theDisconnect
10.23.16 | list is |
Deathconscious
10.23.16 | Go on... |
NordicMindset
10.23.16 | fitting username |
ConcubinaryCode
10.23.16 | Lead by example? |
SandwichBubble
10.23.16 | b&
Also: 10.21.16 | Best Dance Gavin Dance songs? |
Spec
10.23.16 | waiting for red dead 2 so im gonna stick around |
Danred97
10.23.16 | You seem like a fun person to be around. |
Maco097
10.23.16 | Because if I die, who will trash Hellhammer and the rest of crappy black metal like Von? |
heck
10.23.16 | not for lack of trying |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | The TDWP show really was that bad, huh? |
50iL
10.23.16 | Cuz new Ulcerate is coming out
And I've got way too much music that I still need to get to |
wtferrothorn
10.23.16 | I'd miss my cat : ( |
Mystletainn
10.23.16 | You trying to make me laugh in public? |
Mystletainn
10.23.16 | Oh and I can't die because there aren't many people out there as awesome as me. |
theDisconnect
10.23.16 | I wanna make bank bro. I wanna get ass. I wanna drive a Range Rover. |
Maco097
10.23.16 | Be a jew. Go search prostitutes. Steal one. |
Lord(e)Po)))ts
10.23.16 | k |
Maco097
10.23.16 | Where's angrylittleautist when we need him? |
Futures
10.23.16 | lol |
Uranium
10.23.16 | life is pointless but that shouldn't stop you from smashing day and night |
Jots
10.23.16 | I remember when I was 8 y.o. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Damn, you had existential thoughts at 8? I was worried about my fucking basketball tournaments. |
evilford
10.23.16 | Bc new ulcerate [2] |
bigboss00
10.23.16 | The main 2 reasons are I know my family/friends would be really sad and it would probably effect them a decent amount and thats deeply selfish. Second is I'm too much of a pussy. The bright side is there are moments that comes along every now and again whether it's socially or music, movies, etc. to make me glad that haven't and won't go through with it. Sad but true. |
porcupinetheater
10.23.16 | Eh, it's something to do |
Uranium
10.23.16 | you're going to be reincarnated into bacteria in someone's bum so enjoy this life while it lasts |
brainmelter
10.23.16 | fitting username[2] |
Futures
10.23.16 | big if true |
porcupinetheater
10.23.16 | Dudes we have an edgy character on the Internet tellin' it like it is good job bestnewuser you get an A on your report card |
Futures
10.23.16 | makes u think |
Storm In A Teacup
10.23.16 | uh oh |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Wait is this Sach? |
ShadowRemains
10.23.16 | because carissa's wierd |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | cuz there's things I want to do places I want to go and people I want to see |
porcupinetheater
10.23.16 | Bruh, I ain't optimistic, you're just tryin' real hard.
Did u know u can't verify u aren't caught in a perpetual dream and the world around you is hypothetically a mental construction?
It probably isn't though. Go hug Mommy and Daddy, they probably love you |
Riviere
10.23.16 | Assuming that your quality of life is good, there's no reason to even contemplate this.
From what we know, life is the only game in town and at the best of times it's pretty fuckin fun. Without us, life just is. We're the ones who created "meaning" which by all accounts is the continuation of the species. To where? Who gives a shit, besides if we knew where it was all headed we'd probably fall into despair.
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Storm In A Teacup
10.23.16 | "carissa's weird"
good band |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | agreed |
porcupinetheater
10.23.16 | D.
All of the above tbh |
CaimanJesus
10.23.16 | Dude if you're gonna be a cunt at least use your main account. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Wait sach are you shitting on malthusians or just saying they're pessimists? This is super important to determine how many points you score for this. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | -1
You were so close. |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | I'm killing myself with these sugar cookies oh man |
Storm In A Teacup
10.23.16 | how done am I with this thread, also I'm a teenage girl
A. 100% done
B. SO done
C. forever done
D. 300% done |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Invalid options list cause no emojis or exclamation points. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | "I'm a teenage girl"
Obvious lie. |
Futures
10.23.16 | sometimes you gotta sm0k |
Storm In A Teacup
10.23.16 | "Obvious lie."
