going to get some bbq then go to the wittr concert should be grim

[I]nice[/I]

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18656860]nm just type type typin' my life away


u?[/QUOTE]

smokin a bowl and diddlin around on my guitar

walked all the way to south dallas to get some hydros it was like a three mile walk. now i'm noddin like the green goblin

what mg were they and how many did you eat?

ten mg ate five of them

my tolerance is low as shit since i was clean two months and only do opiates twice a week or so

got a decent high going but i woukld have rather taken ten. trying to stay away from the stronger opis especially junk

i could have gotten three bags i was right by my other dealer but i decided not to

Probably for the best if you give up bags.

damn i prob just woulda went for the bags tbh

EDIT: gj sam

lol they say in rehab if you drink or smoke or do any drugs at all that you will be right back on your fav drug and your habit will be way worse really quick

ive been drinking, smoking, taking valium and taking hydros but it hasnt gotten worse at all. im doing way better than i have in like four years and havent done dope at all. all rehab really did for me was give me a place to detox an take a break all the counseling and aa meetings are total bs

it takes self restraint plain0and simple

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18656898]lol they say in rehab if you drink or smoke or do any drugs at all that you will be right back on your fav drug and your habit will be way worse really quick

ive been drinking, smoking, taking valium and taking hydros but it hasnt gotten worse at all. im doing way better than i have in like four years and havent done dope at all. all rehab really did for me was give me a place to detox an take a break all the counseling and aa meetings are total bs

it takes self restraint plain0and simple[/QUOTE]

backed hard

they try to brainwash you into staying sober your whole life, going to meetings every day the first ninety days after you get out, go live in a halfway house and youre not supposed to fuck or date anyone for a year

i didnt buy into any of that shit but i saw a lot of people get totally brainwashed, its sad really. they take advantage of desperate people and tell them they have to believe in a "higher power" and spirituality to quit.

apparently austin bought into all that bs but i would rather die a junkie than compromise my beliefs and start believing in god, depending on AA and not fucking for a year

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18656901]they try to brainwash you into staying sober your whole life, going to meetings every day the first ninety days after you get out, go live in a halfway house and youre not supposed to fuck or date anyone for a year

i didnt buy into any of that shit but i saw a lot of people get totally brainwashed, its sad really. they take advantage of desperate people and tell them they have to believe in a "higher power" and spirituality to quit.

apparently austin bought into all that bs but i would rather die a junkie than compromise my beliefs and start believing in god, depending on AA and not fucking for a year[/QUOTE]

backed even harder than your previous post

I think I'm pretty content sticking to weed, booze and very occasional psychedelic use, but a life of sobriety would be dull as fuck.

imo its pathetic if you need all that shit to get your shit in control. this one fag was like "i feel sorry for people who think they can drink and smoke when they get out"

a bunch of ppl were in there for weed lol

I drink but I can't possibly see how taking beer out of the picture would somehow make life incredibly boring.


If that is the case you are a boring person regardless. (not aimed at anyone in here)

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18656905]imo its pathetic if you need all that shit to get your shit in control. this one fag was like "i feel sorry for people who think they can drink and smoke when they get out"

a bunch of ppl were in there for weed lol[/QUOTE]

i know dude its fuckin shameful, people are retarded as shit

I'm not saying that I need to be fucked up to have fun but I like experiencing different feelings than the norm, which is one reason I really enjoyed mushrooms because it was like entering a different world, not because I enjoyed the being "fucked up" aspect of it.

I think it's important to have a break from the every day.

me too but drugs aren't needed at all tbh

[QUOTE=Angmar;18656904]I think I'm pretty content sticking to weed, booze and very occasional psychedelic use, but a life of sobriety would be dull as fuck.[/QUOTE]

yeah just stick to that man. you dont have an addictive personality and are happy without hard drugs and i wouldnt compromise that

i would LOVE to shoot a bag right now but its just not worth it so i toned down to just pills and beer and im doing a lot better i dont have to get high every day to be happy any more and its a big relief

i smoke weed p much every day

ALL IN ALL NIGGAZ JUSS GOIN 'BOUT THEY LIVES IN THE WAY THEY WANT..................................................



