i'm slightly content today

idk just listening to music and waiting for my mom to go to walmart so i can go with her and talk her into buying me things

i'm in the best mood i've ever been in my life over the past couple of weeks

i've sorted myself out I think

Today is pretty good and laid back, I need to go to a photo assignment soon but that can wait, shower time first.

I've sorted myself out a million times then I just go back to failing even harder than I was before.

i haven't been feeling too bad but i'm back on that kick where i randomly break into tears several times a day during random, normal activities

so i can't possibly have everything worked out just yet

y'all makin me depressed :(

Today is a good day, my girlfriend is coming early from work and we're having a nice dinner and then movies.

And yeah, some of you guys are too damn depressed, cheer the **** up.

srsly i'll be going to turn the faucet on to wash hands and i'll just start bawling for five minutes and then go back to what i was doing like nothing happened

until a little later

thanks for kicking me in the nuts mike

****

sorry nate bro :(

You should probably just go out with friends and get some fresh air and maybe some alcohol into your body. I suck at giving advice.

lol, i "went out" with my friend and his girlfriend yesterday and we just ended up staying at their apartment watching the Boy in the Striped Pajamas

talk about negative feedback loop

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17659628]i haven't been feeling too bad but i'm back on that kick where i randomly break into tears several times a day during random, normal activities

so i can't possibly have everything worked out just yet[/QUOTE]

Yeah, I had it pretty bad with depression over the past few months. I ended up in hospital after trying to suicide when I was all ****ed up on antidepressants.

Fortunately, i've found a way out of that hole and recently i've never been happier or more confident in my life. There is a lot to be said for being thankful for what you've got, as cliche as that sounds.

i hang out with myself daily sometimes i think i need less friends its just troublesome tbh

I'm not a depressive person

I just don't think I deserve to be happy after hurting some one who was very close to me. Until she forgives me i'm dead to me. :)

You can't get that hung up on a girl man.

We all do [B]s[/B]hitty things, and if people don't wanna look past it f[B]u[/B]ck em.

but but she was my morbid angel :upset:

i'll get over it as soon as i pull a girl more attractive tbh.

yo alex you gotta find yourself a nocturnus those are the girls you need

Yeah brah I know the feeling sometimes it feels like you can't do better but it usually works out.

Just wait til you get to Uni or something my friend who didn't have a girlfriend all of high school or anything got one in like 2 months.

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17659648]I'm not a depressive person

I just don't think I deserve to be happy after hurting some one who was very close to me. Until she forgives me i'm dead to me. :)[/QUOTE]

The way I see it if somebody suffers enough mental anguish over guilt, eventually you've paid for your action (unless you've murdered her dog, or something). If the offended party is unwilling to forgive you, I would just accept it and move on.

I hate how I'm convinced girls are the meaning of life yet I can't manage to partner up with one successfully.

I need better hobbies.

in all honesty i've had two girlfriends since the last time i saw this one and one was a dime piece, it still hasn't helped

but a cute blonde with facial piercings, i know for a fact would convince me to stop being such a sappy bitch

as long as i live i'll never meet some one better. never. but i'll settle for some one more attractive, i mean im a man ffs

Everyone can get something in college tbh

except adb

Nate: try to place your mind on something else other than girls(yes, i know it's a hard thing to do) and you'll be fine. Most girls are ****ing retarded either way.

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17659672]in all honesty i've had two girlfriends since the last time i saw this one and one was a dime piece, it still hasn't helped

but a cute blonde with facial piercings, i know for a fact would convince me to stop being such a sappy bitch

as long as i live i'll never meet some one better. never. but i'll settle for some one more attractive, i mean im a man ffs[/QUOTE]

This reminds me of a short story I read not so long ago.

[QUOTE=masscows;17659670]I hate how I'm convinced girls are the meaning of life yet I can't manage to partner up with one successfully.

I need better hobbies.[/QUOTE]


I know this sounds lame but join a club or something in your UNI there's always girls in those, even the metal club here has like 3 hot girls I mean just think of it man.

[QUOTE=Txus;17659673]Everyone can get something in college tbh

except adb[/QUOTE]oh **** mike

you're going to hell for that one

[I]the truth hurts[/I]

[QUOTE=Meatplow;17659677]This reminds me of a short story I read not so long ago.[/QUOTE]

i hope it wasn't the one about the famous rapper who gives up everything to start things over with a schizophrenic ex-prostitute who he was in love with as a teenager

because i was trying not to be obvious with that one

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17659680]oh **** mike

you're going to hell for that one[/QUOTE]

:lol:

*Valhalla

but I'm brown :upset:

I'm feeling ok today but I slept waaaay too much. I woke up around 9-10, had breakfast, then went back to bed and slept until 3 :upset:

banks foreclosing on my house
cant make the payments

****

sup mx?