If it's obviously not true that means I didn't lie, you'd just be dumb for believing it. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Nah all legit projections I've seen from people I would put faith in have us plateauing at a level that would still leave plenty of resources for all tbh. I mean I'd say Ehrlich is like the prototypical Malthusian in that he just spouts nonstop horseshit that gets proven horribly wrong before he's even dead and gone so he has to just sit there like a bitch and say "Yeah, but in like ten more years tho I swear" and then ten more years goes by and he still looks like a lil' bitch. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | It's like retards predicting peak oil. Obviously it's a real concept cause oil isn't limitless and the extraction gets more difficult/costly past a certain point, but they take this premise and fuck up the execution 100% of the time. |
Storm In A Teacup
10.23.16 | you sound leik you support the NWO, better go get mah guns |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | thats the curse of consciousness
by the same logic why should we get it over with now?
everything is temporal in the universe but why not enjoy the journey or atleast try and enjoy your brief existence here or atleast not urge other people to kill themselves |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | It just hit me that this user's profile pic is Brand New and their last list was a DGD list |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | I still think pop. growth rate will be outpaced by tech/efficiency gains (as has been the case from the industrial revolution till now) until we hit a stable population level. But hey, we don't know yet.
Team Cornucopian 'til I die, nigga. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | "It just hit me that this user's profile pic is Brand New and their last list was a DGD list"
You tried making a point here, Trebor. It's the effort that counts. |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | nihilism is a cop out for pussies
'whereas population is seemingly boundless'
apparently we're supposed to plateau around 9.4 billion around the year 2070, which is nuts but supportable
List is good
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YakNips
10.23.16 | you go ahead i'm good |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | I have crippling depression |
Futures
10.23.16 | haha crippling depression memes XDDDDDDDDD |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Maybe Hillary can kiss it better for ya. |
Storm In A Teacup
10.23.16 | Omfg futures |
hal1ax
10.23.16 | life is so hard D'': |
p4p
10.23.16 | cuz jobs.. and uhh.. waffles with bacon. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Gonna have to agree to disagree on scope of human ingenuity. |
Futures
10.23.16 | sometimes u gotta smink wang |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | I took a xanax today and had mad disinhibition side effects |
hal1ax
10.23.16 | i mean that's like the point of xanax |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Could also be preexisting brain damage tbf. |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | yeah but I felt like I was gonna fight somebody, I think that might be how I actually feel and my anxiety just suppresses it |
hal1ax
10.23.16 | anxiety doesn't really work like that. that kind of reckless and belligerent shit is super common among people who take benzodiazepines |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | I mean yeah it does, like if my boss is shitty to me, normally I just get anxious and internalize it, but on xanax I'm just like fuck you dude |
Futures
10.23.16 | trebor this is embarrassing |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | ye trebor start on someone bigger than you maybe they'll knock some fucking sense into you |
hal1ax
10.23.16 | but you without those inhibitions is not "how you actually feel". everyone has inhibitions, even if yours are severe or distressing, they serve a function. they just need to be tamed |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | I'm on four medications
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MeatSalad
10.23.16 | Gonna see if I can live long enough to see some sort of cybernetic immortality |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Five might do the trick. |
hal1ax
10.23.16 | lol |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | cheap vodka used to be my jam but you guys all know how that turned out |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | all you need is a handful of Valium and a bottle of vodka |
Futures
10.23.16 | lol |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Or detergent. |
Futures
10.23.16 | preferably for trebor17 yes |
Futures
10.23.16 | you can't get everclear?! wtf kinda dictatorship you guys runnin? |
Futures
10.23.16 | absurd |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | http://i721.photobucket.com/albums/ww218/rodneycedwards/2012-09-22%20Rock%20Island%20State%20Park/41SMDmidstill_zps14f9f465.jpg |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | With the way a lot of aussies drink I'm not sure introducing everclear would be a wise idea lol |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | It's a weeding process. |
Futures
