neekafat: Songs I Can Never Listen to Again (Neek's Blues 2)

neekafat 09.22.17	Sorry for the vent
Snake. 09.22.17	hey dw I'm gonna through heartbreak too (kinda) let's be sad together
Conmaniac 09.22.17	is it over officially man?
neekafat 09.22.17	Sorry to here that snake, I'm here with you bro Yeah, over over this time
SteakByrnes 09.22.17	Her music taste would've annoyed me to no end Sorry tho neekabro
neekafat 09.22.17	She also loved Floyd so it wasn't all bad, thankya dude
SandwichBubble 09.22.17	Dr. Selflove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Beat my Knob
Drifter 09.22.17	So sorry to hear this neekabro.
neekafat 09.22.17	"How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Beat my Knob" Already took care of that thanks S'all good Drifter, I'm sure everything'll end up alright
Sinternet 09.22.17	Next date a techno girl so you can find good music
neekafat 09.22.17	Maybe I'll just date YOU
SteakByrnes 09.22.17	OH ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Sinternet 09.22.17	i hope you like boy pussy
Drifter 09.22.17	Lmao
50iL 09.22.17	Hey man, sorry for everything If you need to vent anytime hmu on here or Discord, it's all good. Best of luck my dude
neekafat 09.22.17	@Sint what other kind is there? @50 will do man, thanks so much
butcherboy 09.22.17	neeka, my man you're having proper relationship blues.. I hope you feel better soon, dude, that stuff debilitates you, but at least it could focus you on your art somewhat.. stay productive, hope you're doing good.. I'm around if you need a chat
neekafat 09.22.17	Thanks Butcher, that's definitely the idea haha. Yknow, I don't care what they say about you, you're a pretty okay guy yknow that?
butcherboy 09.22.17	You're the one who says it, dammit! Vendetta! Vendetta!
neekafat 09.22.17	Prove it!
butcherboy 09.22.17	Vendetta!!!!!!!
Astral Abortis 09.22.17	now you can jam death metal instead
dctarga 09.22.17	Sorry to hear duders, but you'll be alright man. Look at all the fun you're having already!
neekafat 09.22.17	@Astral I'm workin' on it Haha thanks Dctarga you might be on to something
Deathconscious 09.22.17	Nah mate, its only a matter of time before youll be able to jam these again.
neekafat 09.22.17	perhaps, but goddamn do I still love her... she says she loves me too, she just needs to figure herself out. Whatever I guess
onionbubs 09.22.17	sucks to hear man ...now is the perfect time to let alkaline trio into your heart
BAT 09.22.17	same but her shit was kevin gates, i'll live
bgillesp 09.22.17	I'm about to hit 2 years so I can't even imagine this. Good luck man
Jasdevi087 09.22.17	on the bright side, at least most of these aren't good :(
neekafat 09.22.17	Yeah we were two and a half years :/
Deathconscious 09.22.17	yeah, 4 is really the only big loss.
onionbubs 09.22.17	6 is a huge loss ...it's no alkaline trio tho bro just sayin...
neekafat 09.22.17	6 is gonna be hard to listen to lol
neekafat 09.22.17	Hm... maybe I should check them...? ...nah
Drifter 09.22.17	Alk3 will only make you sadder
onionbubs 09.22.17	idk whenever going through shit they hit pretty hard but they give a sense of comfort which is why i rec them for this stuff especially
Deathconscious 09.22.17	i mean, i suppose id rather listen to Alkaline Trio than Green Day...i guess...
MrSirLordGentleman 09.22.17	Damn so sorry to hear that man. I know what a broken heart feels like Someday someone that actually deserves you will appear man
neekafat 09.22.17	Thanks MrSir, Idk how I feel about it all yet
ZippaThaRippa 09.22.17	Lol
AlexKzillion 09.22.17	jam glassjaw
neekafat 09.22.17	Not a big hardcore guy fam, not yet at least
Deathconscious 09.22.17	if youre looking for breakup albums, jam Frightened Rabbit - The Midnight Organ Fight.
neekafat 09.22.17	Looks pretty tasty actually
Lavair 09.22.17	TPAB is a treasure and I don't think there's a whole lot of emotional baggage already on the album, especially on that song. That song has a high chance of coming back around to you. Until then, jam some DJ Shadow or Daft Punk until you feel better. Something that doesn't have any emotional attachment/value.
