[QUOTE=Eggo]so why exactly is there a big rush to have a gf steerpike?

have you had one before[/QUOTE]
A lot of people kind of feel lonely in that way, I.E, being around your parents is alright, but you can't tell them stuff that you would tell a partner.

I'm not for one minute saying he's lonely or anything though, that would be my motivation to get one though.

I'm not even going to try until I get into college, everyone in my school are smacks.

[QUOTE=guitrguy]Do you mean John Coltrane's "Giant Steps"?[/QUOTE]

no i'm talking about jay z's giant steps














wtf

[QUOTE=Eggo]no i'm talking about jay z's giant steps
[/QUOTE]
I was just clarifing, there is no need to be an as[SIZE="2"]s[/SIZE].

[QUOTE=Eggo]so why exactly is there a big rush to have a gf steerpike?

have you had one before[/QUOTE]

I've been single for 8 years. Though I can probably make it another few and still be single before it [i]really[/i] starts to bug me... it'd be nice to at least casually date a girl for a little while. I think that's understandable.

Besides, the last few years I've been on a quest for self-improvement. Part of it is finally coming out of my shell. Up until high school, I was a textbook misanthrope. Hated people, never trusted anybody. I don't want to live like that, so I've been working hard to undo the damage I've done to myself.

[QUOTE]I made love to my girl once with Opeth playing (heavy Opeth )

It was a furious and enjoyable night[/QUOTE]

That's nothing, dude. Opeth is chick metal. I've made love to Cryptopsy's None so Vile and Death's the Sound of Perseverance, for example. :p

Nothing as good as fuc[COLOR="White"]k[/COLOR]ing to "Dead and Dripping", hehe.

I'm listening to 'Kind of Blue'

You mean that album by Miles Davis? 'Cause I really wasn't sure, but I googled it and that's what came up.

[QUOTE=IAJP]Or Cannibal Corpse!
Can't beat that for romantisicm.:p[/QUOTE]
Hey...I could get the meat hooks out ;)

[QUOTE=Steerpike]I've been single for 8 years. Though I can probably make it another few and still be single before it [i]really[/i] starts to bug me... it'd be nice to at least casually date a girl for a little while. I think that's understandable.

Besides, the last few years I've been on a quest for self-improvement. Part of it is finally coming out of my shell. Up until high school, [b]I was a textbook misanthrope.[/b] Hated people, never trusted anybody. I don't want to live like that, so I've been working hard to undo the damage I've done to myself.[/QUOTE]

What made you give this up?
I guess you had your reasons to hate people in the first place, I don't see anyone giving that up just like that.

[QUOTE=Superpeer]That's nothing, dude. Opeth is chick metal. I've made love to Cryptopsy's None so Vile and Death's the Sound of Perseverance, for example. :p

Nothing as good as fuc[COLOR="White"]k[/COLOR]ing to "Dead and Dripping", hehe.[/QUOTE]

Day-um. That wouldn't even be rough sex. That's sex that draws the attention of the Department of Homeland Security.

Ahh...:-\ That was kinda horrible

[QUOTE=Lord Abortion]Hey...I could get the meat hooks out ;)[/QUOTE]

Hmmm... Innuendo?

It might be kind of hard because you have been out of the game for so long.

[QUOTE=Superpeer]You keep your hands of my manhood, brotha.[/QUOTE]

Don't act like you don't like it :eek:

[QUOTE]What's up with the second X chromosome inhibiting good music taste?[/QUOTE]

Actually my gf has pretty good taste in music. But she smokes pot so that might have something to do with it :p

[QUOTE]jay z's [/QUOTE]

wat

[QUOTE=the2stranger]What made you give this up?
I guess you had your reasons to hate people in the first place, I don't see anyone giving that up just like that.[/QUOTE]

I went to a private high school and all of a sudden, I wasn't a punching bag anymore. I realized I didn't have to be paranoid and isolated. As I slowly learned to open up to my classmates, I started to understand just how much I would miss out on by not going out into the world, talking to people, and taking some risks.

It's taking a while though. I still get bouts of paranoia and everything. And I have to constantly second-guess all my negative judgments.

[QUOTE=Steerpike]I went to a private high school and all of a sudden, I wasn't a punching bag anymore. I realized I didn't have to be paranoid and isolated. As I slowly learned to open up to my classmates, I started to understand just how much I would miss out on by not going out into the world, talking to people, and taking some risks.

It's taking a while though. I still get bouts of paranoia and everything. And I have to constantly second-guess all my negative judgments.[/QUOTE]
I'm sorry to hear that man.

[QUOTE=Illmatic]wat[/QUOTE]
He is just being a sarcastic as[size=2]s[/size]

[QUOTE=Illmatic]wat[/QUOTE]

Thank John Coltrane for grantin me this moment of clarity
This moment of complex key modulatory honesty
The world'll feel my saxophonic truths
Through Tony William's Lifetime

[QUOTE=guitrguy]I'm sorry to hear that man.[/QUOTE]
I wouldn't be sorry to hear it, a lot of people I know are like it. I used to be like it in like year 8, yet as you can tell I haven't fully graduated into the "fully-social" style, I'm still coming out of my shell.


If I go to college I think it'll be better, I just hate my environment at school, it's so opressed.

[QUOTE=guitrguy]I'm sorry to hear that man.[/QUOTE]

It's okay. Going to college has really helped. As long as I'm still making progress, I won't complain.

[QUOTE=IAJP]I wouldn't be sorry to hear it, a lot of people I know are like it. I used to be like it in like year 8, yet as you can tell I haven't fully graduated into the "fully-social" style, I'm still coming out of my shell.