10.23.16 | wow balls you are a pussy and a bogan. bad mix. |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | 'you cant even get everclear?!' or in my state drink at a venue past 2 am, also the price of ciggies is fucked |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | only time I've ever had everclear was as a tincture of green dragon and it was rough af not sure why you'd want that as just a drink |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | @24 how much $ for a pack? |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | Ye dude, Newcastle local, you? |
Futures
10.23.16 | past 2 am? lol in wisconsin you can't get it past 9 pm lmao consider yourself lucky |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | for a 20 pack you'd be looking anywhere from 15 to 20 bucks depending on brand |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Hahaha fucking seriously? |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | wait futures are we talking bottle shops or being served at an actual licensed premises? cos if its the latter how do you live bro |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | at one point when I was living in CT you couldnt buy alcohol on sundays |
Futures
10.23.16 | yeah all liquor stores. you can get beer at gas stations sometimes but that's it lol |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | "for a 20 pack you'd be looking anywhere from 15 to 20 bucks depending on brand"
D: now that i live in florida its like 6 bucks for a pack of reds its crazy (and sad) how much of difference that makes in my budget |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | alcohol prices are extortionate particularly in clubs/bars, even with respect to out higher wages, so most people in my city opt to get obliterated before they head out to avoid buying drinks throughout the night. Although this in itself is a gambit because about 50% of the time you end up being so intoxicated that you're denied entry to the club, if you even make it there. Apparently I've tried to use my Nando's card as my ID before. Until the city discovered MDMA which is both cheaper and 100x more enjoyable, last time i went to a club they weren't even serving alcohol only jugs of water to keep us hydrated. Probs not good for the long-term mental health but then again neither is alcohol. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Aren't cars retardedly expensive in Aus? |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | @best thats actually insane. thats a 600% tax |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | @futures thats the same here, when i meant cant get alcohol past 2 am I meant like pubs/bars/clubs etc
@TheSpaceMan tbf the minimum wage in Aus is pretty good in comparison but its still rooted
@bestnewuser nice nice, should hit some gigs while you're up, some real cool stuff happening with Newy/Cenny Coast music depending on what you're into
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GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | I would suspect their pop. being like 1/15 of ours and their location on the planet mean some of that cost is not just taxes but logistics. |
tre
10.23.16 | I tell myself I bear witness. But the real answer is that it's obviously my programming. And I lack the constitution for suicide. |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | balls dude thats everywhere bars will always cost an arm and a leg and thats where pre gaming comes in |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | Ye come Lass or Hamilton Station gig, cheep jugs of beer and good vibes |
Futures
10.23.16 | bars are horrendous. fuck em |
Futures
10.23.16 | went to this one nice rooftop bar in chicago got a glass of wine, a vodka lemonade and two shots and my bill was like $40 |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | true I was measuring the pre-tax sale price in the US its obv different considering marbs is technically a US domestic company |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | what best said, fuck paying over 5 dollars for a drink
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TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | "pubs > bars > clubs"
aint that the truth, unless the club has some great DJ |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | That sounds about average futures. |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | "went to this one nice rooftop bar in chicago"
I bet that was a good night |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | He probably puked. |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | theres two big $10 AYCD happy hours near me, its great if you can handle the amount of younger peeps cuz thats worth it for the unlimited drinks |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Wish I liked beer. |
Futures
10.23.16 | i didn't puke actually somehow haha. it was glorious though me and me two best friends went to see the us kick costa ricas ass in soccer. celebrated a bit. |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | people who dont like beer are wrong tbh |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | Im not a soccer fan but that sounds like a blast futures |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | 'wow balls you are a pussy and a bogan. bad mix.'
