kevbogz: am sad | Sputnikmusic

kevbogz 01.28.20	s.o.s.
SitarHero 01.28.20	Chin up bogzy. You're young and alive and there's nothing you can't do with your life right now.
budgie 01.28.20	buncha sweet ass music on this list here kevbro https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5a3VDAx_T-M
budgie 01.28.20	"(yes, Tim McGraw)." i lold irl
Bedex 01.28.20	1 and 8 oh boy that is sadness in the flesh
budgie 01.28.20	i need to buy a desk lamp can anyone suggest a good desk lamp
kevbogz 01.28.20	@SH thanks bub, but I'm starting to feel my age and it's a lil shitty @budg dunno whose name is worse them or Make A Change... Kill Yourself @Bed 1 & 8 were my sitting in the library at 4am go-to's
Deez 01.28.20	Dont be sad Kevz bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks
Halfman 01.28.20	maybe you don't need more sad but listen to sprain - anything
kevbogz 01.28.20	keep em coming boys I wanna feel my heart break
Sinternet 01.28.20	came to say 65 but nice
Sinternet 01.28.20	uhh sorry to hear tho bro but uhh check tom waits - take it with me
budgie 01.28.20	https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRwijpJqLUw i love this music video. makes me feel so cold and alone
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.28.20	did you move back home as in back to your home town or as in back into your parents home? if the latter then the next logical step is to join the military.
Deez 01.28.20	Townes Van Zandt - Nothin is my saddest song ever or Gloomy sunday
DadKungFu 01.28.20	Be good to yourself, as much as possible Jerry Jeff Walker- Little Bird Townes Van Zandt - For the Sake of the Song Ryan Adams- Oh My Sweet Carolina
kevbogz 01.28.20	thanks lads @pots back in with my parents. luckily, we have 4 acres of land, so I've got a little house on the edge of the property for myself. just feels like a giant step back in my life, and my degree is practically useless until I get a master's and/or PhD, but I don't plan on going back til this coming fall sooo ¯_(ツ)_/¯ in dat purgatory lull rn
DadKungFu 01.28.20	what's your degree?
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.28.20	well i have a sad rec for you if you haven't heard it Son Lux - At War With Walls and Mazes it doesn't get much more depressing than that alb
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.28.20	also the song Paradise Circus by Massive Attack. unleash the floodgates
JohnnyoftheWell 01.28.20	Purgatory lull is a good way to put it - know that state well and you've just gotta push through, my dude. Everything I know on this list is depressing af so gj I guess - don't listen to too much Grace Cathedral Park. Hope all's ok "check tom waits - take it with me" Excellent sad Waits pick
JohnnyoftheWell 01.28.20	@Pots Better Things bby
kevbogz 01.28.20	@dad History/Classics and a minor in Historical Linguistics. didn't get a teaching credential because I have absolutely no interest in teaching high school, plus the field of ancient history is first on the chopping block in Liberal Studies, so outside of top 50 schools, jobs are few and far between. yall already making me feel better :')
DadKungFu 01.28.20	Yeah gotta get that grad school. Good on you for having the balls to go into a field you actually care about.
GhostB1rd 01.28.20	Learn to code, bra.
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.28.20	pretty sure he wants to get laid sometime in the future
GhostB1rd 01.28.20	Codin' = Cash = Ass. It's science.
Meridiu5 01.28.20	8 is perfect also fuck that ho
GhostB1rd 01.28.20	Gotta hear both sides.
frozencarl 01.28.20	i was in the same boat so i went to grad school in a big city and its tight as fuk
budgie 01.28.20	holy shit historical linguistics dude
GhostB1rd 01.28.20	lol
kevbogz 01.28.20	I went to school in the Bay Area, so I definitely got the "big city" out of me real quick. too much bleakness imo. we would argue over trivial shit all the time, and it got to the point where she didn't wanna deal with it anymore. 10 years is a long time, and she said she wanted to be single so she can "go on bad dates" and "fuck around," and that she wasn't in love with me anymore. ¯_(ツ)_/¯ @budg it's coo it's just utterly useless and esoteric. I focus primarily on the evolution of cuneiform and it's migration(s) and different dialects per region, ancient Greek, and Latin.
DadKungFu 01.28.20	If you've read Plato in ancient Greek that's pretty fucking baller
kevbogz 01.28.20	did a seminar on Plato and sexuality in Greek, was the hardest shit I ever did
botulist 01.28.20	is plato Spanish for plate , and if yes, then why, and if why not, then whence?
