I just uploaded that last night so not that old.

aphotic discord is a local band, one of the very few good ones.

I shot a music vid for them last night, that's just random behind the scenes ****

sup ya'll?

home from work today

Ugh, after getting out of the shower this morning my gf started talking about marriage and whatnot. :|

just do it and get it over with

I had that discussion this weekend Justin, she wants to move in together (which I'm fine with) but at the same time wants to get married a year after we move in. I simply can't afford to do both at the same time, I don't have the money

I'm freaking out bros, she's like mad serious. I dunno what to say to her.

damn dude thats intense

yeah I couldn't imagine getting shacked up with a woman for life

it's overwhelming

just do it justin. youve been with her forever anyway.

**** marriage **** monogamy **** different whores weekly

if it wasnt for monogamy i would be dead

if i ever get manipulated into monogamy it would probably be the death of me

if you do get married take a laptop to your wedding so we can get by the minute updates on which uncle lifted the bridesmaids skirt and pictures of what the cake looks like and **** like that

i'm trying to tie a heroin joke in here somewhere I give up

[QUOTE=Nepenthe;17601836]if i ever get manipulated into monogamy it would probably be the death of me[/QUOTE]

idk man. the only reason i care about life is having a really close monogamous relationship with someone. it makes everything okay for me.

well see youve got feelings and care about other people and **** like that. i do not. every attempt at a relationship ends with me remembering that i really do not give a **** about anybody but myself and closest friends and then i begin to hate the girl im with because im forcing myself to be in a relationship with her that i dont want. and it just goes downhill from there. im content with meaningless sex.

[QUOTE=AA-12;17601846]idk man. the only reason i care about life is having a really close monogamous relationship with someone. it makes everything okay for me.[/QUOTE]

Yeah, I'm like this. It's a really good feeling idk. I just feel like that's my 'purpose for existence' I guess.

yeah, fair enough. the person im with now has helped me so much its ridiculous. i mean she helped get me addicted to **** and all, but that's my fault. the rest is positive :x

[QUOTE=Meatplow;17601838]if you do get married take a laptop to your wedding so we can get by the minute updates on which uncle lifted the bridesmaids skirt and pictures of what the cake looks like and **** like that

i'm trying to tie a heroin joke in here somewhere I give up[/QUOTE]

Seriously, I'd be so nervous about her family that I'd have to be high as **** to loosen up.

how much of her family do you know?

Her immediate family and some cousins and whatnot.

I wouldn't worry about it too much, my girl and I will eventually get married. I'm more freaked out how I'm going to afford everything honestly

My girlfriend just got out of the mental hospital and I'm going to see her in a bit and I have no idea how I'm going to behave around her. Like, how do I act? idk. ughhh.

dont act nice/cautious/etc

well that etc. there could span a lot.

you know what i mean. dont make her feel like shes being catered to. that just makes people feel weird.

okay, yeah. I won't then. I'll just act as 'normal' as possible around her I suppose. ah, I'm just glad to have her back anyway.

[QUOTE=SlightlyEpic;17601927]My girlfriend just got out of the mental hospital and I'm going to see her in a bit and I have no idea how I'm going to behave around her. Like, how do I act? idk. ughhh.[/QUOTE]

That sounds like a bad situation. :/

Yeah. But the worst is over now and hopefully everything will be better from now on.

[QUOTE=SlightlyEpic;17602013]Yeah. But the worst is over now and hopefully everything will be better from now on.[/QUOTE]



how comes she got put into a mental hospital?

I was gonna ask that but I figured he wouldn't wanna talk about it. :/