Not sure what would make you assume either of these things. Because I drink and go out? Is that sort of behavior so alien to you lol
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GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | I don't know why but I don't gel with anything carbonated. As such, spirits it is. |
Futures
10.23.16 | drank all that and another shot in like 45 mins on a straight empty stomach lol. passed out on the way back to wisco good times |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | I hate soda but beer is the greatest thing ever |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Yeah see for me it's across the board. I'll do shots no problem but beer just doesn't work for me. I've tried a pretty good variety and same result every time. |
Futures
10.23.16 | yeah i don't do beer either lol hate it unless flip cup is getting lit lol |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | damn flip cups a bitch game but at least it gets some drink in you, have you guys ever played slap/stack cup? by far the best drinking game like literally unbeatable |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | I'm one of the 10 Aussies who doesn't enjoy beer either (or atleast is willing to admit it). Ciders > spirits> methanol > beers |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | I don't do drinking games I just drink haha. |
Futures
10.23.16 | what's that spacedude lol |
24gadjet
10.23.16 | @ballsDeep
what the fuck? drink tooheys
also my greatest claim to fame was making a meme that went viral thanks to an australian page that abuses chix and promotes alcoholism, still dont know whether to be proud or not |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | i think cider is fucking terrible. I really only drink beer, whiskey and rum in that order of preference |
Futures
10.23.16 | circle of death is always fun with some good friends |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | Mixed drinks are my shit. |
Futures
10.23.16 | i only do mixed drinks and shots lol oh and some wine preferably slapping the bag haha |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | @futures dude its amazing, its sounds complicated af but its so fast paced and gets everyone so hype cause of its free for all competition and the amount you drink. needs 4+ players, you basically have a bunch of solo cups filled with like 1/4 of the way with beer chilling in the center of the table. then theres two empty cups that are the ones in play and two ping pong balls. you all stand in a circle around the table and when the game starts you take turns bouncing the ball into the cup. you can put the cup anywhere in front of you to do this and bounce from anywhere its not like you gotta do some crazy shot around the table. once you make it in you pass the ball and cup to your left for the next guy. since theres two cups going around eventually theyll catch up to eachother. if you make it in before the guy to your left does, you slap his cup off the table and he has to drink one of the cups in the center to have a new cup to bounce in. it really isnt that hard to get down its just impossible to explain lol |
Futures
10.23.16 | damn that sounds crazy as hell haha |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpnNGuIaHwI this guy does a better job explaining it trust me its fun as fuck |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | drinking just pales in comparison to MDMA in every conceivable way. there's virtually no euphoria, no energy, feeling sloppy, sleepy, lethargic or aggressive and belligerent, the amnesia, the unconsciousness, the hangovers, the physical sickness, the propensity for addiction, the delirium tremens, the calories, the beer belly, the type II diabetes, the stupid social convention. |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | lol except no
molly and ecstacy are neurotoxic and you cant order it at a restaurant and you cant do it more than like twice a week without it catching up to you and even thats puchin it. it has its place but youre an idiot if you compare the two |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | anyways MDA > MDMA times like 20 |
worthlessscab
10.23.16 | Why not climb Everest? |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | I can easily compare the two if we're talking about taking them on a monthly basis when going clubbing though. I'd never do MD more than once a month but then I don't go clubbing more than once a month either. I don't even bother drinking for most other events these days, I've learnt to socialize just fine without it, which is the only legitimate reason why I (and I assume most people) would ever drink in the first place. Using it as a social crutch just exacerbates the issue anyway. |
demigod!
10.23.16 | because there's so much cool stuff to see and do and feel |
hobblepot
10.23.16 | because blood on the dancefloor broke up, my head was in a noose when the news came through. You can bet I put that noose away for another day |
Thalassic
10.23.16 | Man, you gotta stay off the pills. Lot of crap quality on the market nowadays. Just a few months ago, a guy I knew died after taking some pills which were sold to him by one of his best pals. If you're gonna do hard drugs, charlie is the way to go |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | pills is such a huge generalization of drugs its just a means of producing a substance for easy consumption. most pills are mass produced legally anyways and are easy to identify, and a ton of MDMA is not in pill form. in fact I usually get it as crystal. i dont recommend doing drugs in the first place just as i dont advocate eating 16 tubs of icecream in a month but idgaf what you do and telling people "pills are bad do this hard drug instead" is just retarded cuz pills are a huge range of substances and not even a class of drug. what the fuck is charlie anyways ive never heard of it |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | but yeah thats basically like saying dont do drugs that are red you might not know what it is. i dont mean to come off as harsh cuz you are trying to give advice to keep people safe im just up way too late on sputnik |
BallsDeep
10.23.16 | charlie is coke and im perplexed that thaclassic would advise against doing ecstasy but advocate doing cocaine but its probably not worth arguing about |
Deez
10.23.16 | I always planned to do it when I get to 50. The reason ive never bought a house/car got married, had a kid. Just travelled the world untill im too old to do it then get vice to do a doco of me travelling the world taking different drugs on a deathwish until I OD. |
Thalassic
10.23.16 | "charlie is coke and im perplexed that thaclassic would advise against doing ecstasy but advocate doing cocaine but its probably not worth arguing about"
I wouldn't advocate doing any kind of hard drug, but in my environment I see WAY more cases of pill-popping going wrong than I see cocaine-usage going wrong. As a matter of fact, I haven't come across any fatal cocaine cases. That's not to say these don't exist, but I know of a decent amount of people who ended up in a coma after merely swallowing just one pill; just because a lot of pushers nowadays are selling stuff of extremely nefarious quality.
