a tribute to my pain
my trial by fire
Tempest wash the rain away
from the teepee floor

Laughter
Mono
Broken
Funeral

laughter echoes off the walls
a monochrome hallucination
broken promises, floating by
a funeral for your reparations


shatter
high
open
always

My heart is shattered
I'm still high on yor smell
I'm cracked open
My heart will always be yours.

Enough
Dead
Cried
Gone

Why am I not enough for you?
My hopes are dead
I cried without you here
i reached for you but you were gone.


Thanks
Bad
Wake
You

Thanks for nothing time and time again,
Why am I the bad apple on the tree,
I'll just keep my suicidal thoughts within,
Don't you know my hate comes for free.

Back
Retrospect
Away
Memories

I'm glad you're not back
In retrospect im happy
please stay away
Leave me here with my memories

Alive
Gravel
Darkness
Tomb

li'l boy still alive
gravel scraped pride
in darkness he'll find
a tomb in his ma's womb

crave
genes
door
floor

crave a change in life
but genes can't lie
the door is open
but the floor is comfortable

sacrifice
emotion
skin
mask

In this life we all must sacrifice
So don't try to fool us with your false emotion
Tear away at the broken skin
And unmask the real you

nightmares
paranioa
scattered
survival

nightmares haunt my mind,
herd it into a state of paranioa
as the pieces flee the're scattered
i hope only for survival

face
neon
strange
anybody

face filled with lies
wierd neon glow
no need for strange goodbyes
if anybody, you should know

bury
guilt
miracle
happen

bury the body
keep the guilt
wait for the miracle
just wait for it to happen

love
hate
life
death

love has left me for another
and the grief and hate engulfs me
my life has ended now and forever
and i wait for death to claim me

Wrath
Evil
Hippy
Monkeys

The wrath waso ne that could not be tamed
The evil hippies found that life was just a game
Yes, they thought that the Monkees were a talented few
but they were corperate ****s you stupid foo

Arizona
Tachos
Orangensaft
Pirated Cable

In my apartment in Arizona
I couldn't afford meat, so i had tachos instead.
With my girlfriend gone, all I could do was drink orangensaft
and watch channel 9 on my pirated cable hookup


Penguin
Inebriated
Sombrero
Bible

the penguin, well he trusts no one,
his brother was inberiated now he's gone,
he tries to hide under hsi sombrero,
but no one escapes the bible.

erm woords...
where
coptic
payment
choices

where shall i sit, is it only me
the coptic person is set free (no idea what coptic means)
my arms stretched out, for my paments over due
the choices im left with, makes me think of you

saddle
faint
interpret
phosphate

can't get back into my saddle,
the life i once knew is so faint,
can't interpret this change around me,
the drugs i took had a phosphate taint.

friends,
sing,
confused,
girl

so where are my friends? they are never hear
sing a song until i feel pain
all i feel is confusion and fear
that girl is seriously messin with my brain

quick
time
forget
go

You're quick to turn your back on me
As the time ticks away in your hand
Don't forget the way we used to be
Get up and go to neverland

Disaster
Capybara
Yellow
Empty

disaster is my life
a capybara is my wife
the yellow thing haunts me
this marraige is empty

haha this sucks

far
utopia
bus
lighter

this light seems so far
the utopia fades into the broken stars
i missed my bus once again
and my lighters broke ive been throug ten

Misery
Romance
fecal
moment

misery is our own false emotion
with romance burning inside

no simpathy for a fecal world
moment to moment burning inside


sweet
rythme
more
mind

The Berries are sweet upon the tree
The Birds all seem to rhyme with me
All my life ive looked for something more
Like the way the birds looked at me the day before

Telephone
Cheese
Rod
Woman

The telephone rings.
The chese dings.
I use my rod to fish.
And pull a fish out of the abiss.

PS. the rod part was a fishing rod, the the other one.

Oh, i forgot the part about the new words.

car
romance
night
fart

please drive your car into a lake
this romance we have is nothing but fake
cant think of a better way to spend a night
than to fart in your face and permanently damage your eyesight

duck
expire
received
knowledge