[QUOTE=Juddybear;18642766]its easy dude just stop caring about everything[/QUOTE]

I don't know if I can

I could if I had enough extra money to have a constant drug supply but I'm fucking broke as shit and that makes everything worse. I don't even have parents that can help me out right now

Emotions are clearly entry-level.

[QUOTE=publicastration;18642776]I don't know if I can

I could if I had enough extra money to have a constant drug supply but I'm fucking broke as shit and that makes everything worse. I don't even have parents that can help me out right now[/QUOTE]

stop it


this would destroy you


What is your living situation? Do you have a job?

ethan i can get a g of slammin diesel in philly for sixty bucks

real talk this is the girl cycle I created a couple weeks ago, it's THE ULTIMATE REAL TALK

phase 1: lonely - need girl
phase 2: seek out girl
phase 3 (hardest phase): meet girl
phase 4: get to know her
phase 5: do things with her, feel amazing
phase 6: realize that I'm idealizing her
phase 7: notice her shortcomings
phase 8: attempt to help and deal with shortcomings
phase 9: fail
phase 10: cut ties with anything physical or person in general
phase 11: think girls are a waste of time

Hardest phase is misplaced tbh

i like the D.E.N.N.I.S. system tbh

[QUOTE=Route1;18642785]Hardest phase is misplaced tbh[/QUOTE]

nope

Hardest phase is dealing with their shortcomings but coming to terms with them if they aren't serious. imo

this is my phase: love pretty girls

Anytime I've tried to use any drug (just alc and pot) for relieving any negative feelings it hasn't worked, I mean obviously I don't use opiates and stuff but I think using them to run from troubles is about one of the least productive things you can do to better your situation.

yeah I have a shitty min wage job that I can't get hours at so I'm scraping by right now I've been looking for a better one for the last couple months and I think I might have gotten one but its not definite yet and I have to wait a couple weeks to find out.

my apt is decent its in the hood ( but thats all of north philly) and its pretty cheap

haven't talked to my dad in like 5 years and my mom is poor and going to school

I'm not going to school right now cause I just stopped caring about the academic classes I had to take and failed out last semester, lost my financial aid and may not ever be able to go back to a different one if I can't get the eligibility back

basically feeling like I fucked my life up and I can't gain any ground

Best thing I've found to help with sadness/negativity is running.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7u391z5l6WY

[QUOTE=Route1;18642791]Hardest phase is dealing with their shortcomings but coming to terms with them if they aren't serious. imo[/QUOTE]

ah maybe.

ugh conversation direction changed completely

bitches aint shit

except they make me cry and wanna die

but other than that

not shi

[QUOTE=Route1;18642797]Best thing I've found to help with sadness/negativity is running.[/QUOTE]


I like hanging out with my friends and venting, usually without involving any drugs or anything, I find the more I complain to people the more I realize that a lot of the things I get worked up about don't matter and I start getting over them a lot faster, apposed to just wallowing in it.

[QUOTE=Angmar;18642803]I like hanging out with my friends and venting, usually without involving any drugs or anything, I find the more I complain to people the more I realize that a lot of the things I get worked up about don't matter and I start getting over them a lot faster, apposed to just wallowing in it.[/QUOTE]

backed hard

I vent about my job but I don't talk about any of my real feelings about stuff with friends because I think I have serious trust issues

[QUOTE=publicastration;18642796]yeah I have a shitty min wage job that I can't get hours at so I'm scraping by right now I've been looking for a better one for the last couple months and I think I might have gotten one but its not definite yet and I have to wait a couple weeks to find out.

my apt is decent its in the hood ( but thats all of north philly) and its pretty cheap

haven't talked to my dad in like 5 years and my mom is poor and going to school

I'm not going to school right now cause I just stopped caring about the academic classes I had to take and failed out last semester, lost my financial aid and may not ever be able to go back to a different one if I can't get the eligibility back

basically feeling like I fucked my life up and I can't gain any ground[/QUOTE]
1: Do every possible thing you can to get a second job. No matter what it is. Hit the pavement tomorrow and apply to anything and everything.

2:When you go into a place to apply or for an interview, dress nicely. If you don't have any nice clothes, get some at a salvation army. You'd be surprised what they have there. Take any piercings out if you have any.


3: Stop buying drugs and booz. Period.


4: If your dad is not a psychopath or deviant, try to reestablish contact with him. If you mom is none of the above as well, move back in with her. Renting is throwing your money down the toilet if you're not making enough.



5: School can wait as long as you try to work on yourself first. We all saw how you lost all of that weight, so you know you can do something difficult when you want to do it. Make money and save it. Open a savings account and treat money with respect and you'll see it pile up.

this is the most real talk I've ever seen on mx

l & r talk in the community thread

that's a paddlin'

[QUOTE=adbforever;18642814]this is the most real talk I've ever seen on mx[/QUOTE]

all cuz of me

hope yall realize that

[QUOTE=12XU;18642802]bitches aint shit

except they make me cry and wanna die

but other than that

not shi[/QUOTE]

wisdom.

Everything Ron said is right, I'm lucky my parents are financially stable/generous enough to pay for my schooling and rent, otherwise I'd be doing much different things in life right now.

Also, Ethan, don't vent on FB. I realize it is tempting to say that stuff but if you want to say it, say it in here. Women don't want to see that type of ranting. I understand where it is coming from, but just keep it off a social network.


You can make your situation better. Will is everything.

listening to the avett brothers and eating peanut butter crackers in my college dorm room haha i can get used to this! :)

[QUOTE=Route1;18642823]Also, Ethan, don't vent on FB. I realize it is tempting to say that stuff but if you want to say it, say it in here. Women don't want to see that type of ranting. I understand where it is coming from, but just keep it off a social network.


You can make your situation better. [B]Will is everything.[/B][/QUOTE]

backed fucking HARD

ron rate my facebook performan ce out of 10 be blunt