Deathconscious 01.28.20
botulist 01.28.20	okay, i'll see you on tindr tomorrow.
Valkoor952 01.28.20	10 years is rough man, hang in there Is this your first serious relationship
kevbogz 01.28.20	I had a 2 year relationship back in high school, nothing as serious as this one tho. I have some school friends that are just barely 21 (I'm 27) and they don't seem to understand the importance of mental health in students, and were sort of bagging on me for not finishing the semester strong. I had to stop, wait a minute, and tell them that I met this person when these lil shits were only 11 years old
Deathconscious 01.28.20
GhostB1rd 01.28.20	Did she have feelings one way or the other on your chest tattoo?
GhostB1rd 01.28.20	Adolf is on grindr let's be honest here. Ars set up his account.
Valkoor952 01.28.20	"and were sort of bagging on me for not finishing the semester strong" Yeah they sound like fucking idiots. After my first breakup of a 3 year relationship I was basically mentally incapacitated for at least 2 months. Wasn't eating at all or getting enough fluids every day and my daily routine consisted of drinking from noon to the late midnight to the point where at the end of this regime I had trouble walking up the stairs to my apartment due to exhaustion, dizziness and malnutrition. I was crushed and was absolutely miserable laying in bed all day and drinking myself to death. Two months later however things started getting better and by the fourth/fifth month I got back on track and started living my daily life the same way I did before after finally letting go. After those months I had a period where I felt fucking phenomenal, started going out more, socializing, doing things, pursuing my degree and I felt fantastic. The truth is there are fundamentally only two things that help you get over a breakup. Keeping yourself busy and time itself. It may seem like the end of the world, literally everyone feels this way after their first breakup but all this subsides and is something that you ponder later on, that is, how you ever felt so miserable because of somebody else. That and time, time heals everything. Drown in your sorrows now, let it all out but know that the future will be brighter - it always is. Sheesh sorry for the rant Anyways here's a song I wanna rec that really helped me get back on my feet Puscifer - Momma Sed (Alive at Club Nokia) Just make sure it's the correct version
Muhlysa 01.28.20	Big ups for Starflyer 59. I've listened and will listen again in your honor sir.
rockarollacola 01.28.20	I got dumped yesterday, I'm with you big guy.
kevbogz 01.28.20	@val the first 2 months were grossly similar. luckily, I had accumulated a large amount of sick days, and my manager was a super chill dude who knew what was going on, so I used up 2 weeks and barely ever left the bed. I can feel myself slowly getting better in really small ways, the only problem I'm having is that I don't know what to do with my time outside of looking for jobs, figuring out school shit, and helping my mom in the yard. today was just especially bad just because of some stupid ass dream I had that I let ruin my whole day. @rockaroll gah I'm sorry brother, hopefully your recovery is quick.
Valkoor952 01.28.20	"today was just especially bad just because of some stupid ass dream I had that I let ruin my whole day." yeah dreams are shit, used to dream about my ex every night for some time and just wake up with unease in the middle of the night. Shitty way to start your day. As far as not knowing what to do, have you tried lifting? Bumping some hardcore angsty metal in the gym while lifting weights and pushing yourself to the limit is incredibly rewarding and makes you feel better about yourself + releases all the accumulated steam + has all sorts of health benefits. There's no downside to it really. If you've never done it at first it may be challenging, but all the more better. You will quickly find something positive that you can truly indulge in that will help you in multitude of ways in the long run. And also, lifting just fucking rules.
BlushfulHippocrene 01.28.20	This is a very good (and sad) list. Sounds like a shit time, but it'll turn round; take care of yourself till then.
kevbogz 01.28.20	@val sure am. and my main goal is to get freak-of-nature size, but I haven't gone in a week+ because I got a bad case of poison oak. I mean, I'm doing shit like hanging out with buds, hiking, etc. I think my complacency is largely due time feeling like time is going by so fucking slow; I spent so many of my days completely maxed with school and working, and now I have all this free time and I dunno wtf to do with it. I'm basically just biding time til fall semester starts. thanks Blush
oWhoadYo 01.28.20	damn, Jackson C. Frank was from Buffalo?
Dewinged 01.28.20	Went through the same, 10 year relationship just came to an end, and it was devastating. It'll take time and you will always wonder what could have you done to avoid it, but sometimes things happen for a reason, and you'll learn to live with it dude. I am pretty sure good things await you. Embrace the change!
Deathconscious 01.28.20	"Adolf is on grindr let's be honest here. Ars set up his account." As if i need a grindr account when i have all the sputdick i could need right here.