If I go to college I think it'll be better, I just hate my environment at school, it's so opressed.[/QUOTE]

As they said on Mystery Science Theater once, "Does just walking through it make you want to kill yourself? Then it's a high school!"

High school and minimum wage jobs are the modern-day rites to adulthood.

[QUOTE=Eggo]Thank John Coltrane for grantin me this moment of clarity
This moment of complex key modulatory honesty
The world'll feel my saxophonic truths
Through Tony William's Lifetime[/QUOTE]

Sh[size=2]it is bumpin'[/size]

[QUOTE]He is just being a sarcastic a[size=2]ss[/size][/QUOTE]

Jesus, calm down.

[QUOTE=Steerpike]It's okay. Going to college has really helped. As long as I'm still making progress, I won't complain.



As they said on Mystery Science Theater once, "Does just walking through it make you want to kill yourself? Then it's a high school!"

High school and minimum wage jobs are the modern-day rites to adulthood.[/QUOTE]
Yeah I know.

I only have like 11 Weeks left, I'll be sorry to see some teachers and old friends, but I won't be sorry to see the back of some of the pupils. I really can't see the enjoyment of kicking walls, throwing things off rooves, and breaking windows. Maybe it's just me though.:rolleyes:


EDIT:

6000th post :cool:.

[QUOTE=Steerpike]It's okay. Going to college has really helped. As long as I'm still making progress, I won't complain.



As they said on Mystery Science Theater once, "Does just walking through it make you want to kill yourself? Then it's a high school!"

High school and minimum wage jobs are the modern-day rites to adulthood.[/QUOTE]
haha, I was always quite in high school, but some how I always made alot of friends.

Girls always comment on how quite I am.

I thought that was a pretty clever revision on his excellent track, Moment Of Clarity.

[QUOTE]I went to a private high school and all of a sudden, I wasn't a punching bag anymore. I realized I didn't have to be paranoid and isolated. As I slowly learned to open up to my classmates, I started to understand just how much I would miss out on by not going out into the world, talking to people, and taking some risks.

It's taking a while though. I still get bouts of paranoia and everything. And I have to constantly second-guess all my negative judgments.[/QUOTE]

Hmm, I'm still like that, basically. I just have a few people that I give a better treatment. Actually, I've taught them to be like me, really elitist, so they can back up my negative judgments. :D

[QUOTE=Ray of sunshine <3]Don't act like you don't like it [/QUOTE]

Shhhh! The females will hear. <-<

[QUOTE=guitrguy]haha, I was always quite in high school, but some how I always made alot of friends.

Girls always comment on how quite I am.[/QUOTE]
I'm the opposite, when I first started high school I was really loud, I tried to use my humour as a way of gaining friends, I sorta slowed down towards the end though.


[SIZE="5"]Illmatic![/SIZE]
Is your Avatar the picture on the back of Milestones?:cool:

[QUOTE=Steerpike]
As they said on Mystery Science Theater once, "Does just walking through it make you want to kill yourself? Then it's a high school!"

High school and minimum wage jobs are the modern-day rites to adulthood.[/QUOTE]

I actually liked high school

/halfhearted shrug

[QUOTE=Amit? Ahmet? I don't get these middle eastern names]I thought that was a pretty clever revision on his excellent track, Moment Of Clarity.[/QUOTE]

Eh I don't like that song that much

[QUOTE]Shhhh! The females will hear. <-<[/QUOTE]

And why don't you want them to know? Are you ashamed to be seen with me? :(

[QUOTE]Is your Avatar the picture on the back of Milestones?[/QUOTE]

Maybe

I'm not Middle Eastern! :upset:

[QUOTE=IAJP]I'm the opposite, when I first started high school I was really loud, I tried to use my humour as a way of gaining friends, I sorta slowed down towards the end though.


[SIZE="5"]Illmatic![/SIZE]
Is your Avatar the picture on the back of Milestones?:cool:[/QUOTE]
I would be the class clown in class that I was comfortable in and I had a lot of friends in.

[QUOTE=guitrguy]haha, I was always quite in high school, but some how I always made alot of friends.

Girls always comment on how quite I am.[/QUOTE]

I used to be like that. I'm more outspoken now.

My Horror Fiction class was interesting. I was perhaps the most into the subject of the entire class, and I always had something interesting to add to the discussion.

[QUOTE=Superpeer]Hmm, I'm still like that, basically. I just have a few people that I give a better treatment. Actually, I've taught them to be like me, really elitist, so they can back up my negative judgments. :D[/QUOTE]

You only need to justify it to yourself. :thumb:

I am not to impressed with High School. Most of the kids are really immature, even in the college level classes. Public High School is better than Catholic Elementary school. I don't have to fear for my life if I miss a homework assignment.


[QUOTE=Steerpike]I used to be like that. I'm more outspoken now.

My Horror Fiction class was interesting. I was perhaps the most into the subject of the entire class, and I always had something interesting to add to the discussion.
[/QUOTE]

I used to be like that also. I started expressing my feelings more in 9th and 10th grade. I didn't really improve in 11th, but I did this year. I am hoping the college experience will help me become more outspoken. Im sure it will because its a new enviorment for everyone.

[QUOTE=GenuineImitation]I am not to impressed with High School. Most of the kids are really immature, even in the college level classes. Public High School is better than Catholic Elementary school. I don't have to fear for my life if I miss a homework assignment.[/QUOTE]

Maturity levels don't really rise in college, heh.