hey mjt182, READ THE RULES

oke, I take that back

This day is so dark
As we cry tears of charcoal
We push our knuckles into our temples
Just so we can feed the hunger for a single glimpse of control


Weakened
Sour
Elated
Beneath


~~~Chris Kaetzel

Weakened shields around my chest may let you in
It's okay if you are sour, it just means that you're harder to deal with
Elated lines around my eyes may be increased
And the skin beneath my lips, with an imprint of yours...forevermore

Enthused
Spastic
Wonderful
Dead

over enthused or under amused,
my spastic pendulum swings forever
you're wonderful, beautiful, everything i desired
buried under fallen leaves now that all is dead

saturate
edition
pearl
iota

saturate my love with hatred,
this edition of cure hurts too much to look at,
your presence is as a pearl to a oyster
one iota of sincere is all i wish.


hold
solute
keep
rambling

i hold your structure together with a tiny string
you are a solute in everything
Your emotions you never look to keep
you just live on in a rambling sleep

debt
loss
from
sprite

Holy **** I am in debt now
I lost a bet on a brown cow
It came from a forign planet
and it looked like a can of sprite

Cookie
risky
panda
alice

that kid is one tough cookie
i thought that jump was kindof risky
pandas are black and white as is this kids judgement
her name is alice.



why
agony
puke
fire

why is this. so hard to find.
i find agony in my bliss.
dont puke on my shirt.
or i'll throw it in the fire.


cheer
beer
sincere
fear.

voices cheer me from beyond
in beer-fouled clothing now i stumble
regret seemed always so sincere
still i dwell in fear's captivity

take
that
rhyming
words

take a card, any card
thats all i ask of you
read my words, my rhyming words
and tell me if your words were true

oh
my
god
cliche...

...or what?!?!

oh why won't someone tell me
why doth my god forsake.
a couplet filled with cliche,
i think i'l have some cake.

burrow
system
cigarettes
bliss

try not to burrow me under with your footsteps,
the system captivates me down here,
cigarettes left over mashed in the dirt,
i guess this is my bliss.


insert
remedy
porcelain (sp?)
learn

suddenly we're burrowing
through an impossible system of chaos
sirens scream and cigarettes stream
temporary bliss in our urban hell

behind
consequence
bang
sacrifice

Behind this tree, apon this cliff
i wonder what the consequence would be if
I land with a bang, stripping my life
Ive now made myself a sacrifice to strife

Find
Security
Faith
Network

find yourself because i have lost you
find security in all that you've been through
have faith in me cause ill still be here for you
a network built from words of consolation

shallow
yet
so
deep

shallow waters im in,
quiet, yet so clamored,
so filthy,
no longer shallow, but as deep as my soul.


insert
remedy
porcelain (sp?)
learn

You insert your hidden meanings
By whispering a simple remedy
But there is no cure for a porcelain pacifier
Only a chance to learn from your insanity

Why
Are
We
Yelling

why do you look the way you do?
so sad, why are you sad?
are we fighting, with rage and anger?
if not, then why am i yelling at the top of my lungs?

dirty
temptation
miss
forever

dirty words are escaping through your voice
temptation has led her far from you
little miss "i'm a bitch" has already made her choice
and now theres nothing you can do

sometime
soon
probability
loosen

Sometime in the near past
Sometime soon i pray
Probability will lose it's caste
And perhaps loosen my way

Act
Out
Of
Loyalty

[i]4 words courtesy of Downer-Nirvana[/i]

your love is just a selfish act
out and about with other girls
you say your doing this out of sympathy
but i can never trust what you say is loyalty

speak
notion
late
ocean

this act. pure kindness takes over,
let me out of this nicety,
of this evil,
no loyalty in hurt.


tremendous
shoreline
pore
sentiment

crap. i guess you were first.

the words we speak drift off in space
hollow phrases of some inconsequential notion
my late obsession's passed away
maybe now i may look to the ocean

..?

tremendous, magnificent
a glowering shoreline extends to the horizon
pores caressed by winds of dreams
we are nought but sentimental fools

print
configure
unknown
pointing

I'll print every danger known to us,
I'll configure insecurity to reasurance,
Run down everything Unknown to Home,
Pointing to that Familiar Place.

What
White
Duck
Night

What do we do in the light of Pure Truth?
We stand and we look at the blinding white light.
We duck and run for cover to get it out of our sight,
And run off into the despair of the night.

strange
point
cry
hollow

What a strange way I've lived my life
Making it a point to be pointless
Without a laugh, a cry, a care in the world
My years, so empty, so hollow

shine
shadow
glass
perfect

burning rays of fire shine so hard, so bright,
shrivels my shadow into a nothing,
and pours it into a clear glass jar,
so everyone can see how perfect, yet wrong, i was.


carpet
ember
nice
gratify

Tread carefully, your chemical magick carpet will fail you soon.
You'll remain an ember floating among a thousand others in the burning forest.
What a nice way out.
You gratify yourself with a too many deep breaths, and snow turns you cold.

Lacerate
footsteps
shameful
beauty

Lacerate thses bonds of beauty
Footsteps in the hallway
Shameful, to catch you na|<ed (|< = K)
Beauty, to catch you strong

Fight
Finger
Nine
Doctor

Fight at the bar
Lost a finger
Nine Minus One equals Ten
Doctor, Doctor, Operate.

Sinful
Bounce
Slave
Jump

Sinful pleasures and desires
bounce around my unarmed mind.
Slave to passions, deep, untamed,
jump for joy at freedom's find.

(Logical progression time!)
write
riot
wraught
wrath

as i write this poem,
i riot goes through my mind.
my mind is wraught,
in the wrath of life.

i
love
my
guitar

i continue to obide,
i love it here, ride the tide,
My own sense of nothing,
Guitars playing, heart puffing.
(that was random!)

Scar
Tissue
Enter
Sandman

ripped the scar off, let it bleed again,
pat the wound with a tissue, wont stop,
let the sin and guilt enter through the gash,
let the sandman come and kill. you.


short
sweet
severe
limitations

one short kiss
so soft and sweet
we embrace with severe affections
there are no limitations to our love

cotton
paste
blue
water

Shove the coton in your ears,
paste the tape over your eyes -
ingore the blue noise of the sea,
and the azure of the skies.

somebody
truly
loves
everybody

When you'd die to be that somebody,
Truly awake when they open their eyes,
Aware of love and it's uncertainty,
Everybody is that somebody dressed in lies.

Blinded
Midnight
Empty
Pressure