Pikazilla 01.28.20	Chin up, kevs. You're young, you've still got it all ahead of you (:
kevbogz 01.29.20	"Went through the same, 10 year relationship just came to an end, and it was devastating. It'll take time and you will always wonder what could have you done to avoid it, but sometimes things happen for a reason, and you'll learn to live with it dude. I am pretty sure good things await you. Embrace the change!" I think the most hurt is the loss of a best friend and soulmate. I know what my problems were in the relationship, and I was so slow to work on em because I was too comfortable with who I was/am. I'm actually just about done with signing up for healthcare, and I've been flirting with the idea of anti-depressants because my life has been 1 tragedy after another. there's only so much trauma you can work on before you give up, and I'm sorta flirting with that boundary. "Chin up, kevs. You're young, you've still got it all ahead of you (:" thanks pika (:
Valkoor952 01.29.20	"I think the most hurt is the loss of a best friend and soulmate" It's not a soulmate if it didn't work out, don't idealize the image of her because soon you will probably realize that she had more flaws, or things that did not quite gel with you, than you would currently like to admit
kevbogz 01.29.20	well, I always did romanticize Aristophanes' speech in Plato's Symposium. I'm just a big ole sucker
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.29.20	damn valk i knew you were just a big softy under all the frowns
notagenius 01.29.20	[Aileen deleted this]
kevbogz 01.29.20	y r u trying to hurt me more ?
loveisamixtape 01.29.20	sry to hear, thx for this list
BenThatsMyJamin 01.29.20	Sad ended relationship rec if that will help: Laura Goldthorp - Colourless (the song) Hang in there bud!
notagenius 01.29.20	[Aileen deleted this]
zakalwe 01.29.20	Back living at home? Your parent(s) must have the right fucking hump.
notagenius 01.29.20	[Aileen deleted this]
Relinquished 01.29.20	jesus sach lol shut up
notagenius 01.29.20	>Relinquished after you
BigHans 01.29.20	Fuck yeah Willie Nelson
BigHans 01.29.20	I went through 16 years of relationships that were largely misery. I've been single, by design, for 2 years now, and its absolutely fucking GLORIOUS. I'm not trying to be dismissive, but here to tell you, someday you will be doing great if you embrace it.
zakalwe 01.29.20	Love is the greatest thing you can ever experience. It’s the reason to live and the one thing that binds us all. Live and love
Relinquished 01.29.20	until zak starts acting bitter about a random millennial record
Divaman 01.29.20	And bagels. But yeah, love is good too.
loveisamixtape 01.29.20	every thread like this always has at least 3 essays in the comments
botb 01.29.20	Feel better buddy, know that sucks.
kevbogz 01.29.20	@notagenius not reading all of that, sorry. you're sort of projecting your own experience(s) in a negative way, also putting words in my mouth, and tbh bro it's pretty tox. @hans I appreciate that man, because I feel like the main crumb of advice I have gotten is "time heals all wounds" and other shit like that, but it's always from the most miserable people I know? I have friends who have been single for year+ now and it seems to them to be a prerogative to fuck and date, and idk that doesn't really interest me? I feel like I have a ton of love to give, but my problem is that I always focused it outwards instead of inwards on myself, so I'm trying that out and it's pretty fucking hard I will say. @everyone I appreciate all the kind words and understandings. y'all are honestly showing me more support than half my irl friends
budgie 01.29.20	this thread is lame
Drifter 01.29.20	64 is awesome
kevbogz 01.29.20	fist me budg @drif I was in my uhaul driving back home and put this on. brought me to fucking tears
loveisamixtape 01.29.20	love so much of this list that i am excited to check what i don’t already know
kevbogz 01.30.20	heck yeah dude, glad to hear someone's actually into this shit! lemme know what you think and I can rec you a ton more
budgie 01.30.20	kev what's the better album 44 or 45
kevbogz 01.30.20	45 is lyrically and sonally a masterpiece. 44 is pedophiliac and I shutter every time I listen. however, it still riffs
budgie 01.30.20	it's pedophiliac?
kevbogz 01.30.20	is it not? And what would I not say to be in that room again if only for one moment That you would hold me in your tiny hand, and I might say Tomorrow I could find you, and you might take something that I thought I could never give away If just to think I've something more to show
budgie 01.30.20	never really looked at the lyrics too closely, figured it was the exact same relationship that he wrote 45 about
kevbogz 01.30.20	budg are you saying you condone pedophilia
budgie 01.30.20	hey hold on a second here
loveisamixtape 01.30.20	i plan to check 2, 3, 18, 29, 39, 40, 48, 51 thru 68 lul. footprints by warning is the song i think most defines this list for me
Skoj 01.30.20	channel the emotions into incomprehensible screaming and start a skramz band. Yelling your feelings = treating your feelings. Be good to yourself, you're a human and feeling is ok.
