woke up depressed
it's raining outside
writing a paper on depictions of social decay in art
listening to sunn o)))

this is probably the worst negative feedback loop imaginable, i feel like dying right now

Buck up, Nate. :>

blegh

If I lived near you I'd come over and smoke with you right now.

I don't normally smoke but I'd probably take you up on that offer considering my current mental state. I'd probably fall right asleep though haha.

lol noob. :z

i got some coricidins, eat some and listen to krautrock and i guarantee you'll feel better

If I lived near you I'd come over and smoke you right now

Fushurururu

3 SECONDS ARE UP

depression

how come :upset:

morning

y'all need to stop bein so DEPRESSED

i just popped robo, i don't predict i'll be worried about depression today

im not depressed at all actually. just very very tired.

i didnt go to sleep last night im tired

been up for like 48 hours or something

[QUOTE=Angmar;17674782]y'all need to stop bein so DEPRESSED[/QUOTE]

I really wish I could. I need to change my living situation, this one isn't doing me any good... but I'm stuck here for at least another 7-8 months... :|

i'm not depressed right now in general. i have some bad days here and there and some good ones too.

i could use a gf or a job or something to keep me occupied tho tbh

A job would be nice I guess but I keep procrastinating on actually getting one because I'm afraid I'd either hate it or it would kill my grades which would make it even harder for me to get out of here.

A girlfriend... yeah I kind of want one of those too.

i need to start exercising and getting into better shape again too, that's probably my number 1 prioroty lately. I'm starting a vague six-month fitness plan tomorrow.

i'll arbitrarily make the rules as i go along but yeah it'll be pretty healthy

[QUOTE=masscows;17674806]A job would be nice I guess but I keep procrastinating on actually getting one because I'm afraid I'd either hate it or it would kill my grades which would make it even harder for me to get out of here.

A girlfriend... yeah I kind of want one of those too.[/QUOTE]

same :-/

my life is so pathetic that i have to fill it with distractions or its overwhelming.

that sounds sad but its really not at all. it works quite well.

I get the feeling I'll be a lot happier when I move in with my girlfriend

idk when that'd be though

[QUOTE=masscows;17674799]I really wish I could. I need to change my living situation, this one isn't doing me any good... but I'm stuck here for at least another 7-8 months... :|[/QUOTE]

Get your own place that might help.

If you can anyway.

i'll start looking into my own place in six months

i'll need to get some serious cash together tho

Try and get a place to share it's cheaper that way, here you can get like 4 bedroom apartments for like 1500 a month.

frat life man

hey mitch i finally gave The Fame a spin the other day

i still haven't listened to any thing else since really

[QUOTE=Angmar;17674829]Try and get a place to share it's cheaper that way, here you can get like 4 bedroom apartments for like 1500 a month.[/QUOTE]

i really need to ship off to seattle with you and austin next year. that'd be a great move for me