[QUOTE=Chaindrive]So, I'm taking this as the crush she has on you is reciprocated.

You didn't comment on how appropriate my 5000th post was.

:upset:[/QUOTE]
It was VERY appropriate.

The thing is, I think I MIGHT have always had a thing for her. I don't know.
I'm always confused now. I don't know if I can handle it.
Well, I'm gonna go get smashed. I don't think I can muster up the nerve to kill myself while sober.
































































































































j/k j/k
Had to throw an Emo moment in there.

lolz Mitch.

Anyways, last post still stands.

Well, Mitch, this crush will go away. Give it some time and if Sarah's supposed to be your permanent girl, your feelings for Pamela will fade.

Maybe.
But what if they don't?
I mean, there's pros and cons for both situations.

[QUOTE=Chaindrive]Yeah, I ramble...

I wasn't here for your discussion last night, but I read it this morning.

Is him acting like that a big issue for you?[/QUOTE]

Rambling is a great way to pass the time. :lol:

I feel kinda bad because when I told him I dont really like public affection, he looked hurt. I know he wants to hold my hands, and I know he wants to kiss me in public, and I will let him sometimes, or I will kiss him, but I dont want it getting back to my family that I am not straight. I would love to be perfectly open with everyone about my sexuality, but I dont want to hurt my grandpa.

Because you'll hang onto the emotions that mean the most, and the other emotions will fade away.

You and Sarah have been together for a long time. She's got the advantage because of that.

[QUOTE=Ibasslikethis!]Rambling is a great way to pass the time. :lol:

I feel kinda bad because when I told him I dont really like public affection, he looked hurt. I know he wants to hold my hands, and I know he wants to kiss me in public, and I will let him sometimes, or I will kiss him, but I dont want it getting back to my family that I am not straight. I would love to be perfectly open with everyone about my sexuality, but I dont want to hurt my grandpa.[/QUOTE]

So, what about this? Can you tell your parents and ask them not to tell your grandpa?

[QUOTE=Chaindrive]Because you'll hang onto the emotions that mean the most, and the other emotions will fade away.

You and Sarah have been together for a long time. She's got the advantage because of that.[/QUOTE]
But, the thing is, it would be.....easier to be with Pam, but I'm pretty sure I feel more strongly for Sarah. Like I said, pros and cons.

[QUOTE=Chaindrive]How apropo is this? 5000th post is in L&R, quoting the dude I'm running away with when he turns 18.

Life is grand. :)

Pamela, huh, Mitch?[/QUOTE]

nice 5000th post.

internet relationship, eh? hope it works out. :chug:

[QUOTE=Ibasslikethis!]nice 5000th post.

internet relationship, eh? hope it works out. :chug:[/QUOTE]

Only one small problem with that. I've got like 31 years on him.

[QUOTE=Tillius]But, the thing is, it would be.....easier to be with Pam, but I'm pretty sure I feel more strongly for Sarah. Like I said, pros and cons.[/QUOTE]

What exactly do you mean by...easier?

And how do you know it would be?

[QUOTE=Chaindrive]What exactly do you mean by...easier?

And how do you know it would be?[/QUOTE]
Okay...I'm gonna make this pros and cons list.

Sarah:
Pros:Beautiful, IMO. She's very sweet. I get along with her great. She knows what I like and how to make me happy. She's honest, no matter what the outcome of her honesty may be. She's christian, as am I.
Cons:She lives a little while away, so I only get to see her 2-3 times a week. I rarely get to be with her alone, because I'm usually just at her house where her family is. Her sister and brother often cause problems in the relationship.



Pamela:
Pros:Also very good looking. Nice, easy to get along with. Good sense of humor. She goes to my school and lives nearby, so I can see her pretty much everyday. Also christian.
Cons:Kinda a warped sense of humor. Went out with a good friend of mine. Kinda strange parents.

Pictures of both of them coming.

Haha, yes, because pictures is the only way we can decide something so life-altering :p

[QUOTE=Chaindrive]Only one small problem with that. I've got like 31 years on him.[/QUOTE]

Oh, dang...



I think my mom already knows I am bi, and I am sure she doesn't care who I am with. I dont know if I would want to tell my dad. I'm sure he doesn't care that I am bi, but I dont really get along with him, and I dont want him to know all that much about my personal life.

I mean, I still live with my parrents, and I work and go to college, so I dont see them all that much. Its not hard for me to spend the night at James place, and for me to avoid my parrents and people I know, and I want to be open, but I am scared of what my grandpa would think.

**** with both of them, it sounds like thats what you want.

Happy Valentines day me

totally broke up with the lass

gutted

just thought youd like to know

[QUOTE=Jom]Haha, yes, because pictures is the only way we can decide something so life-altering :p[/QUOTE]
Haha. True. No, for some reason I just felt I'd add pictures.