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[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18656906]I drink but I can't possibly see how taking beer out of the picture would somehow make life incredibly boring.


If that is the case you are a boring person regardless. (not aimed at anyone in here)[/QUOTE]

addiction is genetic. you dont have an addictive personality. i know for me when i tried drugs i loved it and wanted to be high all the time. its hard to understand if you arent predisposed to it but its a genetic thing not a logic thing

Yeah Sam I don't think I have an addictive personality because anytime I smoke or drink two nights in a row I get sick of it and usually take like a week or so off, repetition is lame for me I don't see why some people smoke pot all day every day, although I guess that goes back to the genetic addictions issue.

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18656910]me too but drugs aren't needed at all tbh[/QUOTE]


I'm not saying drugs are required for a break from the every day, but there is such a thing as responsible drug use and especially with things like psychedelics I feel like it provides a different outlook on things when you use them and gives you thoughts and feelings you don't experience on a regular basis.

Obviously I wouldn't ever try and force someone into using them or think that everyone regardless of personality should but I feel like they can be good for your mental health if used responsibly and with an open mind going in.

takin time to break the laws
then ill lick my dirty paws
dodging all the lies im fed
ill live my life and then im dead

[quote=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18656914]addiction is genetic. you dont have an addictive personality. i know for me when i tried drugs i loved it and wanted to be high all the time. its hard to understand if you arent predisposed to it but its a genetic thing not a logic thing[/quote]
It is not entirely genetic. It [I]can[/I] just be environmental.

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18656912]i smoke weed p much every day[/QUOTE]

yeah dawg

I feel like making cookies

Sometimes I smoke just so I can go to sleep tbh, my mind has a way of keeping me up even if I'm exhausted.

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18656923]I feel like making cookies[/QUOTE]

me too man, i have peanut butter chocolate chip cookies in the fridge but idk, im kinda lazy right now

I made an epic berry smoothie shit is delicious right now.

gonna have dmt in a while proly

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18656918]It is not entirely genetic. It [I]can[/I] just be environmental.[/QUOTE]

addiction is classified as a disease in the scientific community. i have done my own research listened to a bunch of doctors lectures and talked at length with the docs privately while i was there. its a fact people are wired to have much stronger cravings as soon as they put alcohol and drugs in their body. i gurantee i know way more than you abou this. you have no personal experience and what research have you done?

so in general addiction is something that can be exacerbated through itself, type of addiction notwithstanding ?

that makes sense

still loling at timjim getting married within the next two years, I'll give it 5 years max

[QUOTE=(*The Noonward Race*);18656931]gonna have dmt in a while proly[/QUOTE]


DMT kinda scares me, it seems really intense and I know a lot of people who have bad tripped on it.

[QUOTE=adb;18656934]still loling at timjim getting married within the next two years, I'll give it 5 years max[/QUOTE]

dude why are you such a hater

[QUOTE=Angmar;18656935]DMT kinda scares me, it seems really intense and I know a lot of people who have bad tripped on it.[/QUOTE]
it seems like its something to be treated really carefully and respectfully

like psychedelics in general i guess, it won't last eight hours though so in a way its different

i was thinking of doing acid before but i just want to do this

[QUOTE=(*The Noonward Race*);18656933]so in general addiction is something that can be exacerbated through itself, type of addiction notwithstanding ?

that makes sense[/QUOTE]

you can stop through will power. it helped me to be in a place where there was no way to get shit for a while so i could detox and get through withdrawal and get my head straight.

NA believes that complete abstinence, spirituality and support groups is the only way but i think that is bs

[quote=adb;18656934]still loling at timjim getting married within the next two years, I'll give it 5 years max[/quote]
nothing wrong with that

5 years is actually pretty good tbh

[quote=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18656940]you can stop through will power. it helped me to be in a place where there was no way to get shit for a while so i could detox and get through withdrawal and get my head straight.

NA believes that complete abstinence, spirituality and support groups is the only way but i think that is bs[/quote]
just like with religion people should pick and choose what makes sense and is palatable to them

they probably just through everything at the ppl in NA and hope some of them stick