Album Rating: 4.5

i am here for the sad party

Album Rating: 5.0

Crushed in early spring, the cold is still out to get us

Album Rating: 4.5

s a d

Album Rating: 5.0

"Last summer Kris re-broke his hand, and from the way his hand was before there was no such thing as a minor break and the only way to even hope for getting it to heal cleanly was more surgery and probably much more physical therapy. He didn’t want to go through it again and seemed to have some hope for a while that after the pain stopped maybe he could just work his way back up to being able to play again.

For almost a year he had not touched an instrument. A couple months before he died he started playing again but instead of it giving him some peace as I had hoped it would he was frustrated and dissatisfied with what he was writing. I tried so hard to encourage him and assure him that he was just getting back into it and he just had to let his hand find its place again but I think it was his mind and heart that weren’t the same. The music he was writing was different. I thought it was very good but to him it wasn’t The Angelic Process so it was substandard. That’s when the depression seemed to kick into high gear. Kris had always been clinically depressed and even suicidal for years with multiple attempts and plans. He told me when we got together that I had saved his life because before we met he had been days away from ending it all. That was really the last time he directly talked to me about suicide. In the end he was just locking himself away in the studio or completely passed out asleep. The music meant so much to him and he wanted so badly for it to feel the same. Unfortunately I started missing him before he was even gone. I was so sure he was going to pull out of it like he had before… just another roller coaster ride and things would start looking up."

Album Rating: 4.5

Absolutely sad there.

Album Rating: 4.5

ye

Album Rating: 4.5

Hi Park; happy to see you!

OMG I remember this album

Album Rating: 5.0

@EphemeralEternity



damn.

Album Rating: 4.0

Yup. The backstory to this album is incredibly sad. Another one is Trees Of Eternity. Check that out…

Album Rating: 4.5

There’s a backstory?



Album crushes me regardless

Album Rating: 4.0

Yea scroll up. Or wiki is your friend Demon…

Album Rating: 4.5

I was inspired to give this another spin by the above and think I will finally bump this up (like I was previously considering).

I don’t see this wearing off any time soon. There’s significant depth from both an emotional and compositional perspective.

Album Rating: 5.0

no

Album Rating: 4.5

No you don’t want me to

or no it won’t wear off? (surely this 🤔)

Album Rating: 2.5

the drums on this album are so bad, the whole thing has really worn off for me sadly

Album Rating: 4.5

damn :[

Album Rating: 4.5

Bruh momento

Album Rating: 5.0

Yes the drums are pretty bad. Still it hits way harder than most of stuff with amazing drummers.

Album Rating: 4.5

Didn´t listen to this for years. Hits really hard indeed