And, Tiger, was the directed towards me?

[QUOTE=Tillius]Haha. True. No, for some reason I just felt I'd add pictures.

And, Tiger, was the directed towards me?[/QUOTE]


The was, yes.

[QUOTE=Tiger]The was, yes.[/QUOTE]
Well, Tiger, that's NOT what I want.

[url=http://photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Sarah/]Sarah[/url]

[url=http://photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Pam/]Pamela[/url]

Do you want to post two pictures that dont work?

They work fine for me.

Please login to share your photos.


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Password

Yeah, your photo album must be set to private.

Not that I want to look at photographs of girls or anything.

[QUOTE=Tiger]Please login to share your photos.


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Nevermind then. If you have to be logged in, I'll just get rid of the links.

EDIT:It should work now.

[QUOTE=Tiger]Please login to share your photos.


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Tiger is correct. I can't see 'em either.

You can set your album to public temporarily, if you want.

[QUOTE=Tillius]Nevermind then. If you have to be logged in, I'll just get rid of the links.

EDIT:Jom, do you know how to get it off private?[/QUOTE]

You can view my pictures on Photobucket, anyone can.

[QUOTE=Tillius]Nevermind then. If you have to be logged in, I'll just get rid of the links.[/QUOTE]

no dude, just give us the links under the photos

like that
[url]http://i43.photobucket.com/albums/e376/Bufis/photobucket.jpg[/url]

I did.

Underneath each picture there is a URL. That's what you copy-paste, not your Photoalbum account address.

Hope that makes sense.

Pam:
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Pam/bc08f5b8.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Pam/400df444.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Pam/ebc463dd.jpg[/url]

Sarah:
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Sarah/Sarahs3.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Sarah/sarahs2.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Sarah/sarahs.jpg[/url]

[QUOTE=GreyHam]Happy Valentines day me

totally broke up with the lass

gutted

just thought youd like to know[/QUOTE]

Oh man, dumped on Valentine's Day, totally sucks to be you. Kill the bitch, is my advice.

[QUOTE=RIP Ian Curtis]Oh man, dumped on Valentine's Day, totally sucks to be you. Kill the bitch, is my advice.[/QUOTE]

Now now. Let's not be so blatent. Violence is not always the answer. Sometime we just need to...umm...

Screw it! Just kill her. Almost as bad as the day after Xmas. Grrr :angry: but yea. Happy Commercial Holiday for lovers MX!!!

[QUOTE=Tillius]Pam:
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Pam/bc08f5b8.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Pam/400df444.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Pam/ebc463dd.jpg[/url]

Sarah:
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Sarah/Sarahs3.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Sarah/sarahs2.jpg[/url]
[url]http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b138/MitchMcLeod/Sarah/sarahs.jpg[/url][/QUOTE]

I've always thought that Sarah is absolutely beautiful...I'd kill for her eyes...

[QUOTE=pohl_56]Now now. Let's not be so blatent. Violence is not always the answer. Sometime we just need to...umm...

Screw it! Just kill her. Almost as bad as the day after Xmas. Grrr :angry: but yea. Happy Commercial Holiday for lovers MX!!![/QUOTE]


You could always sacrifice some hamsters to Satan and ask him to kill her...

[QUOTE=RIP Ian Curtis]You could always sacrifice some hamsters to Satan and ask him to kill her...[/QUOTE]

He would probably do it wrong and get himself killed anyway. Just go the old fashioned way of arsinic (sp) or torture. Plus I kinda like hamsters. :)

But anywho...

Someone tell me how to get over being bitter towards my girlfriend.

We'd stop fighting, if I stop being pissed at her constantly.

[QUOTE=Wizard.]Someone tell me how to get over being bitter towards my girlfriend.

We'd stop fighting, if I stop being pissed at her constantly.[/QUOTE]

You know what I'm gonna say here...if you're that mad at her you need to walk away.

[QUOTE=Wizard.]Someone tell me how to get over being bitter towards my girlfriend.

We'd stop fighting, if I stop being pissed at her constantly.[/QUOTE]

What's the hot button issue that really sets you off? Have you talked to her?

[QUOTE=Chaindrive]You know what I'm gonna say here...if you're that mad at her you need to walk away.[/QUOTE]
I don't get what I'm mad about though. She's actually trying now, due to a huge dilemma we had earlier today, where she thought I was cheating on her. I guess something finally clicked.

[QUOTE=pohl_56]What's the hot button issue that really sets you off? Have you talked to her?[/QUOTE]
Nothing "sets me off". I'm just naturally angry whenever I talk to her. She's been trying to talk to me seriously, [B]finally[/B], and I can't help but feel mad. Can't figure out why either. I thought I would be happy that she is finally showing some initiative.