucking sweet though. |
adolfshitler
04.08.12 | hey man dont whine here... tell it to fb |
BallsToTheWall
04.08.12 | I can relate to this.... my social anxiety is acting up like a motherfucker at my job lately, I mean I am really starting to malfunction, i'm offending people, i'm acting neurotic, being a dick and being stranger than I usually am.
At the end of the day though it's only a job so I don't care what happens. |
jg777
04.08.12 | Nice list. |
Trebor17
04.08.12 | Jack off, and put a finger and your bum when you're almost there |
eternium
04.08.12 | I want a goddamn story. |
MMX
04.08.12 | The fuck did you do lol |
Funeralopolis
04.08.12 | Eclecticist is right, you seem to come here telling us stories of self-destruction quite often. You need to try to pinpoint what is causing this and probably see a psychologist, there is no shame in it. |
Spec
04.08.12 | Why do they hate you? |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | This is like watching the Oscars and waiting for Best Actor/Actress to get picked. GET TO THE MAIN EVENT! |
InnocentShadow
04.08.12 | I like your list, well, in terms of the albums anyways. |
Maniac!
04.08.12 | Stop trying to prostitute yourself and people will like you more |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | Do they not like you bc you ignore them when they ask you to provide detailed accounts of events? Cuz I can relate to that right now. |
BallsToTheWall
04.08.12 | I'm one weekend away from having a mental breakdown going awol...you better have a legit ass excuse for your situation. |
Trebor17
04.08.12 | I just talked to a girl for 2 hours
That's like a new record for me |
Devastator
04.08.12 | That sucks man hope you work it out......... I love you ILJAJLM. |
Spec
04.08.12 | Sputnik is just a barrel of fun tonight. |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | Where do you work Balls? What kind of job is it? |
BallsToTheWall
04.08.12 | I don't think Ive ever talked to anybody for 2 hours. Sounds painful.
Guido restaraunt/nightclub. Its a good gig but I cant take it..i'm the blackest of the black sheep...the leper of lepers. |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | I've rarely met a girl I can stand to listen to for more than two hours before just wanting to cut to the chase. Sounds like where I used to work two years ago Balls, had THE SHITTIEST and most ANAL manager ever |
Slum
04.08.12 | what the FUCK did you DO |
ILJ
04.08.12 | Hi guys. Sorry I'm doing homework and junk.
I think that what I say just comes out in a really asshole kind of manner, so I just need to filter my thoughts better. Like I said, I deactivated the account so I'm going to stay away from most people for a while and get my shit together and then maybe make some apologies and the like and try and, you know, not be a dick all the time.
People in general usually treat me pretty shitty so maybe this whole being-a-dick attitude is some sort of reaction to it. |
Devastator
04.08.12 | Damn Balls you got social anxiety? I have regular anxiety and it's a bitch. How long have you known about it?
I still love you ILJAJLM. |
North0House2
04.08.12 | See, this is why I only have one friend- my brother.
I mean, I chill with two other guys here and there, but not often. I keep myself at a distance.
People can suck, so it's not worth making everyone happy, as far as I'm concerned. |
RosaParks
04.08.12 | LOL |
Trebor17
04.08.12 | I think a lot of us sputnikers have social anxiety
|
Spec
04.08.12 | Don't forget depression! |
BallsToTheWall
04.08.12 | Have had social anxiety as long as I can remember. And regular anxiety flares up on roller coasters, snorkeling in the ocean, etc. |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | @ILJAJLM: It sounds dumb, but try finding something to compliment ppl about. Aim to do it like at least once or twice a day (even to a complete stranger if you want). Ppl will react to you better and you'll start to see the good things in ppl. Kind of a carbon copy of my previous few years at uni. Obviously you don't need to force yourself to give compliments to anyone who just doesnt deserve it, your call. |
Cells
04.08.12 | im afraid of peeple |
Devastator
04.08.12 | @Balls Shit man that sucks. It can fuck with your life. |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | I think a lot of us sputnikers have social anxiety[2] |
BallsToTheWall
04.08.12 | There are times I can function fine and there are other times I cannot...there are also certain social things I cannot do.or at least don't know how. .the manic awkwardness and restlessness is something I need to work on at some point. Maybe form a skramz band at some point. |
Fluttertrank
04.08.12 | yeah social anxiety sucks, i basically only have one friend, i mean i talk to people, but i feel so fucking awkward i hate it. |
MO
04.08.12 | "@ILJAJLM: It sounds dumb, but try finding something to compliment ppl about. Aim to do it like at least once or twice a day (even to a complete stranger if you want). Ppl will react to you better and you'll start to see the good things in ppl. Kind of a carbon copy of my previous few years at uni. Obviously you don't need to force yourself to give compliments to anyone who just doesnt deserve it, your call."
