sounds like we're in the same boat

[INDENT][/INDENT][QUOTE=witchxrapist;18060464]i drank 6 kegs of natty tonight[/QUOTE]

nice man I'm sure ur liver appreciates how ur treatin it

I was going to go to bed but I saw Nacho has a new account so I think I'll just egg him on until either one/both of us get banned. Much more fun than sleeping.

so im writing this new song and it's the catchiest best pop song

its like Yesterday by the Beatles except even more catchiest best pop song type thing

[QUOTE=Jaundice;18060468]sounds like we're in the same boat[/QUOTE]

that's why i started seeing a therapist. if i have someone telling me what to do it may give me some motivation to initiate things with girls, quit my job, and pick up good habits that'll ultimately make me somewhat functional.

Sounds pretty ****ed up I always assumed you were some sort of alpha male

i'm just considering seeing a psychiatrist cuz of these damned shaking fits

wonder what it'd be like if I saw a psychiatrist, I would just argue with them for hours and get them pissed cause I tend to do that when I get into discussions irl

nah im probably exaggerating a little

i just know i can be a lot happier and get a gf if i lose my fear or rejection (which, strangely, is completely unfounded) and gain some self-esteem.

[QUOTE=Nostalgia;18060493]
i just know i can be a lot happier and get a gf if i lose my fear or rejection (which, strangely, is completely unfounded) and gain some self-esteem.[/QUOTE]

lol sounds like we're in the same boat

[QUOTE=adb;18060490]wonder what it'd be like if I saw a psychiatrist, I would just argue with them for hours and get them pissed cause I tend to do that when I get into discussions irl[/QUOTE]

thats what i was like until about three years when i started seeing this therapist, we really hit it off and he helped me out a lot, my problem was before is i was forced to see therapists who i didnt make a connection with, you cant force a connection and if you dont have a connection its just a waste of time

[QUOTE=Jaundice;18060487]Sounds pretty ****ed up I always assumed you were some sort of alpha male

i'm just considering seeing a psychiatrist cuz of these damned shaking fits[/QUOTE]

panic attacks or seizures?

im epileptic AND i have panic attacks, it blows so much dick :/

i need to go to my doctor and get my xanny scrip renewed.

[QUOTE=EightMilesHigh;18060501]thats what i was like until about three years when i started seeing this therapist, we really hit it off and he helped me out a lot, my problem was before is i was forced to see therapists who i didnt make a connection with, you cant force a connection and if you dont have a connection its just a waste of time[/QUOTE]

Yeah exactly.

My parents always made me go and I'd just spout off stereotypical problems every 15-year-old goes through until the hour was up. Now that I actually want to improve some things, I'm actually looking forward to my appointments.

I'm thinking of getting anti-depressants to see if I notice anything, but I'm still not sure.

i've seen psychiatrists on and off my whole life, been through like six or seven at least . i've never actually talked to them about myself or asked their help with anything, i just sat there and killed time for an hour because my parents were forcing me to

for some reason tho i think it'd be insanely satisfying one time just to go to a psychiatrist and lay out my entire life story in graphic detail for them to critique .
[QUOTE]
panic attacks or seizures?

im epileptic AND i have panic attacks, it blows so much dick :/

i need to go to my doctor and get my xanny scrip renewed.[/QUOTE]rather mild but extremely regular panic attacks. pacing around with my heart racing thinking i'm about to lose my sanity kind of crap.

I think I have the self-esteem now, bottom line is to act completely generic irl and people will think you're cool and you'll fit in better.

I don't have a fear of rejection I just don't think I'll get emotionally attached to someone for the rest of my life

[QUOTE]for some reason tho i think it'd be insanely satisfying one time just to go to a psychiatrist and lay out my entire life story in graphic detail for them to critique .[/QUOTE]

do it

I was going to get a psychiatrist and then I was like **** THAT I'M AWESOME. BONER TIME.

