I just got in from the hospital and visiting my papa. He isn't doing very good. He can barely breath, can't hear anything and doesn't know what is going on. He couldn't talk to us and it was very sad just sitting there looking at him.

Hospitals are my least liked place to be. Ever.

[QUOTE=Divine Intervention]I just got in from the hospital and visiting my papa. He isn't doing very good. He can barely breath, can't hear anything and doesn't know what is going on. He couldn't talk to us and it was very sad just sitting there looking at him.[/QUOTE]
Is this papa as in grandpa or dad?

Either way, that sucks. Both of my grandparents died before I was born, so I never got to know them.

Brandon: Me too. The white halls are creepy. Good places for horror movies abandoned hospitals are.

[QUOTE=AZNGuitaristDude101]Is this papa as in grandpa or dad?

Either way, that sucks. Both of my grandparents died before I was born, so I never got to know them.

Brandon: Me too. The white halls are creepy. Good places for horror movies abandoned hospitals are.[/QUOTE]

As in grandpa.

I have already been to both my dad's parents funerals and I have also been to my aunts, my dads sister. I absolutely hate hospitals and make me upset.

[QUOTE=Divine Intervention]As in grandpa.

I have already been to both my dad's parents funerals and I have also been to my aunts, my dads sister. I absolutely hate hospitals and make me upset.[/QUOTE]
Oh.

I've never been to a funeral. I think it'd be really awkward.

Oh, nice name change by the way. I just noticed it.

[QUOTE=AZNGuitaristDude101]Oh.

I've never been to a funeral. I think it'd be really awkward.

Oh, nice name change by the way. I just noticed it.[/QUOTE]

I've been to too many. They are horrible, because people ask the stupidest question you could think of. "How are you doing?" refering to the death. Like what do they think? Am I supposed to be in the greatest mood ever because my relative just died?

Thanks.

[QUOTE=Divine Intervention]I've been to too many. They are horrible, because people ask the stupidest question you could think of. "How are you doing?" refering to the death. Like what do they think? Am I supposed to be in the greatest mood ever because my relative just died?

Thanks.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, that is pretty stupid, but there really isn't much to say at funerals.


If you think you've seen scary Asians, take a look at this one.

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But it shows they care about you. Thats why everything is soo bad... people have more than one view to look at things. Just like the common example of the glass is half full or half empty, you just have to look at it in a way that, wow these people care for me. i'm glad. its a hell a lot easier when you have support.

[QUOTE=Tjebby]But it shows they care about you. Thats why everything is soo bad... people have more than one view to look at things. Just like the common example of the glass is half full or half empty, you just have to look at it in a way that, wow these people care for me. i'm glad. its a hell a lot easier when you have support.[/QUOTE]

I suppose, but whenever they ask me, it makes me feel even worse.

[QUOTE=Fire Whispers]I know it does. I've been on a whore hunt lately :upset:

Dave: Londe, and I would certainly wait for a bit.[/QUOTE]
Silly. Just be happy alone.
[QUOTE=PDWAB]I've been pretty lonely on and off this year, but I just keep thinking of my past relationships and they just seem really unappealing. It's not even the bad times I think about, I just don't like who I am when I'm with a girl. So far.[/QUOTE]
Why change for the girl? If you can't be yourself with her she's not attractive anyways...

Whoa, whore whunts? (Alliteration ftw)

Alright, I'm going to go to bed.

Night guys.

B. Me either. err Joel to i guess. Girlies suck... (litterally)

I don't know what i do wrong... I get all the girls to love me, as a friend. Its horrible.

[QUOTE=Divine Intervention]Alright, I'm going to go to bed.

Night guys.[/QUOTE]
Night Matt.

I'm not very good at talking to girls especially one on one. I can usually talk to them around other people, but I get kinda nervous alone.

[QUOTE=Tjebby]B. Me either. err Joel to i guess. Girlies suck... (litterally)

I don't know what i do wrong... I get all the girls to love me, as a friend. Its horrible.[/QUOTE]
Why is it horrible? Having girl friends has many benefits.

Night Matt.

[QUOTE=Tjebby]B. Me either. err Joel to i guess. Girlies suck... (litterally)

I don't know what i do wrong... I get all the girls to love me, as a friend. Its horrible.[/QUOTE]
Same here. It's so lame.

GUYS GUYS

HAVING GIRL FRIENDS ISN'T BAD TIMES.

serious.

just wait for them to get lonely and go for friends w/ benefits.

not that i'm saying girls are only good for sex....

