im never paronoid - i suppose i just miss her so much.

There's close to nothing that sucks more than being far, far away from the person you love. :(

I'm extremely paranoid about everything.

I mean everything.

And it's not that you distrust your person, it's that you distrust everyone around them. Amirite?

Hey Jay. Its destined_for


hows life?

[QUOTE=JohnnyT]Hey Jay. Its destined_for


hows life?[/QUOTE]

Hey man hows it going?

Im ok. Been sooooo busy latley I cant even stop to breathe. I'm in a new relationship in case you didnt know. Like I said, I almost effed up friday... Just trying to make it 1 more week till spring break.

EDIT: and I am kinda pissed off now cuz I was gonna buy Deep Purple tix but they cancelled the show. :(

[QUOTE=pohl_56]Hey man hows it going?

Im ok. Been sooooo busy latley I cant even stop to breathe. I'm in a new relationship in case you didnt know. Like I said, I almost effed up friday... Just trying to make it 1 more week till spring break.[/QUOTE]


Im alright i guess. Well thats cool dude. How did u eff up friday? or is it in posts above me?

[QUOTE=JohnnyT]Im alright i guess. Well thats cool dude. How did u eff up friday? or is it in posts above me?[/QUOTE]

Its not above.

It all started that say at school and we were just talking and my friend came up and said somehting along the lines of "Have ya told her yet?" and my gf thought i was gonna dump her. It was actually something about something i cant rememebr but was off topic.

So we didnt get a chance to talk about that until later. Then there was this dance that night and I went reluctantly and she found out i really didnt wanna be there. She was kinda mad at me for that.

She showed up with one of her best friends who happens to really like her and happens to not like me so much anymore. Well that kinda made me paranoid and everyone started to talk and thought we were gonna break up. I jsut wanted to think but they thought i was all depressed and stuff...

Eventually we sat down and talked it out and came to the conclusion that we were both kinda paranoid. All in all, it got seeled with a kiss and an apology and everything is fine now.

But yea. that was friday and I jsut want it to be tomorrow cuz I have a lot of stuff I wanna say to her and I am gonna try to finish up this song I wrote for her. All is well though.

damnit, its just hitting me today

so for the past 4 months or so my best friend david has been hearing a buzzing noise in his ear. Like 2 months ago the doctors said it maybe a small chance of a brain tumor or something just as serious. Well they asked him to come in later and just a week ago he got an MRI. I'm not sure what that means but i hear that that could mean something is up. He hasn't gotten the results back yet though..

its just hitting me now and i broke down crying when i was driving my friend angela home while we were listening to Lazarus (one of davids favorite songs and mine too) at the part:

My David don't you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you

:( i really hope im just over exaggarating this

sorry to hear that thunder :( - i wish you the best of luck i soppose. i dont know what id do if i lost a best m8. keep strong, be with him. hope for the best.


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[QUOTE=~grif~]sorry to hear that thunder :( - i wish you the best of luck i soppose. i dont know what id do if i lost a best m8. keep strong, be with him. hope for the best.


-[/QUOTE]

yeah, i really am hoping that it will all turn out for the better, thank you so much though

he is the most amazing musician i have ever met, he also is the coolest deepest guy i know. He isn't popular but he doesn't care to be, and i really do look up to him on everything

sorry for the rambling but yeeeah iii dont know

[QUOTE=thunderzstruck]damnit, its just hitting me today

so for the past 4 months or so my best friend david has been hearing a buzzing noise in his ear. Like 2 months ago the doctors said it maybe a small chance of a brain tumor or something just as serious. Well they asked him to come in later and just a week ago he got an MRI. I'm not sure what that means but i hear that that could mean something is up. He hasn't gotten the results back yet though..

its just hitting me now and i broke down crying when i was driving my friend angela home while we were listening to Lazarus (one of davids favorite songs and mine too) at the part:

My David don't you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you

:( i really hope im just over exaggarating this[/QUOTE]

An MRI means they're looking for abnormal brainwave activity, magnetics stuff.

/dad does MRI

ooook welll i hope that it isnt a big deal if someone gets an MRI then or somethin

Nah, the Redskins players used to come in for routine injuries all the time, but then they started to brek the machines because they couldn't fit or something, so they don't come in anymore. My dad got lots of autographs though, including Brad Johnson and Stephen Davis..

