yeah i've seen some extreme bdsm stuff where a woman hammering nails into her own tits was perhaps the least deviant act out of the lot. acid play is nasty

kind of scarred me for life as a 13 yr old

I order you to go into the general discussion love and relationship thread and mention that to user Gorgeous Gabe.

link him to my post if you must

its 7:30 pm and i'm exhausted for a change, getting back into fitness is good

just dusted off the apple cinnammon tea i used to drink months back
Time to smoke my last cigarette and probably go to bed within an hour, meh

Man, I've been thinking a good bit about life and stuff lately

any of you guys have the same problem?

Yeah I do it pretty much constantly

i always contemplate things

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17323239]Man, I've been thinking a good bit about life and stuff lately

any of you guys have the same problem?[/QUOTE]

all the time

when you're by yourself all you do is think

Yeah I've always tended to do it, but it's shifting gears on me all of a sudden

Like, just a minute or two ago I was thinking about my emotions and love and all. Pondering my subconscious feelings. What's this about? I'm not on a sobriety kick anymore so I can't blame it on that.

I've pretty much been de-sensitized of emotions by avoiding most media, watching animal photographs, and of course not having a girlfriend

I don't really have a use for them, but without them we're pretty much robots.

I never get too high or low, always in between depression and happiness.

i'm either at one end of the extreme or the other

I have the same thing, I'm a very numb person. I'd say my only two common moods are bored and satisfied. If I do react to something emotionally, it's usually just a slight hint at the actual feeling. I'm quite capable of great happiness or sadness, but I tend to save them for extreme cases

but I don't know bra, I'm just sitting here chillin listening to Weezer sometimes and my thoughts start to dwell on shi

could we have been happy together? do i have a subconscious death wish? will i ever meet another girl that dreams of living in an apartment with authentic Warhols hanging from the walls? you know like wondering.

we should all meet up and do a mass R&M suicide.

on a lighter note, a 15-year-old wants my nuts, and im depraved enough of vagina (not really, but i say this to justify the wretchedness of the act) that im almost convincing myself to do it.

on an even lighter note, transformers 2 was pretty all right.

Does this girl have myspace/facebook? You're always talking about her, we need pix

I'm not gonna give advice or anything though because I've already established my position on this moral issue

I have a pretty wide range of emotions but I usually never get angry. Or, that is, I almost never get angry but when I am I am [size=2]f[/size]ucking PISSED

Austin, how long before she turns 16? Oh and how hard is the correctional facility in your area, just in case?

no she doesnt, but i can probably get a picture of her.

chris, i got your check and im sending it tomorrow. need your address again 'cause i always forget to write it down.

I up and decided one day to cut anger out of my spectrum about a year and a half ago, and I really don't think I've experienced any strong anger since. It's funny because before that, I was actually a pretty passionately angry person. The type of person that would walk past you on the street and randomly fantasize about cutting your hands off.

Austin, get on AIM then, I'm not going to let all these [size=2]f[/size]ucking pervs and rapists see my address

:lol:

if i must

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17323256]I have the same thing, I'm a very numb person. I'd say my only two common moods are bored and satisfied. If I do react to something emotionally, it's usually just a slight hint at the actual feeling. I'm quite capable of great happiness or sadness, but I tend to save them for extreme cases

but I don't know bra, I'm just sitting here chillin listening to Weezer sometimes and my thoughts start to dwell on shi

could we have been happy together? do i have a subconscious death wish? will i ever meet another girl that dreams of living in an apartment with authentic Warhols hanging from the walls? you know like wondering.[/QUOTE]


There is no lasting happiness. Its all just day by day. You just have to do things that keep the endorphins flowing. Exercise (which I barely do), shower, and jacking off are 3 things off the top of my head that are good at doing this.

Anyone like us who's on the internet all the time has death wishes, we're of no use to anyone. But the thing keeping us alive is believing the future will be better.

Strange weird convos for the last few pages guys..

What's new?
I went to the casino last night, which was pretty ame actually.
Had a few brewskis at a bar later on, which was cool.

np: Queen Elephantine -
The Battle Of Massacoit/The Weapon Of The King Of Gods

I don't really have hobbies or anything to keep the endorphins flowing.

I like to go out with people and get really really high some times and all, but I'm not doing that most of the time so I'm usually watching TV or trying to write songs. Every once in a good while go to a lady friend's house for a few. When I'm not doing that I talk to people on the internet.

this leaves me highly idle at most times, which creates this problem of thinking about life and stuff.

[QUOTE=Nostalgia;17323269]:lol:

if i must[/QUOTE]

So come on b

BDSM and emotions. Strange weird indeed :lol:

too tired tbh and my comp is acting slow

email me the detailz at austinfitterer@yahoo.com

Jawohl

yes, I found a heap of old documentaries on a blackadder DVD I had burnt

Kiss My Baadassss: Ice T's Guide to Blaxploitation, Satan Rides The Media, Myth of Man On The Origin of Chistianity and What Will Hell Be Like (this looks like a pure s[size=2]hi[/size]tfest). I must find William Shatner's Mysteries of The God again.

[img]http://img338.imageshack.us/img338/1017/mysteriesca6rg8.jpg[/img]

It was pretty funny.

Erich von Daniken, he's a Goddam hack alright

[QUOTE=Iluvatar;17323191]lamest zip file ever[/QUOTE]

[I][I]ur life cant b compressed in2 1 [/I][/I]

You need lzma or summat to compress your life