BrownBillow: Dope Sucks, Man.

Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	yuhhhhhh....
TalonsOfFire 12.31.14	Don't do drugs mkyay?
Tunaboy45 12.31.14	We're all stars now
TheSpaceMan 12.31.14	solution must be to buy more bundles
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	@bogs yep, been about 4 or 5 years now since all my friends in the town i grew up in got into heroin and the first of my buddies od'd on it and died and ever since its just been fucking people in my life up even thousands of miles away in a new city with a fresh start
TalonsOfFire 12.31.14	Where was that Pots?
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	calgary albeeerrta
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	i guess i should have said city not town
Titan 12.31.14	89 Flames
hikingmetalpunk 12.31.14	dopeman dopeman
TalonsOfFire 12.31.14	Hmm I didn't know that area had a big drug or heroin problem is it because of lack of jobs?
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	@talons nah dude, calgary actually has an extremely rich economy. there are tonnes of jobs and pay is very high. great city to start a business in. im really not sure what it is or even if there really is a huge heroin problem at all compared to other big cities, it could have just blown up in my network i dunno
TheSpaceMan 12.31.14	I've had very similar experience pots, its disgusting a friend (or ex friend i guess) just od'd yesterday and the guy he was with (other ex friend) called me up for the first time in years begging for help and a ride... there is a reason i've learned to cut off those people from my life
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	yeah man i kind of spent some time feeling selfish for cutting some of the people i used to love out of my life like that when they were at such a low but it really came down to my own mental health taking a toll by dealing with those people. sometimes you just gotta do you.
deathschool 12.31.14	Damn.
TalonsOfFire 12.31.14	Wow that's horrible, I've been told many times that no one should ever try heroin
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	i never tried it purely out of resentment towards what it was doing to my friends and im really glad i didnt. i did every other drug with them every step of the way leading up to that until they started shooting k up into their legs instead of insufflating it and that was the point where i was like "no, fuck this" which was shortly before everyone got into heroin
TheSpaceMan 12.31.14	i'm fucking stupid and tried it once but luckily it was a one time thing... only did a line cause I'm not ever gonna use a needle recreationally
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	yeah i am very against ever using a needle so that was kind of the line for me even if it was just to prove a point to my friends
TalonsOfFire 12.31.14	I'm starting to think everyone on this site is in to drugs or used to be
Lord(e)Po)))ts 12.31.14	everyone on this site that is in there 20's pretty much yeah
DoctorDoom 12.31.14	Sorry for your struggle. I've see it do horrible things to people. That's why I never got into any of that nonsense, it destroys the only vessel we ever have.
Spec 12.31.14	Just did a list about recovering from a fentanyl addiction damn. Opiates just take everything.
DoctorDoom 12.31.14	@Bogs don't know if that question was for me but no I haven't. I just always stayed away from drugs, saw it ruin the lives of good people and wanted no part. Also, I'm a drug rehab counselor so I'd feel a bit hypocritical doing them.
SCREAM! 12.31.14	"everyone on this site that is in there 20's pretty much yeah" Guess I'm the exception, smoked pot a few times but I never really got the hype around it and haven't touched it in years. Other than that I'll drink at parties/bars but that's it /square
SCREAM! 12.31.14	Music is my drug m/
BrownBillow 01.02.15	Needles are disgusting, to be completely honest. I've never shot up, and I never want to give it a shot. Smoking it's bad too, but to be fair at least I'm not risking an abscess or HIV. Sigh... the worst thing is that I can't get on estrogen/progesterone 'till I get completely clean.
BrownBillow 01.02.15	By the way, happy new years to everyone!
Comatorium. 01.27.15	Had... well, have, a dope problem. Shit never goes away. Was clean for ten months last year and relapsed. On week two of a suboxone program right now. Gonna go ten more months and then the rest of my life. Dope is some fucked up shit. Sniffin' it's the way to go, btw..
Trebor. 01.27.15	coming up on 5 months sober sup
swagb0b 01.27.15	you were dopin?
Trebor. 01.27.15	nah booze