/off topic

He should be fine, if it was a brain tumor, they would know after the MRI.

[QUOTE=thunderzstruck]yeah, i really am hoping that it will all turn out for the better, thank you so much though

he is the most amazing musician i have ever met, he also is the coolest deepest guy i know. He isn't popular but he doesn't care to be, and i really do look up to him on everything

sorry for the rambling but yeeeah iii dont know[/QUOTE]

I cant imagine what it would be like to be going through something like that.

Stay strong man! L&R is behind ya. You can rant anytime.

[QUOTE=Junooni]
He should be fine, if it was a brain tumor, they would know after the MRI.[/QUOTE]

ok, good thanks :)

Most of you guys need to stop apologizing for telling everyone what's going on in your lives. What's the point in coming here if you're not going to tell stories or tells us all that's good and/or bad in your life?

Everyone here is tight like dreadlocks, so stop feeling bad that you're showing people your weaker moments and/or your stronger moments.

Come on, guys, heh.

Anyways, as for your friend, thunderzstruck: hopefully it's nothing serious. But no, you're not over-reacting. You're just doing what friends do: care about his health.

That's what friends do... they care about each other.

If you're religious, pray. If you're not religious, then there's no shame in just hoping for the best.

[QUOTE=Jom]
Anyways, as for your friend, thunderzstruck: hopefully it's nothing serious. But no, you're not over-reacting. You're just doing what friends do: care about his health.

That's what friends do... they care about each other.

If you're religious, pray. If you're not religious, then there's no shame in just hoping for the best.[/QUOTE]

im not very religous but i have found myself praying over this, i guess sometimes i just have a hard time showing people (even over the internet) my weaker sides or somethin... but thank you

Dang, now I want to find that autograph book.

I missed a great chance today. Fatima (the girl I'm gonna talk to, like, discussion talk, on friday) was at the library today, and I didn't even know. I'd gotten there around 12 to do a take home test with some friends, and I saw one of Fatima's friends, smiled, and got a ride to Starbucks with a friend.

When I got back, two more of Fatima's friends were there too, and my stupid arse didn't realize that she would probably show up soon, and went to the study room that's closed off from the rest of the library and hung out there til 3, when I realized, HOLY CRAP, she's prolly here, but it was too late. They'd all left.

/I suck at this.

[QUOTE=anarchist/prostitute]my girlfriend and I of nearly 3 years have been having problems for a while now. There have been problems between her and my family from day one and that bothers me a lot. I also see that she's made a little attempt to gain a better relationship with my family... but the damage has been done I guess.. well anyway we have problems and we seemingly fight about something at least once a week. I find myself very attracted to someone in one of my classes. I would never cheat on my girlfriend because thats not me... but my girlfriend and I always talk about fixing things... and sometimes things are fine for a little while.. but we always fall back into the same pattern. I feel so lost I don't know what to think about all this. It's just that everything feels so out of my control I don't know what to do. I love my girlfriend a lot, it's just that things get so bad sometimes and she says she loves me more than anything and that she wants to get married one day to me... but things get so bad.... ughh i dunno anyone have any advice they can lend me? I'm so stressed about everything in my life, school, work, money, family, girlfriend... etc. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack before I'm 25 :([/QUOTE]

Okay I'm [B]Anarchist/Prostitute... different name - different computer[/B]: We fought again about nothing... then we had a pretty big talk. I told her basically everything was making me sick and that I wouldn't have it anymore. I said her behavior with all her over reactions and her short fuse temper was just too much for me to handle... she seemed surprised... as if she had absolutely no idea I felt that way :rolleyes: anyway we agreed for the umteenth time to make things work better then they have been.......

2 days later: she pulls the same ****; finding any excuse to treat me like **** because of 'stress' and whatnot. Well **** hit the fan again so I initiated a break up.. actually I dumped the bitch pretty straight up and she's not taking things too well at all. she thinks I haven't given her enough time for change... I said I've waited 2 years for that and I have no patience left in me for this crap. Maybe I should have slept somewhere else last night.. I just crashed out on the couch.

As for me I'm completely lost. I don't know what to do now. I don't know if I should go through with the decision I made and do this or break down and give her an another chance to change if she tries hard enough to get me to let her.

