[QUOTE=Dr. Jake Destructo]That's what I was thinking, actually.[/QUOTE]

LOLOL emophag!1

[QUOTE=Dr. Jake Destructo]I remember going into some slsk R&M chats back in like..Novemberish, and Dargon would go in there and hassle everyone (minus Rice and Freezing Moon) to no end about being so ungrim, etc..[/QUOTE]
Yeah, he still does this. Gives nearly everyone in there hell.

I talk to him regularly though, he's a cool guy.

[QUOTE=Eleventeen]Haha, I remember at one point I started hitting on Dargon via slsk and would give him no end to my homoeroticism.[/QUOTE]

Uh... lol?

[QUOTE=Dr. Jake Destructo]How about you? Things going smoothly?[/QUOTE]

Ah yeah, things are going fine, didn't go to the senior's road trip but I'm cool now, they're about to return and I'll go to the beach to suffer for a week and smell like crap every single day. :D

[QUOTE=ShadowsFallen]He had a thing against any non-supertr00 gr1m br00tal extr3m3 death m3t4l elitists.[/QUOTE]

Yeah I read his reviews in the archives. He was an excellent reviewer and knew his stuff. Nonetheless elitism isn't always good.

Yeah, I was bored.

I seriously don't understand how somebody could be that much of a dick...

[QUOTE=Dr. Jake Destructo]That's what I was thinking, actually.[/QUOTE]
I was thinking that earlier, but I've snapped out of it. These odd periods of extreme depression are most unpleasant.

[QUOTE=TojesDoLan]Yeah I read his reviews in the archives. He was an excellent reviewer and knew his stuff. Nonetheless elitism isn't always good.[/QUOTE]
Yes, he's gotten me into many a metal band.

I was really depressed last week.

Then I realized I'm being an emo faggot.

Now I'm good.

Eleventeen - I'm sure he does what he does for the same reason you give him homoerotic talk. Boredom is a real killer.

SF - Do you take any meds? If so, what kind? I've expirimented with uppers and antidepressants and the like, and man, they do some freaky stuff to you when you shouldn't actually be taking them. ::-/

[QUOTE=Dr. Jake Destructo]Eleventeen - I'm sure he does what he does for the same reason you give him homoerotic talk. Boredom is a real killer.[/quote]

Haha, ain't that the truth.

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I'm getting that shirt, I need it!

[QUOTE=Dr. Jake Destructo]SF - Do you take any meds? If so, what kind? I've expirimented with uppers and antidepressants and the like, and man, they do some freaky stuff to you when you shouldn't actually be taking them. ::-/[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I'm on Effexor, but it's been prescribed to me. I'm not just experimenting. I'm not sure what to do about them though, because the depression comes in brief periods and I feel like what I'm taking now isn't enough and taking any more will be too much. Drugs are not fun to play with. It's too bad the therapy did next to nothing.

SF... therapy can work... but not permanently.

I've never been on anti-depressents, so I don't know.

My depression is purely biological (as opposed to situational) so 99% of my treatment will be done through medication. The therapy didn't help me at all. I guess it's just something I'll have to deal with, hopefully it's not forced on me because talking about my feelings to a complete stranger is not fun for me.

i need beer, scratch that i need the hardest liquour i can find.

I'll piss the ****in night away god ****in dammit

**** it all

Maybe you could use some of my meds. What's wrong Trevor? :(

[QUOTE=ICB]i need beer, scratch that i need the hardest liquour i can find.

I'll piss the ****in night away god ****in dammit

**** it all[/QUOTE]

Damn dude.

Seriously, just get [I]moderately[/I] drunk and go to bed.

Hopefully things will turn out well.

Or smoke a fatty.

[QUOTE=Eleventeen]Damn dude.

Seriously, just get [I]moderately[/I] drunk and go to bed.

Hopefully things will turn out well.[/QUOTE]

**** no, nothings ****in turning out well any ****in time soon. **** it, I'm on the edge of a ****in breakdown here sorry y'all have to see me so goddamned ****in emotional.

Everything is a ****in' lie.

[QUOTE=ICB]**** no, nothings ****in turning out well any ****in time soon. **** it, I'm on the edge of a ****in breakdown here sorry y'all have to see me so goddamned ****in emotional.

Everything is a ****in' lie.[/QUOTE]
It's alright man, it's understandable that you'd feel this way during a time like this. Just try not to take it out on yourself.

[QUOTE=ICB]**** no, nothings ****in turning out well any ****in time soon. **** it, I'm on the edge of a ****in breakdown here sorry y'all have to see me so goddamned ****in emotional.

Everything is a ****in' lie.[/QUOTE]
This sounds a little more serious then a girl problem. Sorry dude. I wish I could help.

[QUOTE=Eleventeen]SF... therapy can work... but not permanently.

I've never been on anti-depressents, so I don't know.[/QUOTE]


Therapy is junk and a waste of time. You just sit there and get asked a question, then asked "How does that make you feel"... Repeat cycle like ten thousand times.

Meds are over rated. You can't fix your problems with pills. They are still there, just masked.

Drugs FTW!
Sleeping pills are great. Ambien. That will put you in a haze if you take 3 or 4 but I od'd and that wasn't fun. I was still messed the next day.
Weed or Vodka solve problems but it all creates new & more problems in the end.

There's no real solution. :confused:

What happened, Trev?

guitrguy- It's a girl problem but much ****in' worse than normal. I am seriously...I'm so scared I don't know what I'm thinking or saying. But mother****, i am tired of being lied to, and I am feeling like **** because she's...A couple days ago she's showin off her ring, now she's calling off the engagement..I don't understand what's going on, I don't understand why all of a sudden I am a horrible boyfriend when I have given her the world, which is a lot less than her ex's have given her...