budgie 01.30.20	i give this list & thread a 5 out of infinity
budgie 01.30.20	i bet i could make a better list than this using nothing but my butt cheex
kevbogz 01.30.20	"i plan to check 2, 3, 18, 29, 39, 40, 48, 51 thru 68 lul." all good choices, but 65-68 are subjectively gut-wrenching because I attach personal memories to them. 2 is actually an incredibly wonderful album thru and thru and am surprised it isn't a lil more popular here. @skoj thanks bud. I wish I could start a band, but no one I know is musically talented. rip @budg i'd like to see you try friend
notagenius 01.30.20	[Aileen deleted this]
budgie 01.30.20	🧟‍♂️🧟‍♀️🧟‍♂️🧛‍♀️
kevbogz 01.30.20	@notagenius no where here or anywhere have I "shit" on my ex. you're weird and tox bro I'm gonna have to ask you to leave
loveisamixtape 01.30.20	after me n the ex I lived with broke up, i moved back home bc i had no choice, and all i’m gonna say is the couple of months i spent there are now (5 years later) what i consider to be some of the most important times of my whole life. hope u learn n grow a lot and again i appreciate this list
kevbogz 01.30.20	ily bro ty for the insight. I know once I get my life back to where I want it to be, I'm going to look back at this experience and truly appreciate and be grateful. transition periods have always been messy for me, and the feeling of stagnation is sort of wearing on me
loveisamixtape 01.30.20	take advantage of not paying rent etc (unless u do?) and buy yourself something you’ve always wanted
loveisamixtape 01.30.20	< 3 ur only stagnant until you find something to throw yourself into!!! shit is always happening and i’m sure you’ll find something to occupy the empty spaces
notagenius 01.30.20	>kevbogz i mean that video I linked is disgraceful to that ex. not you. i deleted all my words. typed for a great while then realize that actually none read or tried to understand what i really mean. there were lots of words were actually for seeing what went on in the relationship not for going thru breakups, because girls really don't mean what they say sometimes. there could be cognitive bias. it is okay, i am a weirdo anyway. hope you are doing well. sorry for not actually helps out.
Valkoor952 01.30.20	"damn valk i knew you were just a big softy under all the frowns" one has to keep the frowns and smiles balanced
Black 01.30.20	did you explain why you guys broke up? just curious?
Relinquished 01.30.20	sach prob was you were being to real tbh and that's not what everyone needs after a 10+ relationship breakup. you weren't technically wrong but it was a bit much.
loveisamixtape 01.30.20	he’s standing right behind me isn’t he
notagenius 01.30.20	That shadow id is right. I’m no sach. Can call me Nag. To shadow id, i am dead inside so I feel nothing. But while you have fun and try to mess me around, don't get my account blocked please. I like the site. to thread owner, after all, be brave. Say something not completely bright but real and actually positive We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars. — Wilde
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	ah yes, the "broken english alt", never seen this before lets take this dude very seriously
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	p.s. sup headphones
sixdegrees 01.31.20	wrong again
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	does it matter? no, because no one really cares who it is
sixdegrees 01.31.20	L
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	six getting suspiciously defensive
sixdegrees 01.31.20	its just puzzling that people cant recognize a sach account about 200 alts in
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	100% do not believe notagenius is sach 100% believe notageniusaintme is sach
sixdegrees 01.31.20	I'm thinking we're gonna need wolfe to weigh in on this one
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	100% dont believe that sixdegrees thinks notagenius is sach
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	im 100% certain i mean of course
Relinquished 01.31.20	was weird to see sach apologise for once but then again you’re here every week
Relinquished 01.31.20	weigh in deez nuts on your chin six
sixdegrees 01.31.20	sputtalk's best minds are on the case as we speak
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.