My personal advice would be to stay clear of hard drugs in general (obviously), but when you really feel the need to experiment, cocaine is - from my own personal experience - the least dangerous. Just my two cents
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TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | "dont do pills cuz you dont know whats in it so do coke instead" |
Thalassic
10.23.16 | All I'm saying is: both are crap, but currently, xtc is a more dangerous kind of crap than coke is |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | pure coke might be safer then pure MDMA but you are more likely to find pure MDMA then pure coke in my experience of using test kits at festivals, you have to assume that both are more often then not cut or pressed with other shit anyways. They're also extremely different highs and not worth suggesting one as a replacement for the other |
Thalassic
10.23.16 | Nah you're probably right, man. I'll admit that it was a poorly worded comment on my part. |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | no worries theres just some scary misinformation there iirc cocaine OD deaths are up there just behind opiates and are pretty brutal on the heart while also being addictive. i just think ecstacy has some bad long term effects that not a lot of people acknowledge and causes really bad dehydration |
Thalassic
10.23.16 | Yeah that's true. Cocaine does take a greater beating on the heart. It's just that lately in my region there are a lot of pills with dangerously high doses of PMMA sold under the street name of xtc. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | I thought almost all coke deaths were due to being cut and/or mixed with other substances and that it's like incredibly rare to see a fatal OD on pure cocaine. |
GhostOfSarcasticBtrd
10.23.16 | I mean I know a lot of the famous people who allegedly died of coke like Farley and Belushi actually died cause they were mixing it with heroin and morphine, for instance.
That said, not that this is relevant to Sput users who are incredibly unlikely to be out buying pure cocaine. |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | @ghost i've sorta feel the same but i'm not qualified to make that statement, cause youre definitely right in that no one on sput is getting pure coke. like fuck if they're even getting 75%. I would think that when they classify a cocaine OD they dont go off what the user thought they took and instead the large and fatal amount of the drug in their system at the time of death. like if they OD'd on the H that was cut into the coke then it woulda shown up in the body and then identified as an opiate death
@worstnewuser you can refer to shit however you want i guess but my "right ol' rant" had nothing to do with you (: |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | again i apologize for the needless spilling of words idk why i cared so much |
TheSpaceMan
10.23.16 | "watch your typing when referring to me fucker"
lol |
FullOfSounds
10.23.16 | Way to be a downer damn |
DanielNightLewis
10.23.16 | millennial nihilism is so boring. |
teamster
10.23.16 | Drugs are bad. |
grannypantys
10.23.16 | albert camus
http://www.camus-society.com/myth-of-sisyphus.html |
Deez
10.23.16 | Get a good dealer. I know peeps whos dealer tells them what pills hes got. they go on pill report and check first. Few times theyve been harsh hes actually refunded them. Next level dealer. |
Crymsonblaze
10.23.16 | because there's probably nothing after death and existing > not existing, in most cases? |
Egarran
10.23.16 | Listen up, you confused monkeys. There is a greater meaning. If not metaphysical, then the colonisation of the universe!