Another thing that makes this so damn hard is we moved out of state together when i decided to go to college out here.. so if we do break up.. it involves her packing up and leaving her stuff here temporarily while flying back home and leaving me with 4 more months of rent to take care of before the lease is up. I know this because she hates it out here so I know already that she wouldn't just stay here.

the only positive there is right now is that for the rest of the week I'm on spring break so I don't have be around that girl I've been attracted to. Chances are I like her so much because of everything she seems to be and what I know [I]my[/I] girlfriend isn't... so it's best to avoid that right now... okay I had to get all that off my chest.

[QUOTE]damnit, its just hitting me today

so for the past 4 months or so my best friend david has been hearing a buzzing noise in his ear. Like 2 months ago the doctors said it maybe a small chance of a brain tumor or something just as serious. Well they asked him to come in later and just a week ago he got an MRI. I'm not sure what that means but i hear that that could mean something is up. He hasn't gotten the results back yet though..

its just hitting me now and i broke down crying when i was driving my friend angela home while we were listening to Lazarus (one of davids favorite songs and mine too) at the part:

My David don't you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you

i really hope im just over exaggarating this[/QUOTE]
Tbh it sounds like what my dad has. He has tinnitus which is a hissing/ringing of the ears. His is a hissing and it's something to do with him being able to hear the messages going to his brain. I'm not really sure.
Also I didn't get my MRI scan results back for just over a week when I had one for my back so I doubt that in itself is anything to worry about. Just keep your head up and be strong for him no matter what happens :)

[QUOTE=Herbert_da_fish]Tbh it sounds like what my dad has. He has tinnitus which is a hissing/ringing of the ears. His is a hissing and it's something to do with him being able to hear the messages going to his brain.[/QUOTE]

I have tinnitus. I have the ringing version. I wasn't aware it was to do with messages to the brain. I thought it was just damage to the ear drum.

[QUOTE=Chrysostom]I have tinnitus. I have the ringing version. I wasn't aware it was to do with messages to the brain. I thought it was just damage to the ear drum.[/QUOTE]
Well his is, but yours could be different. Like I said, his is a hissing which is a little unusual I think.

[QUOTE=Herbert_da_fish]Well his is, but yours could be different. Like I said, his is a hissing which is a little unusual I think.[/QUOTE]

Not so much snakes on a plane as snakes on the brain.

yea, i get that too sometimes. I have since taken precautions, like using ear plugs when im using my amp, or turning down the IPOD. It actually helped a lot

[QUOTE=Che Guevara]yea, i get that too sometimes. I have since taken precautions, like using ear plugs when im using my amp, or turning down the IPOD. It actually helped a lot[/QUOTE]

I did the damage with my drums I reckon.

im just saying, taking steps to help the situation goes a long way :thumb:

[QUOTE=Che Guevara]im just saying, taking steps to help the situation goes a long way :thumb:[/QUOTE]

It's not something you can get rid of. I've used ear plugs for the past couple of years. I was too late though, it seems.

ah, fair enough. My pops whines a lot about that sort of thing. Id whine about my vision, but that really wouldnt do anyone any good ya know. I kinda just keep it to myself, as opposed to trying to worrying others about a problem i seem to be dealing with

[QUOTE=Che Guevara]ah, fair enough. My pops whines a lot about that sort of thing. Id whine about my vision, but that really wouldnt do anyone any good ya know. I kinda just keep it to myself, as opposed to trying to worrying others about a problem i seem to be dealing with[/QUOTE]

Well, it doesn't hurt to let someone know, but it's good that you are dealing with it yourself. :thumb:

[QUOTE=Drone]Well, it doesn't hurt to let someone know, but it's good that you are dealing with it yourself. :thumb:[/QUOTE]


i never tried to be someone that one-upped someone when it comes to things that arent very desireable.

As far as not telling about it, i really dont want anyone to worry about it, or pressure me to get it "looked at"

Right, so.

There is this chick I like a fair chunk and I've been speaking to her and that. The thing is, she's seeing someone, but has told me that she's gonna end it because she's not happy with the guy anymore, he's too needy.

I've been spending more time with her lately, and have discussed how I like her, and if she wasn't with that bloke, I'd definately want to take her out, and she seemed to be quite happy with the idea.

I just need some advice on what to do when she breaks up with the boyfriend, how long to leave it before I make a more romantic move, whether I should be pretty open about stuff or whatever.

[QUOTE=AG]Right, so.