[QUOTE]for some reason tho i think it'd be insanely satisfying one time just to go to a psychiatrist and lay out my entire life story in graphic detail for them to critique .[/QUOTE]

I'd love to sit in on that session.

lol @ aaron

I'm gonna try to get adderal to help me with studying, because I was prescribed it in 8th grade, and my parents never let me take it, but it REALLY helps, and I hate uppers, so I'd only use it when I need to read something or write something for school, nah mean?

aaron you shut your whore-y mouth.

You love my mouf.

I know psychiatrists have seen and heard everything so they're hardened and all but idk i have this suspicion that if i laid the entire 100% on the table in one session i might actually make their jaw drop or atleast widen their eyes once or twice and at the worst make them break confidentiality

[QUOTE=Jaundice;18060508]
rather mild but extremely regular panic attacks. pacing around with my heart racing thinking i'm about to lose my sanity kind of crap.[/QUOTE]

i used to have those too, but for me it was very rare but really intense

but yay now theres pills for those

[QUOTE=Aaron;18060519]You love my mouf.[/QUOTE]

so does my ding dong!!!

[QUOTE=Jaundice;18060508]rather mild but extremely regular panic attacks. pacing around with my heart racing thinking i'm about to lose my sanity kind of crap.[/QUOTE]

you need like, xanax or klonopin or something

but make sure to ONLY use them if you're feeling really stressed or just had a panic attack, beznos are really addictive and i almost lost my one friend who's like a little brother to them

goddamn my hair is so soft

[QUOTE=adb;18060532]goddamn my hair is so soft[/QUOTE]

yeah but i bet its not as curly as mine

I don't think any psychiatrist in his right mind would prescribe to xanax to a kid that comes in and says he's been having anxiety ever since having a psychotic episode from taking too much robo :lol:

I'm not trying to get prescribed anything other than anti-depressants 'cause I'd end up taking them excessively and further **** myself.

youd be surprised, my neighbor got klonopin to help with heroin withdrawal, and now she's just addicted to klonopin instead :/

[QUOTE=Nostalgia;18060540]I'm not trying to get prescribed anything other than anti-depressants 'cause I'd end up taking them excessively and further **** myself.[/QUOTE]

maybe if you go into it with that attitude

you scumbag

lol wtf

i would never abuse benzo's, i dont even like the high

but beyond any shadow of a doubt i'd end up selling them because everyone i know is barheads

I'm Don Draper. Except I have a girl who knows what her role and place is.

[QUOTE=Nostalgia;18060540]I'm not trying to get prescribed anything other than anti-depressants 'cause I'd end up taking them excessively and further **** myself.[/QUOTE]

yeah i know this guy who has add but if he's going to a concert or party or something with people who have prescription medication he bugs them non stop and says he wont be able to enjoy himself unless hes high on medication

[QUOTE=Nostalgia;18060546]lol wtf[/QUOTE]

idk, benzos really changed my life positively

along with zoloft

in fact i rarely take my xanax anymore, but back in high school i NEEDED it at some points, but slowly as the zoloft started effecting me more of my anxiety issues went away

like i still need xanax for long car rides, and i prefer it for parties because large groups of people make me extremely nervous at first, so ya
[QUOTE=Jaundice;18060547]i would never abuse benzo's, i dont even like the high

but beyond any shadow of a doubt i'd end up selling them because everyone i know is barheads[/QUOTE]
such easy money, great way to limit how much you take too haha

I'm addicted to

???

[QUOTE=witchxrapist;18060464]i drank 6 kegs of natty tonight[/QUOTE]

so much for cutting down rofl

[QUOTE=adb;18060556]I'm addicted to

???[/QUOTE]

yes brent, we know you're sober, nobody cares

[QUOTE=adb;18060556]I'm addicted to

???[/QUOTE]

big ghetto booties?

[QUOTE=Luc214;18060563]so much for cutting down rofl[/QUOTE]

i ended up not quitting altogether, but ive drank a loooooot less the last few times i drank

only 2 natty ices tonight

[QUOTE]large groups of people make me extremely nervous at first, so ya[/QUOTE]

Would never suspect this from you, but I have the similar feeling. If it's with girls I can always handle it, but I have trouble relating to most guys.