Also, at some point, we will make a machine that brings back persons from the past and revives them in a utopia. Except suiciders because they're no fun to be around. |
Crymsonblaze
10.23.16 | o cool |
theDisconnect
10.23.16 | what the fuck happened here |
Sinternet
10.23.16 | i am not gonna read the whole of this thread but someone tell me who the dumbass was and how it can be linked to adolf christ |
someguest
10.23.16 | If I was a Dance Gavin Dance fan I would have killed myself a long time ago. |
someguest
10.23.16 | "watch your typing when referring to me fucker"
IS THAT YOU, DAD? |
theDisconnect
10.23.16 | "If I was a Dance Gavin Dance fan I would have killed myself a long time ago."
Nice one you got me |
Snake.
10.23.16 | i've been regularly seeing a therapist once every 2 weeks and i still don't feel like i'm making any progress at all
i'm also up to my neck in homework trying to get stuff done so i've had to skip meals (and i'm still gaining weight) and excuse myself from hanging out with friends which is complementing the loneliness that i've gather with facing inner demons from people you used to know but don't want anything to do with you anymore so that weight is just getting heavier and heavier over my head and seeing what the rest of the semester holds it only looks like i'm gonna get less and less free time to do shit that i've still always wanted to do
how the fuck does anybody get shit done in college honestly |
Sinternet
10.23.16 | you don't, you just pretend you have and the most convincing liars succeed |
Snake.
10.23.16 | and my parents are over in france so i don't even have anybody to have a good cry with over the phone to |
Trebor.
10.23.16 | What the fuck happened to this thread after I left?
You see this is why I make myself the punching bag so you guys will behave
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Futures
10.23.16 | embarrassing |
Snake.
10.23.16 | also props for putting 8 on here the last song is literally one of the most disastrously beautiful things ever and it got me through some really dark places at the end of my first semester |
Sevengill
10.23.16 | I can't kill myself until I release an album that gets a 4+ on Sputnik |
Sinternet
10.23.16 | sputnik user albums getting a 4+ average
yeah that's never gonna happen |
Sevengill
10.23.16 | fuck |
Spec
10.23.16 | trebs my dude xanax is NOT what you want for anxiety |
brainmelter
10.23.16 | ill make the first user made album that gets a 4+ avg, just you watch homeboi |
hal1ax
10.23.16 | I thought Pots' and Rev's albums were both good |
Drummerboy123
10.23.16 | I'm interested in seeing where humanity goes and what happens next. |
DirEnRefused
10.23.16 | fuck benzodiazapines in general to be honest for anxiety treatment ssri's have a lot of debate over their efficacy (like 50% population last i checked from ncbi, idk serotonin hypothesis research is still lacking) but at least if they fail they're not gonna potentially ruin you |
Spec
10.23.16 | ssri's are still infinitely better in the long run |
DirEnRefused
10.23.16 | yeah like i say i still generally support their widespread prescription especially over shit like xanny because of how relatively innocuous they are i just think people need to be aware it's okay if ssri's don't help you either and if so to seek counsel for alternative routes because it's very common |
bentheREDfan
10.23.16 | Life is far beyond meaningless.
Then again if you're screwing around and joking then I can laugh along. |
hal1ax
10.23.16 | it's funny, even in most anxiety disorders, SSRI's show to be more effective at actually treating the anxiety than benzo's. |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | That's really interesting, I feel benzos are more immediate relief while SSRIs probably do more to stop panic attacks and anxiety flares from happening which is better. I don't know alot about antidepressants tho |
NordicMindset
10.24.16 | Snake that Old Gray song was neat |
Trebor.
10.24.16 | I'm on an SSEI and a shit load of therapy but I needed the benzo for panic attacks at work like I literally couldn't work |
Typhoon24
10.24.16 | benzos (and benzo analogs) are great for anxiety
dont take em regularly (sure as hell not daily) and the second you see a psychological bond develop discontinue IMMEDIATELY lol (by discontinue I mean taper off to zero if you have a tolerance). or else u might just lose your mind. forever
great to help with a panic attack or stressful night every once in a while tho |
AlexKzillion
10.24.16 | Think I''m gonna follow through with it right now goodbye forever sputnikmusic.com |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | yeah typhoon theyre great for countering an episode. I use them a lot to help chill out a really strong trip too |
Trebor.
