Jallouze

edit: of the TF2 round, not the whole suicide tihng

lol a mentally retarded guy got mauled by a bear in switzerland

its all on the news

[QUOTE=Cocaine;17660628]Jallouze

edit: of the TF2 round, not the whole suicide tihng[/QUOTE]


It was kinda cheap though I was just camping the entrance to the intelligence and if they got too close I ran away and they'd get taken down by 2 sentries, plus there was a dispenser...

[QUOTE=illmitch;17660624]jesus alex wtf man[/QUOTE]well you know what they say about neutral milk hotel

you take your chances

morning class is cancelled sick going to bed now and NEVER WAKING UP (for at least 10 hours)

Im never waking up period after tonight idk

dont do it adb there's so much to live for

[QUOTE=adb;17660650]Im never waking up period after tonight idk[/QUOTE]


Don't do it bro think of your future children!

i want to die with a really creepy grin on my face so any one who looks at my corpse knows i meant business

im going tyo bed hguys . im bored as fucj and mad sad :upset:

night alex

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haha

[QUOTE=adb;17660650]Im never waking up period after tonight idk[/QUOTE]

****ing finally

What's with all the suicidal sentiments? Is this normal for you guys?

not really no

sup tyler, thought you were going to bed

how come i always wake up like two or three hours later

i just took a look at my delsym extract and idk there should probably be more powder accumulated at the bottom, maybe i messed up

its the bond of our attraction waking you up

...no homo

Hey dude! Um, don't kill yourself.

i've never once given it serious thought

**** but i think it would be cool as hell in a dramatic movie scene sort of way

id be lying if i said i had never contemplated it

i've sat around picturing how nice it would be and even decided yep i should definitely do it

but i never once took the idea seriously enough to even lift a finger

I think there's quite a bit of difference between having it pop into your mind and seriously weighing the options.

ive just thought about the reactions of people and how they would respond

i'm not talking about it popping into my head, im way past that. im talking about weighing out the options and deciding that it's the right choice

but idkkk there's just a part of me that's never been able to take it seriously as an option. too drastic, plus in the end it always pisses me off that if i die i won't be able to see people's reactions to finding out i'm dead.

that's something that gets to me, i don't think suicide would be worth it if i couldn't see the looks on people's faces when they found out.

Totally, I can't imagine putting my family and friends through all that grief. Not to mention how wussy it would be without anything absolutely horrible going on in my life.

Edit-@illmitch

yeah, the thoughts of how my family would feel is always what puts it out of my mind. i just can't stand to think of letting them down.

i've always found comfort in the thought of people close to me grieving over me after i killed myself, but i guess that's a personal thing i need to work out.

for me it's been the vindication through the suffering of the people who wronged me

i've always thought it would be cool

when , after reading the suicide note over a few times carefully, they finally [I]understood[/I].

I always figured that would be a horrible thing to place that kind of guilt on someone. The only people who probably deserve it wouldn't even care, anyway.

i personally never understood that view

if i'm dead, i don't care how any one feels. the universe doesn't exist when i'm gone.

Heh, I guess that means you're one of the solipsists I was talking about earlier.

you're crazy if you think i have any idea what that means

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism

Sorry, I thought more people would know about it. It basically boils down to thinking only you exist.

oh , right.

i don't think that at all, but since my perception is the only way i have of viewing the world i might as well be the only one who existed once i'm gone.

when i think about philosophy - which is not too often - i'd say i'm a mild solipsist

It mainly works as a thought experiment, I don't think many people [I]really[/I] think that's the case.

But, are you saying that you don't care about other people?

There's nothing I care about except for people.

I'm just saying that there's no one in the world important enough to me that I care about what happens to them after I'm gone and I have no consciousness to even perceive them as having ever existed.