madrigal30
04.28.20 | i hope you're ok sput |
neekafat
04.28.20 | thanks for the check-in bud, today was rough, hope you're well too < 3 |
madrigal30
04.28.20 | np. had a ruff one too n thought i'd check up, much love 2 ya hope this nightmare ends soon |
Trundle
04.28.20 | k solve all my prblms!
.....annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd go! |
madrigal30
04.28.20 | uhhh bim bam boom kazam solved |
osmark86
04.28.20 | how tf did you do that? |
budgie
04.28.20 | bingo bango now your mentally sick againo
im the depression wizo |
JayEnder
04.28.20 | How did you know? Thinkin of your safety too m8. < 3 |
veninblazer
04.28.20 | Been a lot better lately tbh |
JohnnyoftheWell
04.28.20 | Heya man! hope you're good :]:] went a little crazy last week but just went biking around my town and discovered a cute waterfall. so easy to forget what a godsend nature can be for getting you to clear your mind, sit still and worry about nothing for a while |
osmark86
04.28.20 | ain't that the truth. my wife and I discovered we have a large nature reserve a couple of kilometers away that is awesome to walk through. nature really is calming and embalming for the soul. |
Winesburgohio
04.28.20 | fuckkkkk forgot about 8, that was on constant rotation for a while |
Rowan5215
04.28.20 | i'm unironically listening to porcupine tree so p sure i've completely regressed into being a child rip |
Archelirion
04.28.20 | At the moment I'm very very glad that we chose the house further out from the town centre rather than the one in the middle, cos it backs out onto fields and a woodland area and those are an absolute godsend to me right now. Say sound Sputfriends. |
botb
04.28.20 | Just finished the ff7 remake so doing terrible bc have to wait for more |
osmark86
04.28.20 | @archelirion: that sounds fantastic tbh. if I was ever to go down the mortgage + housing path instead of being a town central apartment dweller, it would definitely be somewhere a bit further out and near nature. then I remember there's perpetual upkeep and I lay those plans to rest for another day... |
JesperL
04.28.20 | i watched an entire simple plan concert on youtube the other today so yeah doing pretty terribly, take care all! remember to eat n stuff |
Rowan5215
04.28.20 | damn that's way worse than mine. stay strong bro |
madrigal30
04.28.20 | jesus jesper that's quite the low
but i feel u and understand |
madrigal30
04.28.20 | jay i hope yr all good dawg :) |
Itwasthatwas
04.28.20 | why are you up at 2am? sleep hygiene is important |
Relinquished
04.28.20 | sleep hygiene
just call it sleep |
madrigal30
04.28.20 | i sleep from 4am-1pm and its more sleep than i ever got pre corn teen |
JayEnder
04.28.20 | "jay i hope yr all good dawg :)"
hanging in there my man :] family, nature, and this site keep me goin |
anat
04.28.20 | I am so exhausted |
madrigal30
04.29.20 | good 2 hear, family is a good thing to be on good terms with these days
why so anat |
bloc
04.29.20 | I bought a house on 04/20 |
Trundle
04.29.20 | i got to sleep a little after 8am this morning till 12:30pm |
ZippaThaRippa
04.29.20 | I'm fine thanks for asking |
Kompys2000
04.29.20 | My sleep schedule is absolutely fucked but other than that I'm managing, thanks for the check-in bud |
budgie
04.29.20 | dude my sleep schedule is fucked too. |
Deathconscious
04.29.20 | "Just finished the ff7 remake so doing terrible bc have to wait for more"
i was thinking about buying a PS4 just for that, would it be worth it? |
MO
04.29.20 | Just buy a PS4 dude it's worth it |
madrigal30
04.29.20 | everyone's sleep is fucked, cool same. |
Relinquished
04.29.20 | not mine |
madrigal30
04.29.20 | good 4 u im happy 4 u
i wanna ps4 but i bought a buncha cassettes instead, i am a nerd confirmed |
anat
04.29.20 | I'm exhausted because I'm working, but what I'm doing doesn't feel important or necessary during this crisis. Live on my own so the only people I've seen for the last few weeks are colleagues |
Nipple
04.29.20 | lizten 2 my album |
JesperL
04.29.20 | i'm in a somewhat similar situation anatelier, having to write a bachelor's thesis about truly nothing relevant to the current situation. i guess try and find some worth in the fact that what you're doing, whether 'necessary' or not, will ultimately have a positive impact of some kind/on someone |
JesperL
04.29.20 | ^ pretty lame cheesy stuff ik but it's been motivating me a fair bit so yeah, tell yourself that what you're doing matters bc it really does |
Flugmorph
04.29.20 | we're my deteriorating mental health jams at |
Deathconscious
04.29.20 | We are my deteriorating mental health jams at |
Flugmorph
04.29.20 | ah ffs |
porcupinetheater
04.29.20 | Maybe the deteriorating mental health jams were the users who’s 5s we posted in comment threads along the way. |
Relinquished
04.29.20 | good thing I stayed away from those 5s then lmao |
Flugmorph
04.29.20 | jam hacride |
anat
04.29.20 | Thanks Jesper, I’ve realised I probably would rather be doing the work ultimately. It’d be worse if I was at home seeing absolutely no one |
Snake.
05.01.20 | i've been getting significantly worse but thanks for checking in!!!!!! (: |
PistolPete
05.01.20 | Every Day I Feel Closer to the Light From Which I Came |
Demon of the Fall
05.01.20 | Thank fuck the bath sealant dried today so I could actually go for a run/have a shower, I was getting flashbacks to my troubled youth for a minute. Need those endorphins and cleanliness these days, can’t hack life without ‘em.