There is this chick I like a fair chunk and I've been speaking to her and that. The thing is, she's seeing someone, but has told me that she's gonna end it because she's not happy with the guy anymore, he's too needy.

I've been spending more time with her lately, and have discussed how I like her, and if she wasn't with that bloke, I'd definately want to take her out, and she seemed to be quite happy with the idea.

I just need some advice on what to do when she breaks up with the boyfriend, how long to leave it before I make a more romantic move, whether I should be pretty open about stuff or whatever.[/QUOTE]


well, if you like the chick, i really wouldnt worry about that other guy. As far as when to make a "move", i would just throw out subtle hints every now and again, and see how your passes are received

[QUOTE=AG]I just need some advice on what to do when she breaks up with the boyfriend, how long to leave it before I make a more romantic move, whether I should be pretty open about stuff or whatever.[/QUOTE]

Try to keep things cool for about a week/two weeks or so, and see how she's acting with you. If she's being flirty, cool, go for it, but if she seems to be a bit upset about the breakup, or unsure around you, back off a bit. Basically, just follow her lead.

Don't get too close to her too soon because it could end up to be one of those rebound situations or she might just want friendship with you. Just be careful, and don't get hurt. :) Good luck with everything.

[QUOTE=Blue Haze]Try to keep things cool for about a week/two weeks or so, and see how she's acting with you. If she's being flirty, cool, go for it, but if she seems to be a bit upset about the breakup, or unsure around you, back off a bit. Basically, just follow her lead.

Don't get too close to her too soon because it could end up to be one of those rebound situations or she might just want friendship with you. Just be careful, and don't get hurt. :) Good luck with everything.[/QUOTE]I think if she's breaking up with the guy then it's less likely for him to end up on a rebound. But definitly give it some time, and follow her lead.

meh, what do i know.

[QUOTE=Blue Haze]If she's being flirty, cool, go for it.[/QUOTE]

This girl is [I]the[/I] flirtiest girl in the world. To everyone.


I think that's why her bf is being so clingy...

I couldn't care less about that though, flirting =/= sleeping

Give it a week or two - throw her a couple bones to make her remember that you're interested.

It's not like she's going to be upset about breaking up with this guy because he's such a needy pus[font=verdana]s[/font]y.

Basically, just don't jump in ten minutes after she dumps the guy, heh.

OK, guys.

The situation I'm in has escalated to a huuuuuge confusing mesh of events that's freaking me out.

OK, the girl I like basically tells me last week she's into a friend of mine who really doesn't like her at all... not even as a friend, he's totally fake to her, and acts like her friend to her face, but has made comments such as, "she's a whore," or, "she's crazy," behind her back, and constantly just talks **** about her.

Also, in between all of this, she always yells to me from like down the hall and walks with me to my classes, even if it's the opposite direction from hers. In study hall she sits next to me a lot, and is constantly touching me, like holding my arm or grabbing at my hand, and she always seems to be waiting for me to compliment her, and at one point when her one friend was [I]jokingly[/I] hitting on me she got pissed at her. Also, out of nowhere, she wrote down her number for me. Stuff like this is getting to the point where the teacher for our one study hall keeps yelling at us for flirting too much, and that's getting ever more irritating.

I'm getting the feeling she's a) playing hard to get with my friend, b) being really weird to me for some reason, and playing hard to get with me (hopefully, but most likely not), or c) just completely crazy like my friend said.

is this all new stuff she is doing m8 since you found out she likes one of you're best m8z? Is she doing it mostly when he is there?

sounds like hard to get - but i dono man - one of those, have to be there. Have to know the girl to know what she really wants.

im not gona say "go up and talk to her" but yea - ask a friend who is there, one of her friends, yours.


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im pretty down atm.

me and sierra were gona volunteer together for a couple of months after June in England. We would of been living together and everything, but she didnt get to stay for longer because some guy from GANA is taking her place. Im right now racist against Gana and just so pissed. ugh. Why me, why dose this all have to be so difficult. Im sure it will make it worth while in the end, but i really wish it worked out. Im pretty bummed about it. On the otherside, she is coming in a week.
i think il go smoke my self to sleep now
:(

She's been like this with me for a while, like the past two months I'd say, and it's actually like that a lot of the time when my friend's not around.

EDIT: grif, I'm sorry to hear that, sounds like an unlucky situation for you :-/.