just listened to plan b's new album

now heiling some whitechapel and making cowwwfeee

jun jun jun jun

Might listen to Plan B's new album again actually.

Finally a british hip hop artist who didn't decided to start making bad electro pop after their debut.

yeah havent slept yet

have work in an hour, nice

[QUOTE=Meatplow;18086826]erm, is this adb? or someone who has hacked his account[/QUOTE]

hahahahahahahahahaha

just saw katy perrys california gurls video for the first time

be still my heart

ya shes delicious

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lol

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mm nice cakes

some might say

scrumptious

luv her

urgh I got my uncle and his dysfunctional family coming to stay

should be fun for a laugh just wish I didn't need to study

[QUOTE=illmitch;18086872]just saw katy perrys california gurls video for the first time

be still my heart[/QUOTE]

i dont see what a land of endless candy has to do with california girls but hey, she's naked on a cloud

[QUOTE=Meatplow;18086895]urgh I got my uncle and his dysfunctional family coming to stay

should be fun for a laugh just wish I didn't need to study[/QUOTE]

This should be fun, for sure.

And on the katy perry note - I love how there was all that hoopla about the gummi bear giving her the finger.

Morning folks :)

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joined

oh man what the hell was that i just had the lucid dream to end all lucid dreams

i'm like walking around telling people that its a dream and i had sex with like twenty girls and on one part i actually sat down and analyzed the dream as it happened

my lucid dreams almost always end up with me unwillingly having sex with someone i think is semi attractive. pretty much a very possible occurrence instead of something crazy and awesome that should happen in dreams

well any time i have a lucid dream i find the nearest female and im like "ok i might wake up any minute now so just dont act weird just go with it for a minute"

im pretty sure Ke$ha was in this one but she wouldnt let me ****

but uhhh Sydney (Majesty) did :lol:

lol

Don't have lucid dreams, sux

They're usually really really boring.

I haven't had a dream worth recalling since I started on my meds.

what meds are we on these days

and how do they feel

celexa

Feels alright, kinda numbing but that's the point. I think I'd rather experience life and be numb to it than be too afraid to experience it at all.

is that a SSRI?

certainly there's not one medication that could make me more numb than i already am

Yeah. They started me on 20 mg/daily but I started having severe dissociative episodes so they cut my dose in half.

I don't know if I want to stay on it or not, it's strange having everything I would have wanted from before I was on the meds but being pretty much indifferent about it.

[QUOTE=GaggingOrder;18087061]certainly there's not one medication that could make me more numb than i already am[/QUOTE]

please make this the title of your memoirs

i have plenty experience with SSRIs and i can't know for sure but i really want to say they never did anything for me

What were they treating you for?

[QUOTE=masscows;18087058]celexa

Feels alright, kinda numbing but that's the point. I think I'd rather experience life and be numb to it than be too afraid to experience it at all.[/QUOTE]

i take this also, 20mg a day

[QUOTE=masscows;18087097]What were they treating you for?[/QUOTE]
I made an appointment a few weeks ahead of time for a rather severe anxiety problem, which had gone away for a week or two by the time i had the appointment.

So he put me on Paxil, and at every appointment he asked how it was going and I reminded him that nothing had changed because i had already gotten over the anxiety and didn't need to be on the pill in the first place, to which he responded by repeatedly increasing the dosage for some reason. After a bout six months I got arrested for shoplifting and he took me off them because he claimed the pills clearly affected my sense of right and wrong.

doctors can be pretty lol

so i've had an erection for about 12 hour now. am getting a bit worried

I made an appointment with this same guy a couple weeks ago , its in like five days

get this, the anxiety attacks have gone away . again.

how severe are these anxiety attacks?

lol don't go

but then the doctor might try to say you didn't come to the appointment out of anxiety and write you another prescription

seems like a lose-lose

[QUOTE=HumanGenome;18087137]so i've had an erection for about 12 hour now. am getting a bit worried[/QUOTE]

use it as a punching bag, see if it's stiff enough to work

[QUOTE]how severe are these anxiety attacks?[/QUOTE]they're usually nothing special, my heart starts racing and i get this horrible feeling like there's no where i can run to because everything i do will either kill me or make me go insane

but then it goes away like five minutes later

it was happening on like an hourly basis for a while but i havent had anything like it in like a week so im hoping i can continue with that