sam will def relapse at some point, we all do :/

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18673827]sam will def relapse at some point, we all do :/[/QUOTE]

its the sad truth, i think about 90% of people relapse in the first year

first time i quit i relapsed after like two weeks because i found like six bags in my sisters room hahaa that shit ruled

[QUOTE=Haz;18673814]if you haven't walked a mile in their shoes, wtf do you know about what makes them tick, seriously?[/QUOTE]

lol but i have not the EXACT $ituation but we are there for the $ame rea$on


[QUOTE=Haz;18673814]things are not so black and white as religion = bad, people struggling with addiction should kick it could turkey and without any assistance, i've got an iron will and can deal with anything everyone else is stupid. it's all posturing, faggot bullshi[/QUOTE]

all i know i$ i wa$ able to $top doing heroin i did it on my own term$ an gave up what i wanted to an continue to do the $hit i want to with no problem$

my life i$ much better an i accomplished my goal in my own way without all the extra b$

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18673829]first time i quit i relapsed after like two weeks because i found like six bags in my sisters room hahaa that shit ruled[/QUOTE]

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lol i bet you were stoked

idk if ive ever been more stoked

EDIT: the first time i had intercourse with this one chick i was actually way way way more stoked, was amazing

yeah i'm tryin hard to $tay away from h an i've done well $o far

i wa$ two block$ away from my dealer with $30 buck$ in my pocket a few week$ ago an i $till didn't buy any

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18673838]yeah i'm tryin hard to $tay away from h an i've done well $o far

i wa$ two block$ away from my dealer with $30 buck$ in my pocket a few week$ ago an i $till didn't buy any[/QUOTE]

gj dude seriously, had that been me i prob woulda bought some tbh

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18673819]doing hydros every now and then is nothing compared to heroin come on alex i mean really[/QUOTE]

exactly

i never even WANTEd to $top doin hydro$ an i don't need to $top doin them to $top heroin

the all or nothin philo$ophy AA ha$ i$ retarded

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18673830]lol but i have not the EXACT $ituation but we are there for the $ame rea$on[/QUOTE]

no you haven't. i'm talking beyond that. you never experienced their childhood, their formative teenage years, any awkwardness as an adult breaking into nursing homes and writing awkward pop

not all addictions were created equal, different things trigger people psychologically.

i dont care about other ppls addictions for the most part, fuck em

that doesn't really go against anything I said, but it does make you look like an asshole. so, gg?

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18673839]gj dude seriously, had that been me i prob woulda bought some tbh[/QUOTE]

thank$ man it wa$ hard but i bought $ome my hydro$ in$tead it wa$ le$$ $ati$fying but it wa$ worth it in the long run

well why should i care i dont know them

EDIT @ sam: yeah dude i know exactly how that feels, i coulda got bags like a month ago but i got percs instead and didnt even get that fucked up :/

what are u talking abt

lets see. i went like a year without opiates then i relapsed. now im 5 months clean from opiates. i drink and thats it really. i go to, two meetings a week that take up like 2 hours of my week.

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18673849]well why should i care i dont know them[/QUOTE]

you don't have to be personally involved or emotionally invested to understand

that the way you deal with your own bullshit won't necessarily work for others

[QUOTE=Haz;18673855]you don't have to be personally involved or emotionally invested to understand

that the way you deal with your own bullshit won't necessarily work for others[/QUOTE]

but my way is clearly the best way other people are fuckin dumb

everybody says that though

which I think makes it kinda ridiculous

[QUOTE=Haz;18673841]no you haven't. i'm talking beyond that. you never experienced their childhood, their formative teenage years, [B]any awkwardness as an adult breaking into nursing homes and writing awkward pop
[/B]
not all addictions were created equal, different things trigger people psychologically.[/QUOTE]

the highlighted part make$ it look like you're kiddin rite now lol

i actually have life experience in thi$ $ituation haz

you have like none at all

i had my own $hare of trouble$ i have a v dy$functional family and had a pretty difficult time in my life but that didnt $top me from kickin

not everyone i$ exactly the $ame but it$ all the $ame ba$ic concept

breakin addiction$ take$ $elf control an determination AA i$ a crutch

al$o you are mad

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18673860]the hilited part make$ it look like you're kiddin rite now lol

i actually have life experience in thi$ $ituation haz

you have like none at all

i had my own $hare of trouble$ i have a v dy$functional family and had a pretty difficult time in my life but that didnt $top me from kickin

not everyone i$ exactly the $ame but it$ all the $ame ba$ic concept

breakin addiction$ take$ $elf control an determination AA i$ a crutch[/QUOTE]

backed fuckin hard

[QUOTE]i had my own $hare of trouble$ i have a v dy$functional family and had a pretty difficult time in my life but that didnt $top me from kickin[/QUOTE]look everyone its an american hero

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18673861]backed fuckin hard[/QUOTE]
what the hell have you ever done compared to blaockhead

what has anyone done

[QUOTE=(*The Noonward Race*);18673864]what the hell have you ever done compared to blaockhead[/QUOTE]

lol

[QUOTE=Aakon_Keetreh;18673853]lets see. i went like a year without opiates then i relapsed. now im 5 months clean from opiates. i drink and thats it really. i go to, two meetings a week that take up like 2 hours of my week.[/QUOTE]

why can't you $top without AA thouh?

all it i$ i$ a bunch of people bitching an talking about how much their life $ucked when they u$ed an how awe$ome it i$ now that they $topped

being at tho$e meeting$ i$ boring it make$ me want to u$e more than any thin tbh

they repeat the $ame ba$ic $tory over an over every time

for real all that aa shit is tired

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18673866]lol[/QUOTE]
look this bitch is afraid

[QUOTE=(*The Noonward Race*);18673871]look this bitch is afraid[/QUOTE]

you dont even know me son