10.24.16 | I only took the one xanax and I feel like it gave me some perspective and I feel like my anxiety is permanently lower |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | really? thats odd. its more of a immediate numbing of the thoughts for me. but thats cool that its helped you out like that |
Typhoon24
10.24.16 | yeah it's because you were able to confront your anxiety in the face and still not give a fuck. like your brain wasn't giving out the "oh shit" signals, and so you're desensitized to that and similar episodes.
warning u tho...i know u have self control but i say this to everyone--PLEASE BE FUCKING CAREFUL. if u thought ur anxiety was bad now, times it by about 200 and you'll be where this drug will eventually take you if you get cocky and slip up |
Tyler.
10.24.16 | I only took the one xanax and I feel like it gave me some perspective and I feel like my anxiety is permanently lower
see one time i smoked some weed and had a super bad anxiety attack and my anxiety has been so much worse ever since |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | I smoked weed everyday from when I was 13 till like about 19, and it never gave me anxiety. then i quit for about a year and ever since just a few puffs to many can make my blood freeze and mind starts racing bad |
Tyler.
10.24.16 | yeah it fucks me up pretty bad so i have to stay away from it |
Futures
10.24.16 | smink wong |
hal1ax
10.24.16 | Like space said, they're more for just immediate relief, however they aren't particularly effective for helping yourself establish a modified state of mind wherein you are better equipped at mentally navigating yourself out of the distressful state of mind. And there is a lot of research supporting physiological misinterpretations as often being the focal force behind panic disorder. A lot of people maladaptively interpret innocuous physiological symptoms as signs of a panic attack, and will then actually scare themselves into having a panic attack. And I remember reading somewhere that certain antidepressants that effect norepinephrine (rather than serotonin) as being the most empirically backed drug treatment for panic d/o. |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | hal1ax bro not to get too personal feel free to not answer obv but are you prescribed either drug? |
NordicMindset
10.24.16 | I've never been medicated before don't know what it'll do to me tbh |
Tyler.
10.24.16 | A lot of people maladaptively interpret innocuous physiological symptoms as signs of a panic attack, and will then actually scare themselves into having a panic attack.
yeah that used to happen to me a lot sounds about right |
oltnabrick
10.24.16 | great question |
heck
10.24.16 | actually I tried a few weeks ago with a belt and door knob, like Robin Williams-style, but the fuckin buckle broke
this thread probably wasn't a good thing to read in the middle of another depressive episode |
BlacKapes
10.24.16 | i killed my wife, close enough |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | I've always attributed my anxiety to my analytical nature. I tend to overthink a lot of things which isnt really a bad thing imo and has helped me more then hurt me, engineering and math always came easy and really interested me and helped me build a career im happy with, it just happens to also cause me to overthink embarrassing and stressful moments in my life and clutch onto my mistakes. but i think its just my brain loving to learn from mistakes and trying to not repeat that kind of shit... its a blessing and a curse and is why i personally dont think i need to script for it. i recognize though that its way worse and more debilitating for a lot of people and dont condemn the use of anti anxiety meds at all, i think anxiety is a spectrum that everyone falls on... no one is anxiety free its pretty much an evolutionary trait |
hal1ax
10.24.16 | Ya absolutely, defs on a spectrum. And ya I've been on Valium, klonopin, ssri's, etc. not anymore doe |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | was gonna say you def have an interesting perspective on them, that usually takes being involved with them in someway or another |
hal1ax
10.24.16 | i studied clinical psych in college too so that definitely steers my perspective as well |
Negator
10.24.16 | because while youre correct that are lives are meaningless, it is our struggle or lack thereof to put meaning into something that will always be less than nothing. |
Typhoon24
10.24.16 | lol |
hal1ax
10.24.16 | Like I defs believe in drug therapy but I think the majority of drugs are just frivolously prescribed and wrongly used as a means to an end. From my experience, drugs are only effective when coupled with active cognitive/behavioral/psychodynamic therapies |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | "i studied clinical psych in college too so that definitely steers my perspective as well"
awesome man respect that, it shows in the way you worded your comments too which is cool |
Spec
10.24.16 | you MUST do therapy along with what you're prescribed I agree with that
i used to be like "just give me some pills and fuck off" but nothing ever changes unless you actually put the work in |
Jasdevi087
10.24.16 | I can't kill myself cause I've got shit to do, duh. ain't got the time, and other shit i'd rather be doing anyway |
Aids
10.24.16 | @ hep kat |
Negator
10.24.16 | ^yea.... well fuck you cuz this is business./s I'm convinced therapists/pyschiatrists mildly give an actual fuck about one's mental disorder. In their mind its like, "hey they seem kind of depressed, theyre convinced they are too." Hell why not say they have mild ADHD too and add another pill to the cost. |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | its basically a matching game to some doctors/psychiatrists. you try to match as many symptoms as possible to a medication to keep the $$ flowing |
Spec
10.24.16 | what's hep kat got to do with this |
Negator
10.24.16 | its all about the money. but yea drugs can actually help combined with will power ect like spec said |
Spec
10.24.16 | yeaaa to them it still comes down to the $$$ but some of us can't function at all without some help so w/e |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | yeah like i said i dont think medication is bad i just think a lot of people are a bit too reliant on it. but w.e you can spend your money however you want and take whatever drug you want long as it doesnt victimize others and you dont force it down other people's throats |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | because forcing strong PKs down other people's throats isnt very nice |
Trebor.
