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rabidfish 02.15.22	Do you keep one? anything interesting you've noticed about your dreams lately?
anode 02.15.22	I was gunna keep one but all my dreams have been so messed up lately I didn’t want to write them down. Except last night I dreamed I blew up a big fish with dynamite with Steve Irwin. That was pretty cool. I heard that if you write down your dreams it helps you have lucid dreams. You experience that at all?
rabidfish 02.15.22	i remember having a couple of lucid dreams while i kept my dream diary, years ago... I also had a lot of sleep paralysis episodes, which SUCKED.
DavidYowi 02.15.22	Man all the power to you for keeping up with a dream journal. I wrote in a dream journal for a month in order to take a break from weed, and while some of the dreams were cool, reading back on most of my dreams made me feel like an insane person. I really don’t like my dreams
rabidfish 02.15.22	lol why, i've heard that from so many people... My dreams can be weird, or scary, or dumb but i like them.
DavidYowi 02.15.22	My dreams tend to include people I only know through like, youtube vids or social media and it makes me feel like I have an unhealthy attachment to people I know next to nothing about
Piglet 02.15.22	yeah i used to keep a dream diary in hs as well and it definitely became a feedback loop of increasing vividness and lucidity. To the point where I still remember all these dreams i wrote down more than a decade later, despite how innocuous a lot of them were. Because even if the subject of the dream was mundane, the emotional depth and vividness is amplified so much that anything can feel trippy. But yeah rabid I hear you on the sleep paralysis stuff. what the fuck is up with that shit? seriously fuck you evolution and your spectral demon shenanigans. for the sin of trying to sleep on your back, you get rewarded with the ability to magically conjure up an astral demoncunt in your room, who then proceeds to taunt you in reverbated waves of impossible synesthesia. Then as if that wasn't enough, this cunt fucken cheekily possesses your body and gives you seizures for the fuck of it. again, what the fuck?! shit is too metal.
rabidfish 02.15.22	i also remember having the most horrifying, vivid dream i've ever had during this time: I was sleeping and i felt someone sitting at the edge of my bed. then something went off, like a switch or a flip, and i stopped existing. I was gone from reality, it felt so... final, like that was it, it wasn't even death it was just endless non-reality... When Cooper is doomed to non-existance in TP season 3 i was like "holy FUCK that's exactly how it felt like!" lol. To this day i hope i never feel anything like that ever again.
rellik009 02.16.22	JustJoe. used to be a very dedicated lucid dreamer if you want to ask him questions it's so hard to get motivated to write a dream journal though lol, in the morning I just want to eat cornflakes
rabidfish 02.16.22	i just want to go back to sleep i hate waking up so early. been 2 years now, my body got used to it but my spirit dies every time. this sort of helps, tbh