Mort.
04.05.18 | slammed before his time rip in slams |
Papa Universe
04.05.18 | man, he'll be so happy that you commemorate him with slam metal music |
DinosaurJones
04.05.18 | Bump some Chief Keef in memoriam |
cold
04.05.18 | Which one is sach? |
Papa Universe
04.05.18 | fifth from the left, center, second picture |
JeetJeet
04.05.18 | Fuck em |
ianblxdsoe
04.05.18 | the xan man |
SteakByrnes
04.05.18 | I didn't even know he was back |
DreamyDragon
04.05.18 | man i'm geeked |
DreamyDragon
04.05.18 | but i AM back
what it do? |
Deathconscious
04.05.18 | he never really left, just been on a revolving door of alts that get banned. |
brainmelter
04.05.18 | gotta love em |
Spec
04.05.18 | I didn’t know he was still here. |
DreamyDragon
04.05.18 | I am kinda, but if I'm on chances are I'm either waiting for the scopalomine to kick in or I'm drunk
|
Spec
04.05.18 | I started using sput regularity again recently. |
DreamyDragon
04.05.18 | i mean i'd be a regular user if it weren't for uni, drugs and sowing lmao |
SteakByrnes
04.05.18 | #freesach |
Beautiful
04.05.18 | This new user name is extremely uncharacteristic of sach
Can't help but think of imagine dragons |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZGCWQJfXCY |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | @darius
I have given up benzos and toned down my drinking so it's PROGRESS
if you don't know the struggle don't hate |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | yeah
my problem is vice substitution (i.e. i've basically just switched out benzos for cough syrup and otc motion sickness pills [deliriants at high doses])
i only drink like 3 times a week now
but i drink HEAVY
still get my liquor from hardware stores cuz shit's industrial grade and cheap |
Beautiful
04.06.18 | That was real good
Ok that mental association is now gone :p |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | tfw glo gang's whitewashed mexican offsider is beating bladee (a.k.a. the autotune jew) at his own game
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnOaDGghaWE |
Spec
04.06.18 | Benzos are sweet because you can be a complete asshole for two weeks straight and remember none of it. |
SCREAM!
04.06.18 | Claims to want silence
But doesn't close thread for commenting |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | benzos are awful because you alienate all of your friends and end up homeless without even realising it |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | moments are fleeting!
comments are FOREVER (read: however long it takes sowing to delete them) |
Spec
04.06.18 | Yeah I had a stint with benzos (again) a few months ago. At least I think it was a few months ago cause who the fuck knows.
Apparently I’m uncharacteristically mean. |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | i'm not mean so much as i'm just a bumbling mess
at my worst i was at like 12mg xanax/day (don't remember much if any of it)
worst thing was giving up tbh
constant vomiting, crying and quite intense/profound suicidal ideations |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | for around 3-4 days idk
still get wack withdrawal pangs when i drink sometimes
shit sneaks up and sucker punches you HARD |
Spec
04.06.18 | Every other drug makes me happier and nicer except for benzos lmao. |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | i'm pretty gullible and happy on benzos
opioids make me grumpy and lethargic
pcp makes me skitz
otherwise everything's much of a muchness
except for these deliriants
shit's incomparable |
Spec
04.06.18 | Y’all should probs hit up an NA meeting tbh. |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | AA was bad enough T B H |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | only really abusing otc shit and alcohol these days anyways
slowly cleaning up my act |
Spec
04.06.18 | You got this. |
DreamyDragon
04.06.18 | hoping so
at least i'm fucking vaguely functional again |
artiswar
04.06.18 | whats a sach |
Snake.
04.06.18 | hey sach can I have what you’re having bc I’d really like to die right now |