grindcorecore
07.18.17 | pasta is good life is SAD |
Dedes
07.18.17 | I don't think dissociating is meant to be fun |
grindcorecore
07.18.17 | @king then why do dissociative drugs exist? |
Dedes
07.18.17 | I really don't understand why that would be enjoyable, feeling nothing. Some people have DID and it's hell. |
BlackMalachite
07.18.17 | Have you had any small routine changes in your life, something you may be doing differently such as waking up at a different time, showering at a different time, etc? I know that when I change habits it causes me to disassociate more. |
grindcorecore
07.18.17 | tbh it's probably because i'm seeing a new therapist and we've been talking about all the trauma i've repressed. it's like all i think about now and it's been pretty shit |
BlackMalachite
07.18.17 | So it's basically auto-coping with the stress of re-telling your new therapist everything? |
grindcorecore
07.18.17 | no i've never spoken to anyone about this stuff, i've kept it hidden for so long |
Dedes
07.18.17 | Ain't good my brotha, gotta let it out |
BlackMalachite
07.18.17 | Ain't good my brotha, gotta let it out [2]
Holding onto things is literally the worst thing anyone of any mentality can do to themselves. |
ScuroFantasma
07.18.17 | Sorry to hear man |
grindcorecore
07.18.17 | yeah bottling this stuff up hasn't been healthy. hopefully i can finally address it and move on |
danielito19
07.18.17 | no grindcore on the list poser
seeing a therapist will help a lot. it sucks to relive all that shit but you'll be better off for it, promised |