Hope everyone is holding up okay in these strange times.
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madrigal30
05.01.20 | snake i feel that, been consistently downhill
same pete
demon im glad you got some exercise and hygiene ic ant even go for a run bc my knee is fucked |
Relinquished
05.01.20 | what about your wrists
pushups |
madrigal30
05.01.20 | yea i have been doing core circuits n shit wolfe i just miss running |
AnimalsAsSummit
05.01.20 | God bless everyone and their families during these strange and unpredictable times |
Relinquished
05.01.20 | I've been getting awfully complacent over here, it doesn't feel like it's getting worse, a bit better but that's no excuse to guard down early I think |
MotokoKusanagi
05.01.20 | can confirm my mental has been slipping up lately, just a bit irritable at times and other bullshit
a fat bowlski and some exercise usually has me feeling refreshed though |
madrigal30
05.01.20 | i am out of weed and cigarettes and none of my plugs are running delivery fukin rip |
WatchItExplode
05.01.20 | The weather has turned and my golf club is open (members only) so I'm headed in the right direction. Food stockpile is getting a bit low and I dread the though of another big grocery run. That's probably the worst thing for me...every trip to a store puts me on edge like trying to duck a stealthy assassin. It could be anyone! And why you got your snot nose kids wandering around with you touching everything? Fucking almost out of hand sanitizer too. |
Relinquished
05.01.20 | you gotta brave it out homie, everyone else is |
WatchItExplode
05.01.20 | probs best to get it done ASAP. I feel like we're about to hit a second wave as all the naysayers congregate with eased restrictions. |
Relinquished
05.01.20 | yea people are getting antsy, restless, uglier in their house
STAY INSIDE AND GET UGLIER BITCH I DON'T CARE IF YOU 'NEED' TO DO YOUR EYEBROWS |
MotokoKusanagi
05.01.20 | i'm just glad to live in a state where the governor is taking the quarantine stuff very seriously with proper guidelines for "easing lockdown". i look at places like Georgia and i'm just in shock. you can't just ignore the numbers and hope it will go away
it just feels like out of nowhere everyone collectively was like "ok we were locked down for a month, we made it! we're done!" nah that isn't how this all works. i've also been lucky to work from home but my mom lost her job (possibly indefinitely) and i'm helping support her financially for the time being. i want things to go back to normal too but use your head folks |
Minushuman24
06.03.20 | This seems like an appropriate old thread to vent without getting much attention, sorry for bump:
Took some klonopin today and been drinking, so I wanna die righ tnow. This year started with an intense screaming match that led me to driving home overly drunk, to increased drug use, I had a close friend die, I'm close to losing the friends closest to me due to my own shitty selfishness, I've had more serious fights since then with those people, I got two jobs, then got fired for one because my other job scheduled same day and it hurt. I tried to power through my social anxiety to make friends at that second job and when I thought I was succeeding here I am now... Not talking to them. I fucked up another semester of University, and then beat the shit out of my best friend for innappropriately touching a woman at the bar--so I lost one of the people that saved my life. I tried commiting suicide once and almost accidently killed myself another time this year, too poor to pay my therapy bills so I was kickedout. Too lazy to work with medicaid to fix it all. Then the coronavirus happened and things continue to get more complicated in life. I've fallen backwards instead of progressing, and I hate myself for it. I dwell on things to say to people to not feel so overwhelimingly fucking awkward, but I suck at it. I suck at being a partner, a friend, and a student.
I just needed to get this off my chest, because I honestly really have nothing else to vent. I needed an echochamber. |
bloodshy
06.03.20 | @minus It's good you're not keeping it to yourself at least.
Sometimes it seems impossible to start over, but from another perspective, you're free to do whatever you want when you have nothing to lose.
Good luck trying to stay sane, and stay active. The world is your oyster. :)
Feel free to echo chamber in my lists if you feel so inclined. |
FR33L0RD
06.03.20 | @Minus,
Sometimes it seems impossible to start over, but from another perspective, you're free to do whatever you want when you have nothing to lose. [2...good wisdom idea]
Your not alone in this situation. We all, at various degree, feel very powerless in this crisis
Your candid comment show that you have a big hearth.
Mistakes & fall step feelings are for those of with big hearth.
You dont suck at expressing yourself in writing. Pretty good at it.
In 2010 approx. i was using email to express myself deeply. It help me.
I feel the sorrow in your words. So, your not alone in this echo chamber, thats a good re-start
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garas
06.03.20 | Just don't give all up Minus! Your only chance for living and experience nice things is given only in this life, it doesn't worth it to throw it away. You never know what tomorrow will bring to you!
I really hope you'll feel better! |
Trifolium
06.03.20 | That sounds very rough Minus. Hang in there, echo-chamber away and your Sputbros are with you from a safe distance, with all these miles of internet in between, but still here for you. I hope you know that. Because it is true. |
JesperL
06.03.20 | all i have to add to the above is that you seem like a really caring person, especially for beating tf out of someone for assaulting a woman (keep on doing that). the world needs people like you, i hope things get better real soon |
Minushuman24
06.03.20 | Ah shit. Sorry for the rambles last night guys, but you're all really sweet. It means a lot to me |
FR33L0RD
06.04.20 | Your welcome my friend. |
Trifolium
06.04.20 | Of course! Or, as we say around here, [2]. |
