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|my friends are dying.|
people i love are disappearing. i don't know what to do.
Home, Like NoPlace Is There
an introduction to the album, in framing, your deep rest, life in drag, dendron
Night in the Woods (Original Soundtrack, Vol. 1) [
weird autumn, die anywhere else
Under the Western Freeway
|4||Slaughter Beach, Dog|
|5||Ogbert the Nerd|
I Don't Hate You
really, it's fine
This Place Sucks Ass
|7||i hate sex|
communion, blunt trauma, given up to you, on earth as it is in heaven
The First Glass Beach Album
glass beach, calico
|10||Spanish Love Songs|
Mama, I'm Swollen
what have i done?
|list is shit i jam when i get the call saying they're gone|
|saw the title and expected no closer to heaven |
sorry to hear about your friends that sounds horrible
|no shit reefa, wanna take your turn?|
sorry for your loss madri, hope time heals and you can cherish the memories of them you have
|really sorry to hear. i'm here on the off chance you need anyone to talk to|
|i know the feeling... hang in there|
|You will meet them on the other side. Enjoy your life in their honor.|
|Sorry to hear Mikey. I'm sure their memory will live strong in you.|
When the time is right, use this to inspire your next EP.
|I'm 35. It has started happening to me too, in the last couple years. My first bandmate bro randomly dropped dead on someone's lawn last year. Old high school buddy didn't wake up after a bender in his parent's basement a couple years before that. |
It doesn't make sense, and it sucks. My mom always says that the first half of your life you go to weddings, the second half you go to funerals.
Hang in there homes.
|my friends are all okay|
I'm thankful every day
|reefa did you know that if you tie a plastic bag around your head and jerk off until you fall unconscious your calf muscles will grow by 50% overnight? go ahead, try it.|
|I'll try it on your mom |
|Feel this |
|same. Hang in there my dude. Gonna jam these. Haven't heard any of em|
|Sorry to hear this Mikey. Don't hesitate to reach out if needed|
|thanks folks. idk what to do lmao it's like,, these people are 19. or were. and now thwy are Gone.|
|hang in there man, focus on making a healthy and happy life for yourself. i'm sorry to hear you've lost some friends |
|Christ that's so frightening! I hope you feel better soon, and whatever you do don't blame yourself for their deaths|
|mikey we never really get any chances to talk but im here for you < 3|
|thanks cord!!! i am really havin a hard time|
|Gahhhh this is like my worst fear. Definitely check in with your sputbros if you need to.|
|sadly it never gets easier... no matter whom you lose or how many of them, unless you make a concerted effort to bottle it all up and not think too much like some people i know... it never gets easier because every person is a clump of circumstances, experiences, actions, words, inaction, fears, thoughts, wants, hopes almost infinitely complex... and friends are some of the few we have the privilege to actually sort of begin to unravel the complexity and understand and share some of those things with... unless you subscribe to solipsism or the philosophical zombie idea or anything similar, its kind of crazy to think about that complexity, what a miracle it is that we have developed such language, that we are able to form complex bonds that go far, far beyond the "natural" of families, mates and tribes ... for such complexity to be snuffed out entirely and irreversibly, it never really gets easier to lose the ones you understand best and who understand you best, and the specifics can only make things harder really... i really can't fault anyone who turns to religion in an attempt to find comfort for this sort of thing|
i don't know what the best thing to do is though. in the end we have to live with things one way or another, however few or many our own days might be... i like the idea of focusing on the beautiful and joyous moments shared together, on the things they taught you or helped you learn or made you reflect on, on honouring their memory by just trying and continuing to be the kind of person that they liked you for
because you cant change the past, and the future has a way of not giving a shit about our plans and preparations sometimes. you cant change your feelings, and im of the opinion that you shouldnt try to suppress them either, pretty much the only thing you can change is what you choose to do within whatever circumstances you're given.
everyone is unique, no matter how hard it can be to see or admit or understand in certain situations, no matter how hard anyone might try to stamp that uniqueness out. so any loss is the loss of someone unique, and im sure you wouldnt have made this if you didnt find them wonderful and lovely in their uniqueness, and out of fear that other wonderful and lovely ones will one day be lost as well. the hard and unfortunate part is that there's no denying any of that, it's as true as it is inevitable. the only silver lining some have helped me see is that, while we will never be graced again by the specific ones we've lost, the possibility remains to discover and connect with other wonderful people. there can never be substitution, sure, but its something...
|i dont know if any of this helps at all, probably not, all i can say is that as someone who has lost very many myself i at least have some idea of how hard it can be and all manner of thoughts that it can bring about... i wish i could do more than offer my sincerest condolences|