LethalPaintball 09.22.17	:-(
DarkSideOfLucca 09.22.17	This list isn't very metal so that should give you some solace
neekafat 09.22.17	This is true
hobblepot 09.22.17	I been where you are man, recently too, it might not seem it now but you'll get better, it'll take time but don't worry, someday soon you'll wake up and feel like things are improving :)
Valkoor952 09.22.17	Neeka jam The National - Trouble Will Find Me It's a sad album, but it's very comforting after a few listens.
wwf 09.22.17	yeah, 4 is really the only big loss [100,000,00000] probs including your girlfriend there's other fish in the sea etc etc
neekafat 09.22.17	@Sweeny thanks man, I appreciate it (: Today feels a lot worse than yesterday because it's actually sinking in now lol
neekafat 09.22.17	@Valkoor I've actually been looking for an excuse to jam them so I might just @wwf lol thanks man
Drifter 09.22.17	"[100,000,00000]" This isn't a number
wwf 09.22.17	very astute wow
MarsKid 09.22.17	Sorry my man, I know how it feels. Can't listen to the Guardians of the Galaxy soundtrack anymore. Hope you get better dude
neekafat 09.22.17	I get that man, thanks < 3
MarsKid 09.22.17	What are we jamming, it's always sad boy hours somewhere my guy
artiswar 09.22.17	When I got dumped I couldn't listen to AFI for years afterwards without getting nauseous. No I can listen to them again and enjoy them. I'm dead inside though.
MarsKid 09.22.17	Look at it this way, we all die eventually, you're just ahead of the curve o/
SteakByrnes 09.22.17	I just listen to emotional post hardcore like Dayseeker during sadboi hours
MarsKid 09.22.17	Hotelier generally gets the job done for me. Modest Mouse if I'm getting existential
neekafat 09.22.17	Sad times artiswar :/ Lately I've been endlessly jamming 16
MarsKid 09.22.17	Everyone's got a support album tbh
neekafat 09.22.17	Yeah I just bumped it to a 5 because sad
DinosaurJones 09.22.17	Hey man, sorry about your woes. I can't pretend to know what you're going through, but it seems as though you're adjusting to it well, even if you are bummed. So I just want to say good on ya.
MarsKid 09.22.17	5s are partly what they are because of our emotions. No shame in it my man
WretchedCacophony 09.22.17	It's strange to me to see people connect through music because I sure as hell wont be finding any chicks who'll listen to Cannibal Corpse with me. Eh well she was asking for it...
MarsKid 09.22.17	Music can be hard to find a common ground on sometimes. I know my relationships kinda varied with that. It is what it is, people can connect through other things.
bloc 09.22.17	I absolutely love several of the songs on this list and to imagine not listening to them ever again just sucks.
SteakByrnes 09.22.17	A lot of my 5s have a strong emotional tie to them, so no shame in 5ing an album that has an emotional attachment to it
bloc 09.22.17	You could argue that's the only reason to 5 an album
neekafat 09.22.17	@Dino appreciate it bud, thanks (: @Mars she probably had the best taste out of anyone I dated, probably because she was a musician so I just associate music in general with her lol @bloc yeah man, I'm sure I'll be able to deal with a few sometime, but I still can't listen to "Time of the Season" after a relationship that horribly imploded from 4 years ago
SteakByrnes 09.22.17	Very true bloc
Bigpapad 09.22.17	Tragedy you can't jam Regina Spektor.
neekafat 09.22.17	@bloc honestly yeah that's true @Bigpapa, I've been jamming everything else by her anyway haha
AsleepInTheBack 09.22.17	shit man what happened? stay strong.
neekafat 09.22.17	She's just concerned that we've spent so much time together during an important part of our lives that we're losing who we are as individuals, she needs to figure out who she is and I should to and focus on my art Idk, I understand what she's saying and I agree with her to an extent, but the way she went about it was just frustrating and disappointing
Deathconscious 09.22.17	ahh, the old "i need to figure out who i am" line.
neekafat 09.22.17	Yeah whatever, she has a point but I'm not holding my breath for a happily ever after
bloc 09.22.17	"She's just concerned that we've spent so much time together during an important part of our lives that we're losing who we are as individuals, she needs to figure out who she is and I should to and focus on my art" No offense, but that is the dumbest reasoning I have ever heard. And I've been seeing these breakup lists since 2008.
Bigpapad 09.22.17	I once had a girl break up with me by telling me Jesus talked to her while she slept and told her that it was time to end it. Definitely didn't lose out much on that one.
MarsKid 09.22.17	One time I lost a relationship because she wanted to go to college, drink and smoke and have sex and was "sparing" me from who she was going to become
bloc 09.22.17	LOL I stand corrected...twice
MarsKid 09.22.17	Marsbro knows how to pick em
Deathconscious 09.22.17	@big hahahahaha oh my fucking god, that is the funniest thing ive read in awhile.
Feather 09.22.17	Ayyyyyy I used 16 as emotional support long ago! You'll be okay homie, hang in there.