10.24.16 | "Like space said, they're more for just immediate relief, however they aren't particularly effective for helping yourself establish a modified state of mind wherein you are better equipped at mentally navigating yourself out of the distressful state of mind. And there is a lot of research supporting physiological misinterpretations as often being the focal force behind panic disorder. A lot of people maladaptively interpret innocuous physiological symptoms as signs of a panic attack, and will then actually scare themselves into having a panic attack. And I remember reading somewhere that certain antidepressants that effect norepinephrine (rather than serotonin) as being the most empirically backed drug treatment for panic d/o."
like bro I understand why I was having a panic attack but like I said I was at work so it's like gotta work so took the xanax |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | i dont think hal1ax was dismissing xanax at all, in fact he highlighted their place. what he means is SSRIs have potential to stop those type of things in the long run while benzos can do what you used them for and provide immediate help if an episode does happen.
its like if there was a drug out there that stopped the common cold, thatds be rad but doesnt mean we should stop the use of cough suppressants cause anything can happen you feel? |
Trebor.
10.24.16 | I don't think an SSEI is going to completely change how I think and feel, and if it could I don't know that I'd necessarily want that anyway |
Storm In A Teacup
10.24.16 | This thread seems horrible lol. Anyway, how can I contribute? um...oh! I almost killed myself on accident when my friend said snort as much of this good coke as you can for free and I followed those directions explicitly lol. Trippiest seizure I've ever had and I was bouncing off the walls for hours from room to room. There's like 12 people there and none of them were interesting enough for my high. |
TheSpaceMan
10.24.16 | i agree with you treb my problem with antidepressantss is that they do change you a bit and i dont want that, but some people look for/need the exact change they provide its a personal decision you have to make |
Storm In A Teacup
10.24.16 | I took 4-5 of those gold bars every day for a month that was horrible |
Negator
10.24.16 | mushrooms changed me, sad to say. It wasnt the first time but more like the 4th - 5th time when I took more 2 eighths and it turned into a bad trip. Shit took me like 1 - 2 months to get back into my right state of mind and even then things still felt off. *sigh* |
Sevengill
10.24.16 | I took two hits from a bong once. first and only high. had just finished recording my album at a studio in MD and the guy was like, you gotta listen to this while high. it's totally awesome. so I did, and got all sleepy-like but then started seeing the music as floating red squares. I got all paranoid because the red squares were all the same size, and I thought that people would think my music was boring because of that. did not enjoy. |
Typhoon24
10.24.16 | bongs are a little intense considering your lack of tolerance
first time i got baked was one hit from a joint and i was set for the whole night |
Sevengill
10.24.16 | it went better than the first time I drank though. "here, have some Jamaican spiced rum." didn't even ask how much I was supposed to drink. had half a liter straight. next couple hours were great. following evening and night were not. |
Futures
10.24.16 | why the fuck is this thread still going |
Typhoon24
10.24.16 | yikes lol |
Sevengill
10.24.16 | I gotta have the last say is why |