while this is sound advice I can't believe it's something that has to be recommended |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | @MetallicOpeth: It's kinda sad that it needs to be re-emphasized although it should be part of normal interaction. I was told this by both a psychiatrist and a recent professor who taught me presentation skills. |
Devastator
04.08.12 | @Balls Ya man I hear you. There were times when I was younger that I would just stop functioning cause something freaked me out. It would be the simplest concern or thing and I was gone. |
KSK1
04.08.12 | The other day I went to a bar with some friends and it was my turn to be the DD. I hate rap/hip hop music but if i'm drunk I can have fun and dance with everyone. Because I was sober, I felt super awkward and uncomfortable and left the bar and walked around the city listening to music on my phone for 2 hrs till they texted me to come back and drive them home. Social anxiety is rare for me but I think most people deal with it at some point in their lives. |
ILJ
04.08.12 | "It sounds dumb, but try finding something to compliment ppl about. Aim to do it like at least once or twice a day (even to a complete stranger if you want). Ppl will react to you better and you'll start to see the good things in ppl. Kind of a carbon copy of my previous few years at uni. Obviously you don't need to force yourself to give compliments to anyone who just doesnt deserve it, your call."
Yeah, I used to do that for awhile and stopped for whatever reason. I'll definitely take that into consideration and keep it in mind.
And I love you too Devastator. |
Xenophanes
04.08.12 | Were you the guy who spray painted the racist shit on the side of the black students building? There was a sit in and everything no wonder why people h8 u. |
ILJ
04.08.12 | No I wasn't but I heard about that man. Crazy stuff.
I don't even know where Hale hall is off the top of my head. |
Xenophanes
04.08.12 | Dude I'm a fourth year and I'm still discovering new buildings. It's the largest campus in the country I think.
Shit ppl think I'm Jewish all the fucking time. Gonna get racisted at
|
Xenophanes
04.08.12 | You can do my calc homework to get your mind off of this if you want btw |
ILJ
04.08.12 | I appreciate your offer Xeno, but I actually have calculus of my own to do. Along with numerous other things. Lol. |
Deviant.
04.08.12 | "Shit ppl think I'm Jewish all the fucking time. Gonna get racisted at"
*shakes pants* how much money is in my pockets? |
pwalcher
04.08.12 | "I appreciate your offer Xeno, but I actually have calculus of my own to do. Along with numerous other things. Lol."
Other things? Just say porn man we're all amigos. |
Devastator
04.09.12 | Forgot to mention that this list is sexy. |
ILJ
04.09.12 | Thanks bro. |
VinVal
04.09.12 | Listened to alot of these in the past few days cheers |
macman76
04.09.12 | List is great, also feel for ya ILJAJLM, friends can suck sometimes |
Acanthus
04.09.12 | google+ man, have video chats with yourself and such. |
Deviant.
04.09.12 | I think the easy solution to all of this is to perhaps stop acting like such a cunt |
StrangerofSorts
04.09.12 | subtlety, caring and grace since 2009. |
6justice6detty6
04.09.12 | take ur own advice deviant |
Fluttertrank
04.09.12 | take his advice justice. douche. |
Acanthus
04.09.12 | @silent - Sarcasm, I have it in abundance. |
Deviant.
04.09.12 | "take ur own advice deviant"
Sorry, not trying to impress kids on the internet |
taylormemer
04.09.12 | Oh god the drama. |
Wolfhorde
04.09.12 | I'm not really sure as to how far FB = social life, unless you meant it was some kind of side effect. |
Tyrael
04.09.12 | fb has turned into 'that place where people show off how awesome their lives are'
or something |
AfterTheBreakdown
04.09.12 | facebook gets worse everyday. |
Katechon
04.09.12 | Social anxiety blows. |
AsoTamaki
04.09.12 | So yeah. You're not gonna say what you did, are you? At least tell a vague summary of events if you're gonna make livejournal-esque lists, man. This wasn't very interesting to read. |
jefflebowski
04.09.12 | Aso, has anyone ever told you you're an asshole? |
Bloodhail
04.09.12 | sounds like most of sputnik knows this feel |
HappyArseDay
04.09.12 | 18=rad |
Scoot
04.09.12 | oh man this list |
ILJ
04.09.12 | Is that a good "oh man" or a bad one Scoot? |
Scoot
04.09.12 | i meant the comments but the list itself is good besides a few crappy albums btw people suck i get it |
