u sound alot like me,i always feel like that but i try not to think about it,it never works tho just ask mitch man lol

it never works theres no point in trying anymore

yeah i feel the same way idk what to tell u cuz im going through the same thing

its called suicide

i hate myself

dont say stuff like that or think stuff like that

im trying but its all i can think of

everytime i think of something good i think of how none of that happens anymore

im not even good at the things ido best

Time helps a lot.

The only reason i get up everyday is because i want to show the world what black metal is about through my band.

Im only task in life is music.

Shadowsfallen, ull be fine.

time

_to

die

suicide is bad

but its easy

I felt that way over the last week... Now I'm fine again.

It seems like all the Bodom thread regulars are depressed and quite confuzzled sea lions.:chug:

[QUOTE=ShadowsFallen]but its easy[/QUOTE]


its selfish

selfsih is making the people i love deal with the **** i have to go through every day

and i always do it

For The Record Ben.

Taking pills will prolly just make you sicker then hell, you could damage organs and ****... someone will find you.... then they call 911 and you drink charcole based drink to make you throw up.

slitting your wrists will be very painful and won't kill ya. Your blood will clot before you ever bleed enough.

To clear up the two most commons ways to try.

thanks ill find anotyher way

[QUOTE=ShadowsFallen]thanks ill find anotyher way[/QUOTE]

To clear up a couple more,

Hanging will be painful as all hell. Your spinal cord would be ripping in half.

Most likely you'll end up paralized for the rest of your life. Then have to live the rest of your life thinking about that, and not being able to end it.

Drowning,
You'll only be able to keep from breathing or force yourself to, for a short time.
It'll be a reflex to do so, and if you did pass out. You'd prolly float up or face up and breath.. Because you couldn't force yourself under.

[QUOTE=ShadowsFallen]selfsih is making the people i love deal with the **** i have to go through every day

and i always do it[/QUOTE]


what **** do u go threw?

why are u so sad dude?

i dont know but i cant take going through this every day anymore

My friend attempted suicide by taking pills the other month. He called our other friend to come to the Burger King toilets where he was while we were rehersing for a music show. Luckily he threw it all up otherwise he'd easily be dead. I agree it is selfish, I don't know how I'd deal with a friend killing themselves.

[QUOTE=Man_Made_God]To clear up a couple more,

Hanging will be painful as all hell. Your spinal cord would be ripping in half.

Most likely you'll end up paralized for the rest of your life. Then have to live the rest of your life thinking about that, and not being able to end it.

Drowning,
You'll only be able to keep from breathing or force yourself to, for a short time.
It'll be a reflex to do so, and if you did pass out. You'd prolly float up or face up and breath.. Because you couldn't force yourself under.[/QUOTE]Any method of killing himself is stupid.

You might wanna just put on your fav music and go to sleep.

see how feel in the morning... Sleep helps almost anything.

[QUOTE=ShadowsFallen]i dont know but i cant take going through this every day anymore[/QUOTE]


well a easy death is just one shot of the ol' shotgun.

but think how everybody will react from ur death

especailly ur parents.

[QUOTE=blue3]Any method of killing himself is stupid.[/QUOTE]


There is no 100% way.

Even a gunshot can miss by | | much and just leave you brain dead on tubes for the rest of your life.

[QUOTE=Man_Made_God]There is no 100% way.

Even a gunshot can miss by | | much and just leave you brain dead on tubes for the rest of your life.[/QUOTE]


2 guns at the same time/

my mom tells me all the time im a terrible person she says i dont give a **** about anyone

i know thats not true i care about one person but i cant even be good enough for her

[QUOTE=Destined_for]well a easy death is just one shot of the ol' shotgun.

but think how everybody will react from ur death

especailly ur parents.[/QUOTE]


DO NOT LISTEN TO HIM ABOUT THE SHOTGUN

THIS IS A HORRID IDEA

MOST PEOPLE WHO TRY WITH A SHOTGUN, JUST BLOW THEIR FACE OFF.

LITERALLY

GOOGLE FOR PIX IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME.

THEY TRY AND PLACE IT UNDER THE CHIN/NECK TO HIT THE BRAIN STEM AND ALL THEY DO IS BLOW OFF THEIR FACE.

LOOK AT SOME PIX IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME.

THERE'S NOTHING LEFT.

same with a handgun put inside the mouth towards the throat, in hopes of getting the brain stem. You'll prolly be freaked and miss.

EDIT: two guns is pure idiocy. The moment you fire one you won't be firing the other, whether you die or not.

[QUOTE=Man_Made_God]DO NOT LISTEN TO HIM ABOUT THE SHOTGUN

THIS IS A HORRID IDEA

MOST PEOPLE WHO TRY WITH A SHOTGUN, JUST BLOW THEIR FACE OFF.

LITERALLY

GOOGLE FOR PIX IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME.

THEY TRY AND PLACE IT UNDER THE CHIN/NECK TO HIT THE BRAIN STEM AND ALL THEY DO IS BLOW OFF THEIR FACE.

LOOK AT SOME PIX IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME.

THERE'S NOTHING LEFT.

same with a handgun put inside the mouth towards the throat, in hopes of getting the brain stem. You'll prolly be freaked and miss.[/QUOTE]

lol ya, dont listen to me.

dont kill ur self and im serious too.

why are you doing this to me

there idiots

[QUOTE=ShadowsFallen]why are you doing this to me[/QUOTE]


Here's the deal.

Take a shower or bath... relax.. Put on your favorite music and go to sleep.

Don't listen to his two guns or w/e bull****.

He's clearly never been in your shoes.

I have and I know this ****.

I never realised how good Knuckleduster is by Bodom, I only heard it for the first time yesterday cause it's on the Trashed, Lost and Strungout DVD EP.

i know i need to do something to cool off but i dont know what to do right now

i cant stop thinking about why i should even be here making everyone think about the **** i have to deal with

[QUOTE=MRDuCran]I never realised how good Knuckleduster is by Bodom, I only heard it for the first time yesterday cause it's on the Trashed, Lost and Strungout DVD EP.[/QUOTE]


It takes a while for it to grow on you and yah it's great.

[QUOTE=ShadowsFallen]i know i need to do something to cool off but i dont know what to do right now

i cant stop thinking about why i should even be here making everyone think about the **** i have to deal with[/QUOTE]


Well, you know you need to cool off so as hard as it feels, find something.

Shower, bath, listen to music, watch a movie, watch tv, talk to a friend if you have one who your close with,

main idea is, find something to chill out and relax... then go to sleep.

You'll feel better after sleeping.

i feel bad for being stupid

Sorry everybody

I really feel bad for wat i said.

Sleep helps. andmy friend just committed suicide a few weeks ago and its been really hard for me and all my friends.

Just plz dont do it. The sadness will pass.

Take my advice, from someone who has tried to kill himself several times and knows this ****.

You might not have 10 people standing next to you, saying "I care".

People do though, it's just not sitting next to you.

[QUOTE=Man_Made_God]Take my advice, from someone who has tried to kill himself several times and knows this ****.

You might not have 10 people standing next to you, saying "I care".

People do though, it's just not sitting next to you.[/QUOTE]


A good example of this would be that this girl from our school just died from a car accident. When our school had the assembly and told us this our school was devistated.

Nobody talked for like 1 whole week and everybody cried.

A kid died during physical education in my old school, nearly every girl in his year cryed, noone in our year even knew him though.