StarlessCore 01.31.20	lol 200 comments i miss 2011
Relinquished 01.31.20	you’re stunted since 2011
sixdegrees 01.31.20	the progmaster golden era
Relinquished 01.31.20	the neutralblunder years
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	im genuinely confused at what you're grumped about six. i dont actually think it's headphones, it was a jab at the way the alt 'talks'. clearly you're the gatekeeper of epic alt account identities, why don't you inform everyone as to what your investigation has uncovered? we are all assuredly on the edge of our seats.
sixdegrees 01.31.20	the results are in: not a sach account
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	im reeling
StarlessCore 01.31.20	no THE golden era
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	your golden era was when you were 17?
sixdegrees 01.31.20	2013-14 >
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	how many beyblades were u shredding u animal
StarlessCore 01.31.20	no pots as previously stated it was THE golden era not that we didnt have lists like this then but JESUS my golden era rn tho im stacking gwop
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	stacking many small bills folded together to give the appearance of a larger amount of money sick dude
StarlessCore 01.31.20	yes it was meant to be taken literally
sixdegrees 01.31.20	https://66.media.tumblr.com/c0754906efc9a8b2a5011fc7064a19dd/tumblr_pak3m2g5nq1vntq6no1_500.png
Relinquished 01.31.20	so you’re saying you’re not earning money, gotcha
StarlessCore 01.31.20	six just covered it 4 me
Relinquished 01.31.20	can’t trust six on account of all of the gay redirects recently
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	what precisely happened on here in 2011 that you are so sentimental about proggy back then everyone just shat on you constantly innit
StarlessCore 01.31.20	jesus bro can u get a life already same shit with you for 12 years its pretty widely known by OGS that that is the golden era, shouldnt have to argue further. u were there WE WERE THERE
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	i think if ur still daydreaming about 2011 sput you've definitely got the life by korn
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	epic bro times up the wazoo id trade my third nutt to get those abck
Relinquished 01.31.20	thing is proggy had his his third nut ever in ‘11 that’s why he longs
sixdegrees 01.31.20	dont remember anything from 2011 besides the Rest guys spamming the site
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	stackin' comments '11 style like proggy stackin' (kraft) singles
Sinternet 01.31.20	the golden era is now where i am here to piss over every thread
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	ah yes the good ol' Rest boys tough cookies
StarlessCore 01.31.20	not daydreaming about it, barely post here anymore project elsewhere trash rnb loving goofy
sixdegrees 01.31.20	those guys were like the trial run for dalton dubois
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	aight boys gonna go milk my prostate while i think 'bout 2011 (on sputnik) daddy's bout to noot
Sinternet 01.31.20	i wonder how dalton is doing these days maybe he's still paying for fake 9/10 reviews for his albums
sixdegrees 01.31.20	that awesome moment when you wake up on a saturday morning to get your bowl of lucky charms and post an opeth ranked list
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	proggy u wilin' dude don't take it so hard we cool
sixdegrees 01.31.20	dalton is in a series of trash bags buried under my shed
StarlessCore 01.31.20	youre not going anywhere ur gonna continue to post everywhere to validate yourself u aint fooling us POTSY
StarlessCore 01.31.20	agreed pots we best friends always have been
Sinternet 01.31.20	that awesome moment when you wake up on a saturday morning to get your bowl of lucky charms and post an overrated bands list
loveisamixtape 01.31.20	i was 16 when i joined this site and should have changed my name years ago
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	well ya it was sarcasm so yes very nice deduction
Relinquished 01.31.20	sint invites himself like R Kelly to pee on threads that have no chins to aim at
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	"agreed pots we best friends always have been" no reason not to be unless u REALLY hung up on dat 2011 ish ;]
Sinternet 01.31.20	i dangled my balls on ur nans chin so many times i neglected my own no regrets bout that life
Lord(e)Po)))ts 01.31.20	honestly pretty cool character arch tho neutralthunder going from 17 year old prog nerd to 17 year old wigger over the course of 9 years.
Sinternet 01.31.20	combine nerd and wigger
StarlessCore 01.31.20	lol i def dont act like a wigger very racist to imply im a wigger because i enjoy rap music be more tolerant
Sinternet 01.31.20	do you have a thug life knuckle tattoo
Relinquished 01.31.20	you’d suck the melanin off keef’s dick don’t lie
StarlessCore 01.31.20	ur mistaken at this point id rather him die bad father to his kids and doesn't drop the songs i want
GhostB1rd 01.31.20	Dude there was no golden age on here deviant banned me for saying faggot 10 years ago and he still bans me for it today.