Having them as friends period is good too :)

Having them as friends gets boring. I mean, I'm all for doing girly stuff, just ask Matt, but after a while it's just tiresome.

When you're 16 there is very rarely such a thing as friends with benefits. It's more like friends that complain to you about their boyfriends.

[QUOTE=Fire Whispers]Having them as friends gets boring. I mean, I'm all for doing girly stuff, just ask Matt, but after a while it's just tiresome.

When you're 16 there is very rarely such a thing as friends with benefits. It's more like friends that complain to you about their boyfriends.[/QUOTE]
Haha, I'm into lots of girly stuff too, I'm so lame :(

Mehr, get to know better girls. Actually that may be a lie, you could be right, I was anti social around girls until I was 17-18...

[QUOTE=Tjebby]B. Me either. err Joel to i guess. Girlies suck... (litterally)

I don't know what i do wrong... I get all the girls to love me, as a friend. Its horrible.[/QUOTE]

I'm too honest for most chicks to like me.

Being awkward doesn't help. And not extremely good looking either :p

[QUOTE=Permanent Solution]Haha, I'm into lots of girly stuff too, I'm so lame :(

Mehr, get to know better girls. Actually that may be a lie, you could be right, I was anti social around girls until I was 17-18...[/QUOTE]
Meh. I'm incredibly girly. I find it amusing. Other guys just think I'm gay. A few of my past girlfriends could tell them otherwise >_>

There ARE no better girls. My town is too small. I want to move so incredibly bad. Especially since at the moment I have like only 4 friends.

Jon: You're just too cool for them.

Looks have never actually been a problem for me really... makes me wonder what is actually wrong..

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]I'm too honest for most chicks to like me.

Being awkward doesn't help. And not extremely good looking either :p[/QUOTE]
Psh, I overcome all three of those deficits :)

B: Haha, oh well. Girls like gay-type guys :)

Haha, well you've only got a few more years.

[QUOTE=Permanent Solution]B: Haha, oh well. Girls like gay-type guys :)

Haha, well you've only got a few more years.[/QUOTE]
Ha. As friends.

I know. I'm going to be so glad. I want to go to Vancouver or California, I'm not sure which yet, although I'm leaning towards Vancouver. I'd love to visit California though at least once.

[QUOTE=Fire Whispers]Ha. As friends.

I know. I'm going to be so glad. I want to go to Vancouver or California, I'm not sure which yet, although I'm leaning towards Vancouver. I'd love to visit California though at least once.[/QUOTE]
As both. I have like 5 girls to fall back on for marriage :p

Cali is overrated.

California will get you more guy friends.

Anyone else watch these?

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[QUOTE=Permanent Solution]As both. I have like 5 girls to fall back on for marriage :p

Cali is overrated.[/QUOTE]
Eh. I'd like to think marriage is a little more "sacred" (for lack of a batter word) than that :p

I figured as much. Have you gone there much? I'm really just looking for a place with an awesome music scene and a sick skate scene. I know both places have both but I'd like to go to Vancouver more just so I can stay in Canada I think.

Supposedly, all the girls think i'm hot. Well, everytime the girls tthat think that hang out with me, they are clearly, CLEARLY getting on other men. Its embarrassing.

And V, its not bad at all. I barely have any guy friends. But it gets annoying when the girls you like say your too much like a brother to them for them to like you. Which is B.S. anyways. And most girls round here are for the asshole i play football guys... which is two strikes against me. But, what can ya do.


B. Come down to Iowa with me. go to college at university of Iowa with me. We will party it up like its your birthday, and drink bacardi like its your birthday.

[QUOTE=Tjebby]Supposedly, all the girls think i'm hot. Well, everytime the girls tthat think that hang out with me, they are clearly, CLEARLY getting on other men. Its embarrassing.

And V, its not bad at all. I barely have any guy friends. But it gets annoying when the girls you like say your too much like a brother to them for them to like you. Which is B.S. anyways. And most girls round here are for the spatula i play football guys... which is two strikes against me. But, what can ya do.


B. Come down to Iowa with me. go to college at university of Iowa with me. We will party it up like its your birthday, and drink bacardi like its your birthday.[/QUOTE]
Exactly, like, what the f[U]u[/U]ck. I hate cop out excuses like that. "I don't want to ruin our friendship" well blow me down bitch you pretty much just did by being a tool.

Heh. Iowa. I'd love to tour through the states and meet you all. In two years time I will. The summer after I graduate.

Eh, I'll be partyin it up everyday becuase thats when I grad. Damn. I can't wait to be older.