MarsKid 09.22.17	Jesus knows my man, don't doubt the lord's personal pimp
Bigpapad 09.22.17	I let Jesus take the wheel on that one.
neekafat 09.23.17	It sounds stupid when I say it lol but it makes sense for where we are right now I guess, I just don't like it. Bigpapa and Mars tho... I don't even know what to say xD @Feather thanks man, it's sooooo good
SandwichBubble 09.23.17	This is still getting to the top of "my discussions" for me so hopefully this will end the discussion https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gNPUoQCbFg hope things are better neek
dctarga 09.23.17	@Mars At least she was honest I guess? lol. Definitely bs, but if that's what she really wanted to do it's better than living a lie I suppose
neekafat 09.23.17	We were always honest with each other, so there's that She keeps saying she loves me and that she's sorry and I believe both of them but I really need my space rn, hopefully she'll respect that
MarsKid 09.23.17	Oh I for sure see the other side. But considering how things dragged out before then it was a shitty situation. I was probably better off in hindsight, but whatever. Life is a crazy thing.
neekafat 09.23.17	Yeah man, I def here you there
dctarga 09.23.17	For sure, and yeah "Life is a crazy thing." [∞]
MarsKid 09.23.17	At the time I was incredibly upset and furious to be honest. But once you get older you get a different perspective. Still sucked though.
deathschool 09.23.17	It'll be k
neekafat 09.23.17	I'll be k ye
dctarga 09.23.17	Oh yeah, I definitely would have been as well. Kinda like a "oh I'm not good enough?/I just wasted "x" amount of years" deal. Probably would have been butthurt for quite a while But, knowing the truth sooner is much easier on you mentally than believing in something false and then finding out later it was all for not. That's my pseudo mental health perspective at least lol
neekafat 09.23.17	Haha fair
neekafat 09.23.17	My brother's girlfriend just broke up with him too -.-
dctarga 09.23.17	Wth? The stars and planets must be aligned in some fucked up way lol
neekafat 09.23.17	Yeahhh rough time for the family lol
danielcardoso 09.23.17	Aw sorry to hear all this Neeka :(
neekafat 09.24.17	@S'all good man, there's so many things I want to say to her but I'm trying to just wait and give it some time before talking again
oWhoadYo 09.24.17	damn dude, shit happens. this time last year, my girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me. Awful time to be alive. but life goes on and youre better for it. You'll be fine my man. I didnt think I would be, and Im not all the way yet, but I'm doing so much better. Got a new girlfriend and she's A okay. You'll find someone else, no worry. She may not be 'better', but she'll be different. That's important.
neekafat 09.24.17	That's a good point man, thank you
oWhoadYo 09.24.17	and dont you dare stop listening to Stand Inside Your Love, that is way too good of a song. Fuck her
neekafat 09.24.17	I know it sucks man but the feels are too much Fuck it I'll give it a go
Asdfp277 09.24.17	hey i thought u was gay bro sucks tho
neekafat 09.24.17	Not the first I've heard that Life would be much easier if I were gay
Asdfp277 09.24.17	ain't gon say nothin about that
oWhoadYo 09.24.17	maybe dont try it right now haha i just mean, dont let it ruin it forever or even for awhile. For me, when my first girlfriend broke up with me (not the one last year), I couldnt listen to the smiths for a good long while. we had a connection with them, always listened to em, thats how me met, all that good shit. But I shouldnt have let that ruin it for me for as long as it did. Because the smiths are reallllllly good. Same thing happened with Michael Jackson with my last girlfriend. We used to jam MJ a lot. but i didnt let it bother me this time. Just disassociate the two. Think of why you like the song. Focus on the music, not the memories. try to understand what makes the song good. And eventually it'll just be a little emotional scar and sting each time you hear it. It'll always do something for you, you will never completely remove the feelings, but it'll be a fondness, in time, if that makes sense. It's like a happy pain, for me at least. Like a testament to what you've overcome and to the great times you had. makes the songs better, maybe. it's just living, life is shit a lot man, but you get used to it. but ya gotta live for the shitty moments, but when you're old as fuck youre gonna wanna look back on this stuff because you'll be so callous that nothing is a new pain, really. love is the heartbreak, I think. enjoy it
neekafat 09.24.17	Fuckin' A dude, thank you
oWhoadYo 09.24.17	yeah i was rambling a lot there. but in there i think i made a lick of sense. I think i've gone through my share of heartbreak so to speak. I can give some insight. The way i see it now after going through the rig amoral of falling in and out of love and all that good stuff, and just really dealing with shit, I know what to expect. In a way it bums me out. Inadvertently ya go into new stuff with connotations. Just knowing what the end is like, in any situation. That's why I say enjoy the pain while it is there. Cus it is going away in time. that means you had something and at least it meant something to you, ya know? i felt that in times like these, its the most powerful emotion and feeling there is. That gutting feeling of loss and what if and why. It is so strong and compelling. they say love is the most powerful and all that gay shit, so wouldnt this make that love? Embrace anything that makes you feel strongly in one way or another. what scares me is that lately, the past 8 months or so, I find it hard to feel much of anything. Dont feel strong feelings one way or the other. in a take it or leave it kind of mentality about everything, more or less. I kinda miss it. but im sure, this too, will pass. it all does. new shit happens all the time, it just does
Asdfp277 09.24.17	now that whoad helped u heal, listen to trespassers william
neekafat 09.24.17	Love and loss may be one in the same mate I'm sure you'll be able to get it back man, sometimes I feel like that too, but you're right, it'll pass
neekafat 09.24.17	Looks spicy asdf
oWhoadYo 09.24.17	alright boys, take care. Imma eat my 2am McDonald's and go to bed
neekafat 09.24.17	Night boyo
Asdfp277 09.24.17	bye dude