Gonna do some LSD over winter break with all my old high school friends, sure to be a nerdy mental journey.

1. bags
2. xanax
3. weed
4. shrooms

there;s a reason people get addicted to harder drugs... they're ten times better. I don't regret becoming a heroin addict at all - i've been higher and felt 10x better than most people ever will and i've pretty much 100% recovered from it. i've always wanted to live in the edge and im not good at making healthy decisions but it beats the 9-5 bullshit that we're all destined for

its important in life to do whatever the fuck you want

ive been saying that shit for years you were all like LOL UR STUPID

EDIT: f you fags

1. heroin
2. acid
3. xanax
9001. weed
9002. beer

i want the eyehategod shirt with the fucking xanny bars on the back, shits mad sick

csb

I'm too much of a pussy to try hard drugs

[QUOTE]i've been higher and felt 10x better than most people ever will and i've pretty much 100% recovered from it. [/QUOTE]

whats the point of living if you'll never hit that high yet

memories, dufus

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18723977]ive been saying that shit for years you were all like LOL UR STUPID

EDIT: f you fags[/QUOTE]

i probably hadn't seen the light, or shot dope yet. there's something really awesome about self-destruction that is beautiful in its own way - it's like an evil, cosmic force is crushing you and completely overpowers your natural inhibitons.

[QUOTE=adb;18723985]whats the point of living if you'll never hit that high yet[/QUOTE]

hit that high yet? what

you said you fully recovered meaning you'll never be that high in life again

yeah i won't, but i got to experience it and realize what total euphoria and contement are like.

feel a relapse comin on

okay so whats the point in living is what I'm asking

if I ever do hard drugs I'll be old and sick of everything

i plan to go back on heroin if I ever feel that depressed and sick of everything again but for now i'm off

1. falling in love
2. drugs
3. religion

prove me wrong

I dont judge people for hard drug use unless that entails them being a leech and thief to support their habit, its a personal decision but I don't intend on exploring anything past psychedelics.

being a junkie almost always leads to being a petty thief in my experience

I've already relapsed once, and I'll probably do it again. I don't think I'll ever stop doing drugs, I like being high too much and I hate myself too much to ever be content sober. I'm a lot better than I was, but sobriety is just not for me. I can never live like that, and it's because of my depression and self-hatred. At least I'm honest about it.

Honestly, if someone had some crack, I'd do it. if someone had some meth, i'd do it

honestly the only thing keeping me from buying heroin is the fact i cant find any at the moment

you don't have to do heroin and crack to be a thief and a leech

trust me

I've never really stolen stuff. I've lied to my dad NUMEROUS times about my drug use, the money he gives me, etc. I've pawned my guitar, amp, and some of his tools. that's about it for fucked up shit ive done

oh and ive pretened to be in love with this rich girl so shes buy me heroin. that ones pretty bad

and when there is no hope
I'LL SMOKE SOME CRACK I'LL SHOOT SOME DOPE

best drug song ever

how can anybody hate themselves, I really don't fucking get it

especially good looking people like austin and my friend who never stops whining

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2AIJuRGYmWk&feature=results_video&playnext=1&list=PLED54A83BB6400D63

best drug song

I made a choice deep inside
heroin or suicide?

PAIIIN It breaks in your ears it aches in your bones and brings you to tears
With various incisions you load another bullet
Youre shootin' with precision

I don't hate myself physically, I am just really fucked up in the head and I believe happiness is unatainable for me. I go to school, I work, I'm smart, but I only do it for other people. Honestly, if it wasnt for my family, I would just buy drugs all day, live homeless, and shoot dope till I die. It's very bleak but I can't help the way I feel.

i've done every single thing you can possibly do for drugs except suck dick and kill somebody , true story