the song Digital Renegade, lyrically saved me from suicide. being an introvert my whole life, and just looking at the years of 2015 2016 and 2017 i have came out of my shell so fucking much. 2015 i didnt even know about this type of music, i dont even remember what music i listened to, but i saw a post of teens mosh pitting? and all the comments were talking shit about the teens in the gif because of asking alexandria (later found out they were saying this coz they were wearing their shirts) i thought the teens in the gif were the band. but checked out AA, immediately fell in love. then i just felt like doing some research and finding more songs. "listeners also bought" section of itunes shows me digital renegade and i fucking loved it. new demons is cool and all but digital renegade prevented me from killing myself, not new demons, so yeah.
"I'm seeing clear
I'm leaving fear, for the first time in my life
I'll take everything I know
To the streets, to the people"
i was emo, now im not emo, i dont listen to these songs "as much" now coz im not depressed anymore. for example i like the hardest mistakes and walking on gravestones (the most) coz its not hardcore
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