yeah thats the shit dude

i honestly feel like shit happens like that when you make yourself vulnerable to it, not in the sense that you are more prone to simply "notice" it, but that you are more charming to the greater world and so it comes into you; you were hunting but disarmed/primed by an experience

if there is a god that was it

[QUOTE=GottaPost;18780125]ya i used to take winter hikes when i was livin back home on the minnesota river valley

snow is a strange phenomenon as long as you live. one of the things i love the best is when the air is so still but its snowing so thickly and the flakes are so big that you can faintly hear their patter and you can hear an acoustic change in the air, almost like you're in an architecture

also moonlit snow

snow is just like youre finally granted a pause in the ceaseless turning of the world to be lone, to be a man in the world, set apart like a jewel[/QUOTE]

bitchfork is probably jerkin it and reading this just so you know

im goin 2 bed ill delete it tomorra

too late i quoted it its there forever

also, sorry i had to disrupt all of these beautiful adjectives with my crude usage of "jerkin it", especially in reference to a 15 year old boy. pretend like i was never even here tonight and carry on, please.

delete ur fukin post man

look at me, im serious

living in minneapolis :lol:

Minneapolis is awesome. :confused:

ya its a kool town

closest i've been to minnesota is that one time i was in chicago for an hour

sup jake

nothing really, trying to avoid this girl who texts me and/or facebook ims me multiple times a day

how you doin

pretty shitty, had to walk home with gf from the bars in freezing weather and other bullshit

have a bottle of wild turkey in my hand though so yeah

[QUOTE=xMalcolmXx;18780143]too late i quoted it its there forever

also, sorry i had to disrupt all of these beautiful adjectives with my crude usage of "jerkin it", especially in reference to a 15 year old boy. pretend like i was never even here tonight and carry on, please.[/QUOTE]

peri bathous

how is that shitty in any way?

edit: neal chill with your pedo greek shit

how is walking a mile home in freezing weather not shitty

the cold doesnt really both me tbh, i just hate being in wet clothes so i really only hate being outside in a cold rain. i'm pretty used to being outside in the mad cold temps by now

still def not looking forward to walking back to campus after drinking downtown this semester

tried playing american football to get sadder but ended up getting happier

i am mystified

@jake: the cold didn't bother me as much as it did my gf, she was wearing shoes w/o socks and i had been an asshole to her so that didnt help stuff

only things guaranteed to make me feel my rawest emotions are jane doe and penfold

just had a 3 hour talk with my father about shi

highly recommended
[QUOTE]only things guaranteed to make me feel my rawest emotions are jane doe and penfold[/QUOTE]exactly

jane doe doesnt really elicit much of an emotional reaction from me

swans always makes me super depressed though

my most in depth chat with my father

'...'
'...'
'...'
'...yyyyyyyyyyeahhhhh. so the kids are pleased to see you!'
'good stuff!'
'ok want to come back to the buffet'
'not right now dad'

whipped cream pourin like water falls

[QUOTE=illmitch;18780196]jane doe doesnt really elicit much of an emotional reaction from me

swans always makes me super depressed though[/QUOTE]

i connect it to a really shitty time in my life. kinda lame but i feel like i had basically the same story behind jane doe the album happen to me, at a time when i was really into it, so it sorta connects on a whole bunch of whacky levels

[quote=fingers mccoy;18780197]my most in depth chat with my father

'...'
'...'
'...'
'...yyyyyyyyyyeahhhhh. so the kids are pleased to see you!'
'good stuff!'
'ok want to come back to the buffet'
'not right now dad'[/quote]
yeah but people get perspective from all sorts of places man

you know you know you 'get it' somewhere

dad died when i was 2 so ive never really had an in depth chat with him

[QUOTE=illmitch;18780184]how is walking a mile home in freezing weather not shitty[/QUOTE]

idk maybe im just used to it, i guess

[QUOTE=xMalcolmXx;18780198]whipped cream pourin like water falls



i connect it to a really shitty time in my life. kinda lame but i feel like i had basically the same story behind jane doe the album happen to me, at a time when i was really into it, so it sorta connects on a whole bunch of whacky levels[/QUOTE]

ya albums can be like that. whenever i listen to the bright eyes song let's not shit ourselves i have an emotional attachment because i used to listen to it whenever i fucked up in high school

i sorta envy noonward because he gets $ from the govt

like its far enough into winter that im wearing shorts again

[quote=witchxrapist;18780202]idk maybe im just used to it, i guess[/quote]
yeh, after a bit living in a freezer gets normal

like OMG MY BRAIN IS ICICLE LETS JUST KEEP WALKNG INTO THE WIND HOME HOME

[quote]i sorta envy noonward because he gets $ from the govt[/quote]that is one of a thousand reasons you would envy me if i ever let you know me personally