[QUOTE=ICB]**** no, nothings ****in turning out well any ****in time soon. **** it, I'm on the edge of a ****in breakdown here sorry y'all have to see me so goddamned ****in emotional.

Everything is a ****in' lie.[/QUOTE]

I'm really freaking sorry dude.

Find something invaluable to just smash the **** out of.

whoa. I've never been in that situation so I can't speak to it but...

Welcome to women, they are very erratic.

Maybe you moved too fast?

Jesus that sucks. I don't really know what say except that you should try to calm down and be rational.

Sorry dude.

Sleep helps with anything.

As hard as it is right now. Just try and get some sleep. Sort out your feelings in the morning.

[QUOTE=I'm Charming]Sleep helps with anything.

As hard as it is right now. Just try and get some sleep. Sort out your feelings in the morning.[/QUOTE]

qft.

speaking of which.

i need sleep.

cant until this cd is done downloading though.

I'm playin my guitar, smokin a cig and drinkin' a beer, that always relaxes me.

I'm probably not helping, but maybe she just got cold feet, dude.

That would explain a sudden change like that.

[QUOTE=ICB]guitrguy- It's a girl problem but much ****in' worse than normal. I am seriously...I'm so scared I don't know what I'm thinking or saying. But mother****, i am tired of being lied to, and I am feeling like **** because she's...A couple days ago she's showin off her ring, now she's calling off the engagement..I don't understand what's going on, I don't understand why all of a sudden I am a horrible boyfriend when I have given her the world, which is a lot less than her ex's have given her...[/QUOTE]
Im really sorry to hear that. Think of it this way if she is doing that sh[SIZE="2"]i[/SIZE]t is she really worth being with. Love is mutual thing and sometimes its best to let go even if it hurts. Trust me I have felt what you have, you will get over it eventually, just keep you're chin up. Hell man go play some guitar and right some music, I garuantee(sp?) you will write some good stuff, plus you relieve some of the stress you are feeling. When you are playing just let it all out man, who gives a fuc[SIZE="2"]k[/SIZE] if you cry while you are playing it just means that your emotion is really coming out.

[QUOTE=ICB]I'm playin my guitar, smokin a cig and drinkin' a beer, that always relaxes me.[/QUOTE]
EDIt: I didn't see that, but Im glad to see you are do something constructive.

[QUOTE=ICB]I'm playin my guitar, smokin a cig and drinkin' a beer, that always relaxes me.[/QUOTE]

Guitar and beer are always good stress relievers.

NP: Thine Eyes Bleed - Innocent Mind

[QUOTE=ICB]I'm playin my guitar, smokin a cig and drinkin' a beer, that always relaxes me.[/QUOTE]

Just do whatever you have to in order to relax.

Just try and think clear so you don't do something you'll regret later on.

I've actually been crying hard all night. I haven't cried in so long. Love ****ing hurts, eh? Ah...I hope everything will be OK. I hope she doesn't just leave me, because I will feel like a waste. I will feel worthless. I already kind of feel that right now, it's just ****in' horrible. I am not giving up on her though. It just seems like she is in doubt right now and wants the easy way out. Either that or we HAVE been taking things too fast, all I have to say is the past 5 months have been the most amazing of my life. I thought I would never find love, but I did...and I cherish her so much. This just...it's killing me.

[QUOTE=ICB]I've actually been crying hard all night. I haven't cried in so long. Love ****ing hurts, eh? Ah...I hope everything will be OK. I hope she doesn't just leave me, because I will feel like a waste. I will feel worthless. I already kind of feel that right now, it's just ****in' horrible. I am not giving up on her though. It just seems like she is in doubt right now and wants the easy way out. Either that or we HAVE been taking things too fast, all I have to say is the past 5 months have been the most amazing of my life. I thought I would never find love, but I did...and I cherish her so much. This just...it's killing me.[/QUOTE]

Yeah dude. It's harsh... give her a day or two, and tell her how much she means to you... hell even if it's corny, maybe write her a song or something.

[QUOTE=ICB]I've actually been crying hard all night. I haven't cried in so long. Love ****ing hurts, eh? Ah...I hope everything will be OK. I hope she doesn't just leave me, because I will feel like a waste. I will feel worthless. I already kind of feel that right now, it's just ****in' horrible. I am not giving up on her though. It just seems like she is in doubt right now and wants the easy way out. Either that or we HAVE been taking things too fast, all I have to say is the past 5 months have been the most amazing of my life. I thought I would never find love, but I did...and I cherish her so much. This just...it's killing me.[/QUOTE]
I know how you feel, no matter what happens you pain WILL pass. You will be better person no matter the outcome, you will grow as a person.
[QUOTE=Eleventeen]Yeah dude. It's harsh... give her a day or two, and tell her how much she means to you... hell even if it's corny, maybe write her a song or something.[/QUOTE]
I suggest that he clear his head first before talking to her about it.

That's why I said give it a day or two :p.

NP: Thine Eyes Bleed - Cold Victim

We've been talking all night about it...she went to bed, but she wanted me to write an email about how I feel right now, everything I am thinking of..

[QUOTE=ICB]We've been talking all night about it...she went to bed, but she wanted me to write an email about how I feel right now, everything I am thinking of..[/QUOTE]
Be completely honest.

[QUOTE=guitrguy]Be completely honest.[/QUOTE]

Oh, I am.

[QUOTE=ICB]Oh, I am.[/QUOTE]
Good, that way you know that she knows what exactly you are going through.