GhostB1rd 01.31.20	Also I love the idea that Snide paid for 9/10 reviews because even he knew perfect scores would just be too much of a red flag.
kevbogz 01.31.20	what is happening
budgie 01.31.20	idk kevbro but im scared
kevbogz 01.31.20	can a man grief
budgie 01.31.20	that's what you get for getting your list featured
GhostB1rd 01.31.20	No, a man cannot.
budgie 01.31.20	i'm heeelboooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuund spellbooooouuouund im shoot dooowwn HEADIN FOR THE GROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUOND
notagenius 01.31.20	what happened is I received ugly mocks from 4 specific users. making fake alias account and making fun of me with a sputnik inner joke "sach". sniffing my account and id in search engine and called it gatekeeper with best minds. being proud that they can speak English well and can only speak English well.
notagenius 01.31.20	do those 4 hyped users care if you can gain a positive growth from current sadness? do those 4 hyped users care if you might overlook that it could be an impulsive decision from her, and she could in great regret as well? do those 4 hyped user care what I wanted to remind you of was all the loved we received is power can keep us going? boy, it is not a losing game. do those 4 hyped user care what I wanted to say is tearing up the wound and looking into it rather than looking away could make a quality heal even it hurts at the beginning? what do they care? I read the thread carefully later, I thought some comments about the date app were yours then it turned out to be not, but I judged I am sorry. honestly wish you can recover well and get better. secretly hope you two have chance to be back together. (Modern people throw things away when they are broken, but not repair.) I listened to some songs on the list already. also rec Tom Waits - take it with me as one user mentioned. besides, Bessie Smith - Nobody knows you when you're down and out and lady day's Crazy He Calls Me The last note is about the study. sounds like you will start your master, there is actually crossover of computer science and linguistics, maybe you have known it, but if not, the direction is called NLP (natural language processing), after the problem of machine translation is solved, it will go to the more professional linguistic fields, like historical language, then the talent like you will be really in need. like, google transaltion for all the ancient literature. okay that is all i can think of what i can help. i will forever leave the thread.
Valkoor952 01.31.20	"Dude there was no golden age on here deviant banned me for saying faggot 10 years ago and he still bans me for it today" He did and he does still?
cold 01.31.20	Dude, you got some choice tracks on here. That Miserable track is probably her best song to date. Also, Greet Death could use some more love on this site.
Relinquished 01.31.20	literallynotagenius called sach a joke nice
loveisamixtape 01.31.20	i hate that greet death album so much
Itwasthatwas 02.02.20	There’s literally zero productive value in being sad about the past or the distant future, just focus your energy on what you’re doing next. The worst thing about something like this is the opportunity cost of everything you could have done instead. But hopefully that decade of experiences shaped you into someone better able to take on the next one
Deathconscious 02.03.20	There’s literally zero productive value in being sad about the past or the distant future [2]
GhostB1rd 02.03.20	@Greta
loveisamixtape 02.03.20	there’s zero productive value in a lot of things everyone does
kevbogz 02.03.20	i hate this thread
Deathconscious 02.03.20	"there’s zero productive value in a lot of things everyone does" Duh, whats your point, be sad over the past and future? Read between the lines a little.
Larkinhill 02.03.20	There’s literally zero productive value in being sad about the past or the distant future, just focus your energy on what you’re doing next (3) But of course, easier said than done.
mushroomcult 04.20.20	rip
budgie 04.20.20	lol
kevbogz 04.20.20	well the golden years never happened to you or anyone you thought you knew. they all grew up to be miserable adults, just waiting for the day they get to die.
kevbogz 05.17.20	update: she unblocked me to tell me how much she hated me and that she was burning my stuff she had
budgie 05.17.20	wtf
kevbogz 05.17.20	pretty childish and petty considering its been 6 months. these past 2 weeks i finally felt myself letting go and going through the acceptance phase, now i just feel like shit.
budgie 05.17.20	bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks
Meridiu5 05.17.20	what a cunt
Itwasthatwas 05.17.20	sounds like you dodged a bullet with this one, enjoy the rest of your life without an unstable anchor dragging you down
pollastrerostit 08.12.20	Very nice list, can relate to a lot of it 1 11 21 22 23 36 43 ... and 45 damn hope you're feeling better by now :)
twlight 08.12.20	bro you'll be fine... listen to good music and talk to friends
kevbogz 03.09.21	update: im fine twlichty was right
Dewinged 03.09.21	Happy to read that kev
kevbogz 03.09.21	thanks dewi. took a hot min but it's always in hindsight when u look back at horrible relationships and wonder what the fuck u were doing. also living rent free with my mom is pretty great. she's old as fuck and can't upkeep the land as well anymore. in the middle of my 2nd semester of grad school, and not having to work part time to survive frees up a lot of time and energy to focus and enjoy life a lil more

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